I'm OP and was never super into coding, but it's doable and makes a nice check. I also have connections already. I never knew what I wanted to do in high school and I decided better to try my hand at something that makes money and decide I not like it than to not go to college at all. I'd feel disgusting if I were a NEET leech. I already feel like a leech because my parents are generous enough to pay for my tuition. I want to pay them back, honestly. I have a boring, menial government job, but it isn't enough yet for me to live on my own. I still feel guilty for living at home, too.
This is why I want career exploration help. I feel like I have serious issues, especially with insecurity, and they've prevented me (or at least been a distraction) from figuring out what I like in general and what sort of career I should pursue.