What are the darkest thoughts you have? Anonymous 5684[Reply]
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157 posts and 15 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.Anonymous 11367
What if this really is the best of all possible worlds?
Anonymous 11464
>>5684The darkest? The thought that my theory will work in reality.
The thought of this scares me a little, because I always thought that it was more impossible than possible. The creator's fear of "what will happen after"… these are thoughts about what will happen after total apathy.
Anonymous 11541
I really like fantasizing that I die but come back as a super strong goddess (or get chosen before that) that is assigned this planet to rule over and I can do whatever I want to it, so on one side I legitimately help people with things like cleaning the ocean and such, but on the other I kill almost all men and force the whole world to witness. I summon them all in special cages floating over the Atlantic ocean, and they get punished depending on their crime. Rapists get forcibly bent down and fucked in the ass with huge metal rods with like spines and shit, tearing and destroying their insides until they die. Trannies get knives slowly chopping away at every area of their bodies, leaving the torso for last so they don't die too fast. Abusers/men who commit DV get hit over and over again with more force each time until they're literally a pulp. "Purity" police muslims get stoned to death except it's with even bigger stones so they'll essentially be crushed. Etc, etc. Basically really painful but slow deaths, to maximize their suffering. The whole world watches, and I tell men that if they do any of these crimes they'll be next in the cages next year. I sometimes resort to doing this myself just for the satisfaction instead of using machines, so I'll be a human-sized goddess who can go anywhere and I'll personally freak out and taunt the men before killing them, sometimes slow, sometimes fast, and then upload their beheaded heads on their social media to warn others of what the consequences of his actions were, that they'll end like this too.
These fantasies are genuinely very comforting to me, to the point they help me fall asleep most times.
Also when I was in HS I loved imagining that I went on killing sprees and got all my classmates while using different weapons, don't know why since the people in my second school weren't really bad, I should've fantasized that with the ones from the previous school tbh.
Ah, and also I like imagining I have a sort of clock or device or whatever that can turn back the last 30 seconds as if nothing happened, so when someone really pisses me off I can stab them repeatedly, or pour boiling water on them, or whatever, and then I rewind the clock and everything's fine. Imagining myself stabbing that kind of people genuinely makes me feel so relieved, it's like a such a release of energy even if I didn't actually do anything.
Anonymous 11543
>>11541Honestly I fantasize about people like you with God Complexes being murdered so I guess we're even