Yes, but only if something doesn't happen which is very pivotal for my life. How? Probably an exit bag after no contact with my family for at minimum a year. Sometimes I think I'd like to die in a really cool way where I find some very remote cave in the desert and mummify myself there after building a shrine so whoever stumbles upon it all is pleasantly surprised. But I don't have hiking, creative, or any skills whatsoever.

>>69740
What would be a piviotal life moment for you anon?
Do you ever worry that like you just wont kill yourself when your life is fucked?

>>69744
Exit bag sounds nice but with how helium is cut now it is spooky to think of doing that way unless you can make sure it is pure.
I did not think swizzle land would help foreigners?
I am hoping to use SN as it seems to be the best that is easily available.

Are you scared of death anon? I am a little scared but want to die.

>>69739
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
But honestly sometimes I walk to the level crossing near our house and watch the trains rushing by, and imagine stepping in front of one.

I haven't thought much about how I'd like to go. These days I frequently fantasize about a gunshot to the head but that's probably not going to be the way for me. I'd probably use a drug or hang myself. I've never heard of the exit bag method before and it sounds interesting. I do believe that my life will eventually end with suicide due to general depression.

>>69748
What is SN?

Moved to >>>/feels/48153.