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Are you suicidal? Anonymous 48153

How do you anons plan to die if you are killing yourself?

Do you think you will likely an hero and is there a reason beyond life just being shit?

Anonymous 48154

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Yes, but only if something doesn't happen which is very pivotal for my life. How? Probably an exit bag after no contact with my family for at minimum a year. Sometimes I think I'd like to die in a really cool way where I find some very remote cave in the desert and mummify myself there after building a shrine so whoever stumbles upon it all is pleasantly surprised. But I don't have hiking, creative, or any skills whatsoever.

Anonymous 48155

yes, eventually. either an exit bag like anon says, switzerland for dignitas, or if i can somehow get my hands on phenobarbital or something myself. i would probably realistically save up the 10-12k or so for the trip to switzerland to have it done properly and responsibly.

Anonymous 48156

What would be a piviotal life moment for you anon?
Do you ever worry that like you just wont kill yourself when your life is fucked?

Exit bag sounds nice but with how helium is cut now it is spooky to think of doing that way unless you can make sure it is pure.
I did not think swizzle land would help foreigners?
I am hoping to use SN as it seems to be the best that is easily available.

Are you scared of death anon? I am a little scared but want to die.

Anonymous 48157

But honestly sometimes I walk to the level crossing near our house and watch the trains rushing by, and imagine stepping in front of one.

Anonymous 48158

I haven't thought much about how I'd like to go. These days I frequently fantasize about a gunshot to the head but that's probably not going to be the way for me. I'd probably use a drug or hang myself. I've never heard of the exit bag method before and it sounds interesting. I do believe that my life will eventually end with suicide due to general depression.

Anonymous 48159

What is SN?

Anonymous 72903

Didn't see a proper suicide general thread so I'll just post here.

Sometime ago I was going to hang myself. I told myself, "if I do it now I'll save myself so much pain latsr. I didn't do I ten but I really regret it now. A few days ago, I got drunk and cut myself. I was going for the jugular but was found too early. ended up in hospital. I wish I had succeeded. Every day seems worse than the Las. I'm tired of living.

Anonymous 72915

A forlorn person like me is not needed. I deserve a painful end. Evisceration.

Anonymous 72920

This is just sad… What the hell happened in your life, anon? Did you kill someone or something? Do you wanna talk?

Anonymous 72924

Not anymore. I'm pretty sure I'm still walking the brink of mental health but I've got perspective now.

Anonymous 72934

If it's a story you'd like, I can oblige. There won't be a satisfying conclusion, though.

Anonymous 72935

if I don't succeed in life I'm killing myself; or if something so dire happens to me it ruins it. I've lost part of my memories from trying to od so many times. not being sure who I am anymore, once I leave the place that's caused me the most trauma, if I don't succeed in life, it's the end for me. As long as I accomplish at least one goal let alone manage to achieve something on my bucket list I could commit suicide happily knowing I did something I wanted. In a life which has not been majority your own, where you're a puppet yanked along by other peoples strings, the only thing you want is autonomy, and if you cannot sever those strings, you'd rather they just hung you by them.

I've usually tried to kill myself by OD when I have. It's left me with lingering damage. If I do creep up on another suicide attempt in a couple years and my life isn't going swimmingly I may try a more extreme method. I pray I will actually enjoy life by then and not want to die. The last thing I want is to be trapped when I finally leave the environment that's choking me. I'm afraid the world won't be kind to me outside my current bubble either. Maybe by then I will be so weak that an overdose would kill me. I don't know.

Anonymous 72992

If I'm still depressed and stuck with a shit job by the time my parents die (which I'm terrified is going to happen) I'm going to kill myself.
I've thought about it many times, I just don't enjopy life. I'm really lonely even though I talk to many people, I try my best but nothing never brings me joy for more than short moment and then I get back to feeling like this.
As of now my go to method would be overdosing on poppy seed tea

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