i been playing shovel knight and its just so hard and not relaxing but i have to finish it because i had ASD even though im having a break down trying to beat it

basically what happened is im on the last level/area the castle and i just finished beating the first section

then i jump while swinging my shovel because im raging and i discover you can smash the check point globes to gain crystals!

wow lucky me and angry me i thought! i should have known this earlier in the game i missed so much gold! so i rage! then i go on and die

well then i find out if you smash the globes you dont go back to them when you die you start all the way back to the beginning

i raged so hard i went on instincts and tried to bite my wireless controllers cable like i did in the old days of gaming and bit my tongue so hard it started bleeding

then i just laid in bed screaming into my pillow alternating crying and laughing at my life until now