>>72492>How does DPDR affect you, anon-chan?
when i look in the mirror, i see the body/vessel that i interpret as "my name" but i cannot feel normally/securely attached to it. i feel as if i live in a dream. i feel like i am in a cube made of thick glass and i can hear people/things banging on it but it's hard to hear them and focus on them.
i actually enjoy music still, that along with other media is what makes life still enjoyable. i can still feel that immense joy. sometimes i dance around in my room to music.
i find it hard to enjoy relationships with others as easily. often times when others touch me, i feel nothing. however, my relationships prior to 13/14 were not often good or enjoyable. they were often painful and i always struggled socially.
some questions for you anonnette….
do you think chronic internet use has anything to do with it?
have you suffered from any eating issues? how have they affected your DPDR if so?