>>132401Have dry sex, you basically rub with men until you both get wet from pleasure. No penetration, no pregnancy involved.
Do not take pills. It does not matter how many women take them, do not do it unless you are not in a safe enviroment or have a very very active sex life.
Condoms do not promise "no pregnancy" instead they should be used to prevent certain diseases and for pregnancy it can break, leak, and other kinds of awful things no one wishes for when using them. If you want sex? have dry sex. You are basically a virgin, since virginity is based on if a man has introduced himself inside you.
If you really really want sex, you are just ovulating or practically bery horny. Just tell the moid to pleasure you by dry sex. Keep your panties, he keeps his boxer, you do it dry and if he wets he has to change of clothes.
If what bothers you if he will discard you, discard him first. The first moment you feel you care for him too much, find other man that is more interesting than him in ways he will never pleasure you, in mind, in affection, in companionship, etc.
I hope you can be happy and healthy, xoxo, best wishes.