When’s the first time you realized you were kinda empty inside?
>someone told me today that they saw this guy I had been thardcore into for the last couple of years, at the bar with another girl. Normally something like this with throw me over the edge. But I felt absolutely nothing, not sad , not jealous. Im finally completely empty and numb.
When I started watching bestgore to shock myself and feel something and I was just sitting there watching these horrific things completely stonefaced. That's when I knew
Do you like being numb??
I kinda wish I wasn’t but in other ways I’m kinda glad. I no longer freak out when guys don’t like me and easier just to treat them like shit. I don’t get sad when people die.