I want to take drugs, yes, I want to take drugs forget about all my sadness and be happy.
Natalia Lafourcade, singer/composer in Mexico
The sadness won't go away and your drug dealers will take advantage of you.
My dealer only has weed and government has cracked down on online deliverables, so i'm afraid to order from darkweb. I'm stuck, i probably need to drop some acid or shrooms asap, or maybe snort some blow. I can barely make myself go out of the house. Must get out of this loop somehow and hopefully some new habits will form.