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>>11036
The question isn't really "will psychopaths stop doing psychopath things." More "why don't women do any justifiable or comprehensible vengeance killing."

There was a movie made a long time ago about a true story in which an Indian woman killed her abusive husband by restraining him and using gasoline to burn him to death. This story.
https://www.bbc.com/news/uk-47724697

But that was a time and place before modern forensic methods and forensic psychology. We have many, many modern takes on this story. So many that I ran over at least three different husband-burners from India on the way to collect the above link. Such as this one:
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2578006/Woman-27-burned-husband-death-luring-bathtub-massage-NOT-GUILTY-capital-murder.html
>Police said they found a 10-gallon bucket of gasoline, lighters and candles in the apartment, along with pieces of evidence that suggested Patel had tried to prevent the fire from being extinguished, including a disabled fire alarm and sprinkler heads covered in plastic bags.

As these spouse ignitions move towards modern criminology they tend towards a very different look regarding the motivations and actions of the women in question. And that bothers me.

I'll agree with you that yes, modern forensics and investigation look at school shooters and see psychopathy rather than victimization as a root cause. And I'll agree that this means we need to reevaluate why we wanted school shooters to be anything more than that, going all the way back to the victimization narrative of Brenda Ann Spencer. But schools are insanely traumatizing for insanely large numbers of young women, not just days of trauma but years and years of being expected to sit in a classroom with your rapists or taught by your rapist and to just shut up and accept physical violence, threats and sexual violence. If we never find outbursts of school violence associated with that trauma then when we do see women resort to violence it looks less and less likely that it was reactive violence. If the husband "not-muPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>11009
This is a fucked up one, but she did kill males

>>11009
The queen

>>11009
Sarah Boone

>>11009
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Katherine_Knight
Pretty brutal

Death, for sure. It's not really the fact that I will die eventually, I mean we all know that. It's just I'm scared of what happens after death and that it can't be known for sure until you are already dead. Religion helps with that, but I'm more of a science girly, so I can't really use those to help cope.

My death anxiety is so bad it keeps me up at night and I sometimes have to sleep with a night light, I know some people think about it the same way I do. Like with death, it's scary, thinking about space and the solar system also plays into that fear.

caterpillars.. don't get the same reaction from any other bugs or insects though.

>>10110
i get this one, every time i hear a loud noise i wonder if i have just been shot and haven't felt it yet
>>499
my actual phobia is taxidermy worsened by many bad experiences. my dad shot a deer and showed me the eyeless face after the meat had been processed, hung it up in our house once taxidermied and i refused to leave my room for weeks. he tried to shock/exposure therapy by putting it in my bed which was a surpressed memory from 5-20, caused me huge lifelong issues..

>>11070
>he tried to shock/exposure therapy by putting it in my bed which was a surpressed memory from 5-20
sorry nona but this sounds funny as fuck

>>10203
Yeah I’m with you, that great unknown of whatever is after we die is enough to scare me away from ever killing myself at least. When I see big numbers it also causes me to spiral into that existential fear and any idea of the afterlife or lack thereof is scary to me and makes me want to meltdown honestly

>>11056
no, it ended up completely consuming me for a very long period. however slowly i’ve been able to live my life more normally again, just as a result of time. i don’t deny myself daydreaming, but since i’m happier when i’m doing something in my life it’s incorporated in more meaningful ways, like i try to get the most satisfaction for the time spent doing it. i’ll go about my day normally, but i’ll set a time like 5pm that i can look forward to thinking about them - go through the things i’ve archived while relaxing in the garden or something. it kind of feels like a comforting thing and i get excited for it, which makes it more enjoyable when i do it + i feel proud for doing other things. i view it like other people’s indulgent pastimes, just more secret. in the mornings, maybe i’ll listen to their playlist while walking or in the background while doing something else. i haven’t moved past everything at all yet haha, i’m still deeply in obsession. but i’m hoping having more of a social life with friends will have me spending time in better ways now too. i’ve said that one day in the near future, when i’m ready, i will write all my feelings down to get absolutely everything off my chest, and then burn it, to symbolise that even if it’s still buried in my heart i am finally moving past it.

This thread makes me glad I am a ugly fat boring bitch, like Jesus fucking Christ people

>>11059
Most of the nonas here seemed to have been late teens early 20s when the thread started. Just proves that the pandemic really fucked Genzs social development desu

>>11059
>>11069
why would you come here to hate on people who know they’re mentally ill?
as long as you’re not hurting someone, is it really that big of a deal? stop moralfagging

>>11071
>why would you come here to hate on people who know they’re mentally ill?
this place always had a lot of crossposters from lolcow, lolcow is a 2chan clone that is about making fun of the mentally ill, you don't believe me look at >>>/b/6231

>>10509
Never forget when girls here on cc rated the cute ones before it got wiped out

probably a pedo image website disguised as another instagram. it was like the pedo pinterest. reading the comments made me gag. the amount of creepshots made me never want to go outside again. and the amount of kids being posted by the men they were supposed to trust in their life made me distrust every male family member. some of them were just children being posted on social media and it made me hate any parent who acknowledges that people like this exist and they just don’t care and continue to post their kids on social media

>>10414
>Self mutilation
Can't you just see that normally on the open web by going on twitter under the #shtwt tag, like some of those posters there are quite the eyesore, I once saw a women who had raw red meat as breasts, they straight up look like they were cut with the chainsaw I would feel terrible if they didn't suport the modern internet culture so much and most of them participating in witch-hunts as well

fucked in the sense of creepy schizo rabbit holes? Or criminal kind?

IMHO facebook.
Facebook is a shithole, I've seen everything there and sometimes their AI sucks when it comes to reporting shit. I've reported so many things but somehow "this doesn't infringe our community standards", even if its CP with a few red lines drawn on it.

Worse part is that people are usually stupid, so they end up sharing shit screaming "PLEASE TAKE THIS DOWN HELP US TO REPORT" instead of, reporting and not sharing it directly into your feed.

Picosita posting is an example, they just share random links, so they rarely take them down, usually the links are porn or grotesque shit, like people dying, suicides, more porn, bestiality, etc.

>>11067
The only thing weird I stubble on there was that one of 30000 "friends" shared a picture of what seemed to be softcore vaporeon x human

>>11039
Your reading: Futility, Love, The High Priestess, Knight of Wands, Wealth, Ruin.

Futility is pretty self explanatory. The card depicts a large sword identified with the sun, beset by three swords on both sides. The swords are identified with the planets, and both sets of three are equal to the center is every measure. You need a miracle to overcome the odds. Love is love in its simplest and purest form. Not just love between two people, but the divine masculine and feminine in perfect harmony. The High Priestess is a guardian of sorts, or a keeper on knowledge. She is one of the most feminine cards of the majors, and this leads to her naturally intuitive nature. You could say she represents nuit, or an intuitive experiential knowledge that is the object of all occult practice. She sits on the threshold of the abyss. The Knight of Wands is the fiery aspect of fire. He IS action. Both the impulse and the process, very masculine as well. Wealth is the most auspicious card, and considered the last card of the tarot. It represents an abundant wealth of something. It could either represent the full completion of the work (whatever it may be you have working towards) and all that results from it, or it could just be a wealth of something in general. Such wealth is great, and must be spent wisely or else it will cease to be. Ruin is not as bad as it seems. It represents pure reason with no emotions. Eventually, the mind unchained will consume itself, but in this not all is lost. The body remains, and the two can still be reconnected.

So I didn't even read 'with' when I read and asked you questions but thankfully the cards got it for me. So TL;DR, the pairing of futility and love are obvious, I won't spell it out for you. The next three cards are not so simple. I drew a clarifier for the High Priestess, and I'm afraid there is going to have to be another sexual analogy. So basically, the Knight of Wands is impregnating the High Priestess and the result is Wealth. The clarifier is virtue, which is the Three of Wands. The number three is the number of understanding. So I would say act on your intuitions, but be careful not to act too rashly. One of the pitfalls of the Knight is that he is incapable of deviating from his path, and it may lead him to ruin. The Knight of Wands could also be representative of a person, and since the Knight is surrounded by opposPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>11040
Your reading: King of Swords, The Empress, Page of Cups, Knight of Pentacles, Knight of Cups, The Devil.

The King of Swords is the most intellectual card of the court. He has little on his mind, and what is there he as conscious control over. He is wise, capable, but manipulative. He walks the razors edge between power for power's sake and for the sake of his kingdom. The Empress is the card of the divine mother. She is the feminine counterpart to the Emperor, she represents abundance and creation, and all of the aspects of feminine energy. The Page of Cups, like most of the other pages, is transfixed by his cup, and the fish within. The fish inside the cup is looking back into the eyes of the page. He is captured by his emotions, and he observed and studies them closely. A procession of knights follows him, one of earth and one of water. These knights represent a fulfillment of your desire, they bring the material and emotional aspects of your relationship. The Devil in this case represents your fear. I pulled a clarifier for this one (Five of Pentacles) and to me the devil is chaining you to the fear of rejection or perhaps a fear that what you seek lies elsewhere.

TL;DR, I think you should just go for it. The King of Swords and the Empress bid you to consider both your mind and your intuition. The Page of Cups is you, I think the fish in the cup is your nigel. The knights represent what you want and stand to gain from the relationship. The Devil holds a torch, the flame of love that you seek. You must take it from him if you want you dream to be realized. I have someone I'm obsessed with too nona, so I'm rooting for you.

Dunno if you're still taking requests: Should i step away from this friend group, or am i being hasty based on minor discomfort? Deck 1 please! And thank you.

will i ever move to my desired country? will my career plans work out there? deck 2 plz

2 readings for 2 separate questions (if you are still doing readings):

1 (deck 1): Will I be happy in my career path? Or should I fall back on the other one?

2. (Deck 2) Will my husband cheat/die/have a mental breakdown in the future and ruin our marriage?

>>11032
Yes I used AI to help write this. My grammar and writing skills aren't the best. I read my post and totally agree with it

>>11033
What a weakling, you should embrace your typing autism like who cares at the end of the day

>>8859
A lot of women are allergic to caffeine and never know it since it doesn't kill you, it turns you into a neurotic mess that gets diagnosed as something else.

I've bough several microdosing packs of magic truffles and I've decided that I will start tomorrow. I wish I had the money to invest on micology as a serious hobby but I'm grateful to have the possibility to dip my toes on it before spending larger amounts of money. I've never taken meds or bc because I'm a little bit skeptical of the whole thing (irl friends and anons bad experiences have shaped my opinion on that matter) so I'm willing to take the mico route to boost a bit my productivity. I wish I'll have some time during late december to trip on a larger dose of truffles because I miss acid.

bought a "polkadot" chocolate bar from a headshop. it advertises itself as a shroom edible but it actually has 4-aco-dmt in it lol. it was kinda cool but then i gotta crazy nauseous towards the end of the trip. i doubt it was the dmt entirely that made me sick, probably whatever other filler shit they put in those bars. if i had to guess amanita and delta 8 thc or something.

i think i will stick with acid, i just hate how long it lasts.

went to the beach alone it was so foggy i sat alone took so many hits i can hardly remember.
>stared at the ocean thought of my love and i started to cry as i ate my berries while slowdive came on

>>10901
How does one recognize it and how exactly is it different for women? I do believe that's possible since most studies are restricted to using moid groups only but I don't exactly get how caffeine acts differently in the female body.

>>10851
you first

>>10849
This sounds fun

I used to larp as a moid online and eventually stopped when I turned 18 and got a brain.I used pics of my brother and had to cut off this one guy because he was misogynistic and know he probably would not like it if I told him the truth. We had good times together but he contacted me lately and said he was worried. I blocked him again and he asked if i was alive and was really worried about me. I might just unblock him and quickly say I got grounded.

A close friend of mine had a huge breakup that ended with a sex video of her being released in college. I supported her through it but secretly I kept the video for months to masturbate to. I finally erased it all in a moment of clarity but I regret doing that so much

I used to swear a lot when I was young

>>10968
I used to do that too when I was younger and bored. It's kinda entertaining if you're someone who has nothing better to do and just want to past time. I don't live in a house anymore so I can't do that sadly. It's just so fascinating peaking into another persons life and world.

>>10971
>>10968
When unsecured webcams were more available, I’d just look at them. I know scrotes used them to perv, but I just like watching people sometimes. There’s livestreams of train stations and I’m sure the autists like them for the trains, but I like being able to watch the people going about their day.

>>10969
I think you should look for another job

>>10978
What's my job?

>>10984
I don't know, but it's clearly not good for your wellbeing to be working there.