I didn't seek him out, but I suppose you're right that I was attracted to him almost immediately after seeing him hanging out and volunteering and such.>>33246
Get a part-time job and work 2 jobs and be alone in a studio apartment or stay with him and make him go back to how he used to be? Meh.>>33247
I love him. Why would I call the police on him? It's that stupid rich girl that is in the way tbh. I think she buys a lot of cocaine and meth and really bad stuff from scummy types and she's leading my BF into doing coke with her sometimes. I know he's fucked her before, but if he just comes back to me and that whore goes away then things will be OK again. I feel like I can't sleep and I get scared if he's not cuddling me until I fall asleep.