Leave my feelings on the table for a mood to reject me ha no thanks >>62358
Mmmmm more like I think I made myself like a turbo dipshit in front of a guy I could possibly like. Plus I don’t really have any friends to relay this information to and ask for advice or opinions >>62359
I think he was gonna kiss me as I left cause he walked me all the way downstairs and was trying to say we should do it again but I was so nervous still I sped out of there. I don’t wanna tell him though, cause I could absolutely just be reading into it the wrong way. I haven’t been out with a lot of people>>62360
Theee bar is so lowww. I have literally never had anyone ask me if I was okay with them touching me. Just guys who would say “I’m shooting my shot” then stick their tongue down my throat. I don’t even think I had to do anything lewd at all, I was just so use to moids expecting that, it threw me off guard>>62375
I always thought good looking dudes would be worse….like much much worse
>I kinda messaged him and he answered decently fast but I did not….I took an hour to respond…ooopsss but he just said hey what’s up (which I thought was a bad sign and like I was bothering him) so I simply told him what I was up to and that I was sorry for being a shy awkward weirdo. He said it was okay and he was going to sleep. I’m toooo neurotic for this.
Guys he’s also a firefighter and has a hugggggeee thingy