Unclean Anonymous 61474
I've recently become aware that I'm not as good of a person as I insisted to myself that I was. Something I've always told myself is that I'm relatively innocent and that good things will come to me eventually because good people are supposed to get rewarded somehow.
I focus on my good qualities without really opening my eyes and seeing the bad qualities. I can be very selfish, cruel, lazy, and hypocritical.
I feel like I've lost my innocence over the years. I wish I felt like a good person
That's called becoming self aware and it's a good thing. Now that you know your flaws you can fix them.
It’s good to be seeing this things now, most people never do. Everyone is full of fucked up conceptions and assumptions, either you figure this out and work to change yourself in your 20s or join the masses at large in willful ignorance, hypocrisy, and hateful intent.
I relate to this so much. I'm a very angry, spiteful, bigoted, and miserable person.