holy shit its dogi

>>73100
You probably don't want to hear this, I get it, but if there's a chance that it gets through a little it is enough.

Sometimes when young and innocent we feel alive and free and connected to the world and life itself, if that makes sense. I lost that feeling and forgot how to feel properly after being hurt a lot. But I promise that Jesus does love you and died for our sins, and you can be made clean by His blood. You can be made whole again, I promise. I had symptoms that people would say needed meds for, but they went away when I asked Him to come into my life.

I get it if you're sceptical. Just life hurts us all, and we don't have to carry the pain around. Read Lamentations.

>>73879
I already believe jesus is real, i believe in all the gods, i am against demons though.

I know this is because of the medicine because i got my emotions back when i quit one of my antipsychotics.

I can't get happy about anything at all, everything is fucking terrible, no joy or goodness in anything, its the meds.

I am quite spiritual, i am an animist that believes in jesus

but right now i care about nothing and feel like i wanna die all the time and cry all the time becuase there is no joy i can get out of anything.

>>73905
You mean you are actually thinking about taking your life?

You're probably older and smarter than me, I just wish I knew what to say because I hope you don't leave.

I know cold showers help so much for feeling bummed out, and esp for me fasting and spending time away from any internet or devices, just outside. But I get it's winter. It's probably poopy advice but I am clinging onto the hope that I can somehow change your mind with shit tier advice and I really hope you don't end things. I definitely understand what you're going through, I used to risk my life to feel things and it was really stupid. It can get better and I'm sending a virtual hug AS WE SPEAK

>>73906
No its not about thinking about my life, its about not being able to react to anything or have joy about anything, my life is really good and i have everything that should make me happy, and it does when im off the meds.

i can't even react to music, its been like this for years.

>>73906
also its summer where i am, everything looks nice but i don't give a fuck about anything.