When I was younger I though that I would absolutely not want kids, then as I grew older the idea of raise a child that was half me and half the person I loved filled me with joy. Then I got into a relationship with a narcissist, fell deeply in "love" and still wanted kids, luckily he didn't, and would flipflop on it to keep me on the hook, after much bullshit I broke up, left with a broken heart, but I still really want kids and marriage. I don't know I guess that's just my reptilian brain or animal instincts, but I don't plan on fighting it, but I'm also somewhat in peace with the idea of not being able to find a good partner for it.
My advice is, wait a a few years, seek alternative options for birth control, don't have casual sex, I don't know why people would trust random moids to be clean and safe, and if after a while you feel the same go all for it.
Slightly off topic, but I remember a few years back some talk about moid pills that could produce a temporal blockage in their sperm tubes, like a vasectomy sort of, did something ever come of that?