i feel like shit and hate the world so much right now. my moid friend (one of my ONLY friends) is so dense yet seems to assume i dont know what im doing half the time. imma take a leisure walk and go to a convenience store to buy a diet coke. i will listen to a podcast and pick pretty leaves on the way. i think i cant be friends with men anymore for a while. imma focus on just women and myself and start lifting weights.