F Anonymous 30457
I dunno about you guys but I'm ready to end it. Everyone keeps telling me to just "choose to be happy"
My mother always told me to put on a happy face.
You can't choose happiness tbh. Either you are, or you aren't, and if you aren't, maybe you will be.
Put on a smile until you make it.
This world is fucking garbage and moving forward it's only going to go steeply downhill. Every night I have to convince myself not to end it.
I can't know what you're going through, but it sounds like you're around a lot of people that haven't really listened to you or your feelings and it's making the feeling that the world is unlivable even worse.
You don't have to, but please consider talking a bit more about what it is you feel, or what it is you think about that makes you feel like this. I'm sure at least some of us will try and lend a sympathetic ear- 'you are not alone' can sound corny as hell, but you may share some experiences with people on here.