It feels like I'm never taken seriously because I'm the youngest supervisor and a woman. And also it was leaked that the "vacation" i took was actually me going to the psych ward for suicide, so naturally the people older than me are now calling me "twitchy" and all that derogatory shit. I can't tell if I hate them or myself.

I don't make enough money to deal with all this shit while carrying the weight of so many tasks dumped onto me simply because I'm more youthful and active. And that's WITH my clinical depression.. I kinda wanna die. I need a new job.