32 yo and virgin with no social life Anonymous 108963
32 f here. Probably autistic. I spent my life extremely isolated and alone. Never had organic social life outside my home. I have convinced myself it's not such a big deal. I am seeing a guy and he says I act like a robot. I really, really like him andso every once in a while I say "you're really special to me" so he knows."
He's starting to say I act autistic and he is tired of not knowing how I feel. I'm scared of losing him.
32 years with no touch is hard on a person. I have decided if we are to kiss or touch at all it will be in marriage, otherwise I'm just not ready to. I hope he asks me to marry him so I can finally be free of the constant loneliness.
Can you all relate to me?
Should I be worried?
How can I fix my problem?
Tell him how you feel, everything you typed here, tell him. That's what he's asking for. It's okay to feel one way today and that change over time, you can always change your mind and tell him that in future. Just be open and honest and take what you have said to us, and say it to him. You sound sweet anon best wishes.
OP here again. I honestly don't know how to express myself. It is almost unimaginable to me to open up that much. I just don't trust anyone or him that much. I wish I could. Do you think he'll dump me?
Sorry samefag, to answer your attached questions: yes I related to you, no don't worry because there is a solution and it is provided in your question, he wants to know how you feel, tell him how you feel, and why.
I can't say if he'll dump you, but if you take the action to open up, that will likely mean a lot to him since he has taken the time to express his concerns to you
>>108963>I have decided if we are to kiss or touch at all it will be in marriage, otherwise I'm just not ready to.
Just hold his hand or try poking him at first, touch can communicate volumes of emotions.
>>108969>I honestly don't know how to express myself
Just tell him what you typed up in your OP and that you honestly don't know how to express yourself.