Rot in hell bastard im coming for you you can’t just use a mentally ill girl and think im not going to hurt you I want to stab you to death you rapebaby. You hate women like me because you love your slut mom and other sluts who are just like you

i need you to say it for real.

i hope that you send flowers to my moms.

also please don’t mistake those psycho posts for mine

i don’t want to have to squint at a message i hope is from you. you don’t have to put anything incriminating in writing, you know i understand that. but i need to hear it for real. i can’t do this anymore. i’m going through the worst loss of my life. just send me some flowers like you should have ten years ago and set me free from my other grief so i can focus on healing from this horrible new one.

>ashwaghandha is the only thing reviving my sex drive, and it helps with my anxiety
>it gives me acne
Fuck

>>122238
Yes like not pretty enough to date but just doable kind of thing

>>122331
did you try getting a boyfriend?

I really really wish I was born a guy but I have no one to talk to about it. I'm not gonna transition but I wish I could vent about my feelings to someone. Internet spaces are full of fujoshis and irl I do not know anyone who would really understand. Guys turn me off but being with a girl just doesn't bring the relationship dynamic I would want, it just hammers in the fact that I'm in a female body.

I wish I didn't have to spend the rest of my life being told the things I've said back to me as if someone else came up with them

OP here, this is what I look like

>>122337
i agree ^^ theyre just so cute :3

this is his dad btw

I prefer asian guys

>>122343
kuzzy kuz

If I were you I would delete the post and resend without the guys´ picture. But answering your actual question I feel like just try to see what common friends you have and slowly start trying to arrange hang outs that also include him. If you have none, then you have to "stalk" him a bit and see what common interests you share that you can bring up in a conversation with him randomly and effortlessly (without making it too specific or weird)

ok lee goldson soyfags

Lots of ugly people have sex/relationships with other ugly people. Lower your standards?

>>122272
Did you even read what she said? This has nothing to do with her standards.

you can’t get a boyfriend before you improve yourself. even if you are “ugly”, guys can tell that you’re unconfident. is it possible that you want to get a boyfriend just to feel better about yourself? like, you want someone to love you because you can’t love yourself? that’s where the hard work starts. you have to find your self-confidence and the learn to enjoy who you are.

Having a boyfriend isn’t what it’s said to be even the ugliest men below your standards will cheat on you

>>122025
Nona no

>>122025
for me it took time. lots of time, everyday i woke up mourning him and crying over the fact i'd never see him again, but gradually, you get better at handling these emotions. you slowly lose your attachment towards him, and it’s not that the memories fully disappear- they just stop hurting as much. you’ll remember the giggles, the warmth, even the inside jokes, but they’ll feel distant. like a song you used to love but don’t play anymore.
every time you want to reach out, remind yourself why you left. people don’t change overnight. the softness you miss was real, but so was the harm. and missing someone doesn’t mean they’re meant to return. it just means you’re healing.
let yourself grieve, but protect your peace. you deserve to move forward, even if it’s slow.
i promise you things will get easier with time

>>122202
Not op
i should have never left my bf in the first place, i did check out of the relationship for a long time and i self reflected on it and my reason why due to boredom and missing the spark feeling, i thought relationships were all about the firework and spark but i never met anyone like him anymore he was the only guy who told me that he chooses me everyday even when things get hard. This was a month ago and i told him to leave me alone out of my own anger during our last phonecall, recently he sent me a mail that mentioned that he can't live in area at all since every time he drives it reminds him of our memories so he literally enlisted himself in the navy. I just feel so bad, i made a mistake and i want him so bad but i just have a feeling that if i break the silence and reach out he may not want me anymore

>>122205
sorry for the yapfest
well, first, you'd need to ask yourself if your boredom is going to become a problem again. i don't know you or your bf or the relationship you've had together, so this is something you need to mainly figure out yourself. i cannot stress this enough, figure out your own shit before getting back or into a relationship.
second, it's obvious he still cares IN some way (whatever it may be) and probably still likes you, hell he's even enlisting in the fuckin navy because he's probably broken up over you. don't be afraid to break the silence, believe me haha. i've missed my chance when i could've opened up and talked to my boyfriend after our break up, and genuinely from the bottom of my heart i regret it deeply. i could've mended our relationship, got closure or even said a goodbye.

i can't promise you anything, but please talk to him before he leaves, genuinely. you may not get the outcome you want, but atleast you'll both have closure, and potentially in the future can rekindle that spark.
and, if it helps; open up to him about your feelings if you'd like, tell him what really happened and why you lashed out, just be honest, okay?

talk like the other nona said with that moid

but do not expect anything from a man again

learn a strategy game and try to develop better long term thinking skills.

"what if I say x? he probably will say Y."

Think like an engineer. Think about the worst consequence and prepare for the worst.

If the best happens, it just happens. You prepared yourself for it and conquered, you lost battles but won a war.

>>122038
Aww , i feel so hard for you.. I found my dad's cheating evidence at 10/11, and I never saw him the same/ as a good guy after that. My mother later went on to detail how he was doing it the whole time. Even when my mom just had us…
The audacity of shitty ass "dads"!!

>>122041
I'm going to destroy his entire being he is going to pay for this

>>122037
Cheating is so stupid.. for one, you're(addressing your dad here) going to be found out, also, why make your own life more complicated? But most important - you could have spent your resources on the family you chose to create you stupid moid.

>>122044
Based. Sometimes scorched earth is the proper response. Start gathering as much dirt as you can.

>>121599
tell your dad you know what you did and threaten him to delete contact (if its ongoing) or you will go to your mum and tell her. If not, if he does it again you will find out and tell mum

>>122285
Nona likes fat guys

>>122289
that's extremely cringe

>>122284
>some of his friends are retarded
>easy pray for influences
dangerous combo

pros
> childhood friend, i’ve known him since middle school, we were very close
> very physically and verbally affectionate
> great relationship with his mom, has a healthy family
> the most physically attractive guy i’ve seen
> everything in common with interests and sense of humor
> made it clear from the beginning of our relationship he wanted something serious with me
> my best friend, but idk if that’s reciprocated, maybe i just don’t have any friends.
cons
> former porn addict. knows a lot about porn from the memes to the actress names and etc.
> bisexual and has a weird friendship with a moid mutual who we also suspect is bi lol. i used to not think much of it but after coming back from a trip with them, their dynamic makes me uncomfortable
> kinda critical of me sometimes
> his explore page on ig is kinda gross with women sometimes
> ignores me when he’s with that moid bi friend
> gets angry and annoyed with me when he’s drunk
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>>122125
Yes

>My boyfriend possibly has a fetish for maids
Being attracted to females in clothing that accentuates the female figure isn't a "fetish", it's heterosexuality.

>>122307
you're making a pretty good case
just randomly spent the weekend learning about domestic animals and owner psychology and I would absolutely appreciate a male who can appreciate and enjoy the process of research

>>122314
It's better if you think he's a cute guy.

>>122315
Ehh. My personal opinion is if you wank to something and feel good afterwards and feel soulful and wholesome it's healthy sexuality, and if you wank to something and you feel sort of shit and disgusted with yourself or like you didn't gain anything then it's a fetish

I sense for op's bf it's more fetish than healthy sexuality

>>122315
It's misogynistic, honestly. Perceiving your partner not as an equal, but as a servant who will do whatever you say. Maybe this is healthy sexuality on the part of a man, idk