>>126594Some greasy unkempt freak << a woman who takes care of herself and isn't an asshole.
I get that he's a man but he's not even human at that point. Some disgusting blob of filth, like the average tranny or neckbeard? If they aren't gonna chase after a normal man, they might as well get with a butch or something because there is no way in hell the unkempt moid is more desirable.
I'm not talking about women seeking normal men, I am talking about the sheer amount of women who get with these unhygienic ugly failures of society. That is a paraphilia.
>>126595It's not that women avoid me, I don't reach out to women because I do not know how to find women who are into other women. Dating apps are inherently unhealthy and the area I live in is full of woke slop because it's meant for people in their 30s/families, not people in their 20s. Every "lgbt" space here is trans-centric too and weirdly focused on "trans youth" in particular, which is creepy. The gay bar got shut down during Covid, I never got the chance to go there.
I am going to a concert for the first time next month and I plan on actually going outside places in general instead of being a recluse, but the blackpill has a grip on me regardless. I feel like no matter what I'll do, it will all be pointless. I hate the thought of going outside where I am forced to play nice toward trannies in order to have access to communities they should be kicked out of. I hate having my sexuality be some type of secret where I'm forced to be paranoid about in case something bad happens to me. I don't like being resentful like this, though. I just kinda hope theres women out there as resentful as I am, and maybe we can meet together, we can have each other instead of being lonely incels.