I kinda know this feeling. Here's my story to it and how i feel for living in it.
I'm extremely bisexual and I just love people. I have a bf for many years now and it's amazing, but I always have this craving for a…soft touch? I don't know I just really like girls as well. I feel like i'm fully satisfied when it comes to having a man in my life, but I just really like how a girl feels and the emotions that they bring up.
Me and my bf have been discussing these feelings and such for years and came to a conclusion of a poly relationship. Long story short I'm with him and I also date girls. Sadly it usually ends up being a short thing as most girls do not like the idea of me already being in a relationship and I always try to bring it up early. I don't want the other person to be out of the loop, start feeling something and then get the full story later. And in other cases i'm not interested in short flings where someone wants to go to bed in a week or two.
Before I never knew how much I needed this and tried to repress the feelings, but now even the idea of being in a throuple would be amazing. >threesome meme
I kinda wouldn't even mind if the relationship was where we all liked each other. A one time thing with random person? no. But it wont happen, it's not possible, so just being selfish and focusing on myself>but then he will find someone as well and wont tell you
I know the saying is a meme, but it's not the case for us. considering how we talk, how our discussions go, how much we "hurt" each other by being open with how we feel I really doubt that would happen.