>>121898Ok first, breathe. You’re not an idiot and you’re not lazy. All of nature tries to put in the least amount of work in order to survive and nature is still too complex for us to understand. Obv the human world is different than the natural one, but don’t blame yourself for not conforming to a relatively recent invention. The amount of work may seem insurmountable, but 15 days is plenty of time to do plenty of work.
"Nothing is particularly hard if you divide it into small jobs."
–Henry Ford (ik hes an asshole, it helped me tho)
Good you’re scared. 15 days is a bit too nebulous to really quantify. I would break your time into the number of hours you have and estimate time needed for each task.
I don’t have adhd, yet I use only 60% of the free time I have, even when I’m trying my hardest. I would recommend to take similar considerations. Try getting a time app for studying. I use this korean one (ypt), but any would do. Make sure its only tracking time spent working, and you’ll find your own efficiency ratio.
Do the pages first, why study a week before an exam to forget when you actually get there. Kill the smallest of your writing assignments and work your way to the big one unless there are other factors (earlier due date/group)
Tbh I think you’re burnout is due to the fact that 15 days is a long time and if you did whitelnuckle it would take only 10. But spend the time to get situated and know how much real time you have. I really think you got this nona, the only enemies you have are stress and work. It’s just stress and work. Overcome the stress and do the work, the rest will follow. Good luck nona.
