How do you want to do stuff Anonymous 43486
I just cba to do anything. All the things I was into like anime, movies, make-up, fashion, braiding, even pointless shit like watching anime and drinking just feels boring to me. I am always like "yeah I will do X later I cannot right now" and later usually never comes.
Only thing I enjoy nowadays is taking long contemplative walks at night or in a forest by myself so that i feel scared and unsafe. The danger is the only thing that makes me feel alive. Also smoking I guess.
Maybe it is just depression but I used to be a lot more depressed some years back when I did all that suff, nowadays I just feel sort of disappointed and bored.
Have you tried physical activities
You need to do something out of the ordinary to spark an interest in life again. >>43491
Anhedonia, but close enough.
I mean, do the walks count?>>43497
I try and I usually like the stuff I try, but it just becomes like other stuff "wow I should really do X again it was so fun" but I never do
I was thinking something more strenous. One hour every other day, your mind will come back around, i promise.