My dead crush Anonymous 7776
When I was a depressed NEET a few years ago I started reading old literature to cope. I found a writer I really identified with and started reading about his life, too. After a while I started to dream about him, and was a little obsessed. I'd daydream about being born decades and decades ago when he was still young and alive, meet him, and we'd fall in love and be together. Sometimes when I was in worse mood I'd think about killing myself and meeting him in the afterlife kek.
I think I fell in love with "him" and this feeling lasted a long time until I broke free from neetdom.
I want to know if what I went through is common at all… Maybe it isn't and I am a freaky weirdo, but I want to know if anyone here has ever had any similar experience.
Pretty common feel for NEETs. In fact, it's the same kind of feel that lends itself to attachment with fictional characters, no matter how long ago they were written…
i know the feel… somewhat. i've never fallen in love with an existing fictional character pe se, but i enjoy history and older films and music. a lot of the men i find myself interested in were young sometime between the middle ages and the '80s, no later. sometimes i look at older photos of young men or classical art and it makes me sad i wasn't around during their point in history. i'm currently writing a screenplay rn and it's a period piece and i'm not afraid to admit i'm in love with one of my characters. tbh the main reason i'm doing it is because i had a dream about this guy and decided to write about him as a way of interacting with his life. he'd probably only be like 57 today but yeah. i kinda get what u mean… (sorry if this was cringey at all)
>tfw not white so I can't daydream about the good old days without remembering i'd likely be treated like shit
maybe you were white in your past life or lives so you did at some point get to experience the good old days without being treated like shit
>fell in love with a dead gay serial killer
i love you jeff
>all white woman are of noble blood
Hold your unreasonable racial hatred back for just a moment, please.
Don't lie to me.
it's ok non, we are all in love with jeff
if i ever get a tall blond bf, i will definitely make him wear the glasses while we fuck
gave me a laugh anon. but seriously more dudes should wear aviators
For me it was the dead mass murderer. I wish I could retard my mental faculties just enough to believe in resurrection.
>several anons in love with a dead gay serial killer
I'm happy my dead crush is just a writer
Is this a mass murderer? Was he 14? Shocking lol
It's young Adam Lanza.I'm not sure if you're making a joke, so ignore my obtuseness if it was.
I just realized a guy I had a crush on last year has a very similar face to (adult) Lanza. Feels weird, he isn't even of the same race.
relevant song (though it's about dead women)
I've had this but with fictional characters. Anime characters. Two of them. I had constant fantasies about the first one for three years, since I was 12 until I turned 15 and found the other one. I've been with the other one for four years already… I spend a lot of time by myself so I talk to them… It's fun, I know my fantasies aren't real but they make me happy
Hold on OP, you haven't told us who the writer was
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