And that is coming from someone who is always cranky, hates everything. Positivity is a road, its not "oh everythings great and why aren't you happy what's wrong with you" its just being open to good developments, seeing them, pursuing them, reaping the reward of having been open to them in the first place.
If you don't take advantage of it you're insane. Its like there's liquid gold under the surface of everything you do. Most things are shitty, and most people are trash, but you can find openings no matter what the hell is going on. Everybody will fiercely disagree and push stubbornly towards their downfall, disbelieving everything.
But oh my god its like having liquid gold in your brain, if you routinely know how to find that crack in reality anywhere.