Are you me? Relatable, anon.
I'm in Kentucky, and it's a fuckin' desolate cesspool. It's full of moronic Trump worshiping, echo chambering inbred methheads. I am filled with excitement anytime I meet someone who can even properly formulate a sentence. I have an average IQ, yet, I feel like fuckin' Newton because of the people I'm surrounded by. It feels like that movie "Idiocracy,"
Where I used to live, there was not even WiFi or Satellite TV. I moved to a, /still/ rural, but not as rural town, and everyone in my family that I moved with acted like we moved from a third-world county, even though we still were too out in the middle of nowhere to even receive take out delivery. Now, we're surrounded by army fags. Which are intolerable sheep to me.
What's even more fucked is that my family is full of comfort oriented pussies that are terrified of going outside of their comfort zone even a little bit; trying a new brand of bread is "too different". They want to stay because it's "all they know," imagine being born on your solipsistic corner of the world, and resigning to what was given to you, instead of taking control of your own life and making your own experiences.
What's even more fucked is that… they want to move… to PA. Which is an equally shitty state, and I'll have much of the same problems.
I want to go to Washington, Colorado, or Oregon. Naturally beautiful scenery. I plan to go to college and just go out of state, but I'm a poorfag, so I have to stay here for 2 years and transfer. It's so lonely.