I want to kiss you but i don't want to fuck up both our lives

It's like Stockholm syndrome how badly I miss you sometimes, and I hate how much I don't want to

I just don't want to hurt your feelings

Please just come back one more time, but see me in person this time, please please please

i want you but i am too shy to tell you i wish you didn't leave

>>129670
What will you do when you get old, your looks fade and rich men lose interest in you, and you have no work experience besides giving head?

>>129666
It's a nice break from a shitty life, but when the relationship ends you haven't actually improved your circumstances and you aren't getting shit. All those gifts are nice luxuries but, presuming he lets you walk out with that garbage bag of shoes and bags when you leave, they resale for about a month of rent and food. You didn't earn any money while you were playing housewife, so how exactly will you stick it out in a court battle to get those gifts back or prove a common law marriage? Your best hope is him buying you a car as a gift in your name, so at least you can sleep in it while working as a server.

>>129681
You won't have anything for working 20 years paycheck to paycheck like we're supposed to. The BEST you can hope for is getting to live in a car when you're 60.

My worst-case scenario is getting half the house.

>>129683
Unless you're an Adriana Lima lookalike no one is giving you half the house

GET A JOB, FEMINISTS HAVE FOUGHT HARD SO YOU COULD LEARN AND WORK WITHOUT RELYING ON A MAN.

Nona, I really don't like yelling at you, but stop acting stupid. Just get a part time wagie job and learn to take pride in the solitude. If you rely on a man, that just gives you higher chances to be abused and humiliated. Don't take that chance. Just do you.

>>129678
Onlyfans phenomenon debunked the feminist myth that women are victims of the porn industry and were forced into it.

>>129679
>Onlyfans phenomenon debunked the feminist myth that women are victims of the porn industry and were forced into it.

A lot of women genuinely want to become strippers, sex workers, escorts, etc. Some of them are victims, a lot of them aren't. They choose to do it for money and/or validation

>>129679
No, it just proved that you can groom girls from a very young age to think doing sex work is good and profitable and get away with it

>>129682
Feminists did that by inventing terms like "sex work" and promoting indiscriminate acceptance. In consequence society stopped shaming WHORES as it used to and young girls are getting the impression that prostitution is legit work and not a downward spiral to ruin.

>>129651
They were always zombies. There is no soul behind those eyes.
>>129678
Things were never good.

>>129679
Feminism's biggest myth is that men are redeemable and could be socialized out of their sexuality with some sort of culture change, and that this would be deeper than merely conditioning them to be less open about their sexuality. That one was debunked almost out of the gate. Football team members might do the most rape per capita in colleges but you wouldn't want to be locked in an elevator with an antiporn but heterosexual male feminist either. But everywhere you look you see people clinging to the myth of male 'socialization' making them the way they are. Nobody is going to walk away from a myth just because it was completely debunked.

>>129679
No. Onlyfans rose on the promise that it is NOT conventional porn and NOTHING comparable to prostitution since she would be at most being physical with her physically present significant other, with no direct interaction with any other save through anonymized text through which she would be directly compensated. Onlyfans phenomenon proves that women are sufficiently vain as to be willing to do almost-porn and not-prostitution for money, which were already known in this sphere by virtue of cosplay scandals.

>>129682
I do not subscribe to the mind control theory of advertisement anymore. Ads do not target women due to some special vulnerability of women. Men are not immune to propaganda and women do not fold after seeing a single attractive woman enjoying a product. It is just that women are in the social position and suffer the social expectation of shopping, and in recent cultural memory even had the social expectation of mall-as-girls-hangout, which hangout millennial women are visibly nostalgic over. I also no longer subscribe to 'dumb slut' stereotypes. Bonnie Blue is probably smarter than many other equally financially successful entrepreneurs in the field of exploiting young boys' sexuality. Certainly smarter thanPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>129444
If faggots like you got treated like a woman for a few days 95% of you would end your lives

My personal tinfoil but I genuinely believe that his channel was an incel psy-op astroturfed by YouTube to get more sympathy for incels in the world. Even when he uploaded his stupid wedding video the official YouTube headquarters channel commented saying "Congratulations!
Oh and let's not forget he even managed to get another girlfriend, a blonde American girl named Luna, before he met the current 7/10 wife that he's with. He uploaded some videos of Luna before he deleted them all and I guess the current wife came into the picture.

>>129315
No it would've been rip her dms you hate incels but keep gender reversing their talking points

>>129315
I'm not mad because I'm not bitter.

>>129655
>rip her dms
yeah her dms would be full of ugly faggots with horrible personalities with zero redeeming qualities. she would not magically score a cutie like this guy did.

>>129599
i'm a real person lol my perspective is probably shared by most of the women on this website, so it's not hard to understand that i'm one among many

i'm just looking for community ig

>>129598
>i'm a virgin
stopped reading

>>129598
You seem like a lost cause.

>>129598
I'm bisexual as well with a heavy preference for men/masculine people. I personally avoid 'dating' cishet men as they tend to be the worst breed imo.

>>129598
I'm bisexual as well with a heavy preference for men/masculine people. I personally avoid 'dating' cishet men as they tend to be the worst breed imo.

>>127744
It’s like what people say about grief. You don’t get over it, you just learn to live with it. Just give it time is what I am saying, live life.

i constantly wear a full face of makeup and always have my hair done while only keeping heavily angle and lighting frauded photos in an attempt to delude myself into thinking i am prettier than i am. ofcourse, it doesnt work and leaves me with intense feelings of guilt due to being a catfish. I also try comfort myself with the idea that in the future ill get all these surgeries to fix what ive got going on, but in this economy i wont. being a 4/10 lanky, socially inept teen was a traumatic experience.

no matter what, I never seem to look put together ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ Worst part about having shit genetics

>>125396
moids love tall women. this is shortie cope.

I hate people who are condescending in a cheerful and friendly way. It shrivels my soul.

I see a therapist and she’s very nice and understanding. I’ve never been really into therapy much (only started to go into it about a year ago). Even now, I don’t really buy into it. I don’t think it does much for someone unless they truly want help and I think it only really helps people who suffer from things like PTSD. But I can’t get over how I think she must be annoyed by me or put off especially when I pull my weird “poor attempt at larping as a normal person” bullshit once I get uncomfortable in any capacity. It’s weird because she was just telling me that I’m a very nice and pleasant person to speak with, but it’s like there’s this voice in my head that tells me otherwise when I notice that I’m being slightly awkward, and my perspective immediately goes 180. I think I might have this weird form of autism where I’m like overly neurotic and have to walk on eggshells when talking to every single person or else they can see how weird fucked up and awkward I am. But it just makes me behave even more strangely ironically. It’s like the opposite of autists who are socially unaware and can come across as rude and too blunt. I also do this shit where I’ll just say words for the sake of saying it just to fill in the awkward silence when talking to others. I had to embellish details in my life or else I wouldn’t have had anything to say to my therapist during our 40 minute session. I’ve basically done this in every social interaction I’ve ever had in my life. It’s the equivalent of trying to hit the word limit on a school assignment. I can’t just be fine being myself and not having anything to say, I must always have something to say or else the social situation becomes too much for me to bear. This probably makes people perceive me as either someone who’s talkative and ditsy, or as someone with some kind of mental disability. I feel like I’m in this never ending negative thought loop. I wish I could have somebody in my life where an awkward silence between us wouldn’t be considered awkward, and where I wouldn’t have to put on this front of pretending to be something I’m really not. I just want to be comfortable with the silences that happen and not having anything to say all the time, while still enjoying their company.

>>129588
Yes.

>>129635
the solution to this is basically just to resign yourself to the idea that people can and often will see you as awkward or stupid or whatever. it's much more effective than trying to dissuade yourself from the fear that people are judging you, and more effective than trying to learn to be more cool.
that goes whether they really are or are not in reality.

He is angry! Poor little fella, he almost killed me and his child by driving so badly but his feelings are hurt! so sad

Fixed it with one conversation because I forgot my boyfriend is an autist that needs me to be direct with my wants and needs 👍

>>129612
Any reason to not be direct? Maybe the autist is you.

We did it s, we saved her relationship!

dopamine spikes when you first meet, then you get comfortable with each other and see the flaws. the question is will you stay, or leave to find someone new and chase that high