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>>12063
Yeah same, though I honestly have 0 clue on what happens after this (if anything does). Some part of me thinks we're just forced to reincarnate for all eternity into every possible existence which is honestly terrifying to me, if I have to come back to living please let me go to better planets where it's more peaceful. If there is nothing after death though it's not a black void because there's no consciousness and no thoughts or awareness, you wouldn't even know you're dead. I do worry that, since the brain can be active for some time after death, you may be aware but unable to move until your brain is fully rotted away or something like that. I also fear the idea of going to Naraka for 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 years as the universe dies as rebirths itself thousands of times over or some shit but I've heard that only happens if you get super bad karma

>>12064
I have seen a couple stories of people dying and coming back to life and many of them mention waking up in some spacey environment surrounded by stars (usually as a part of becoming "one with the universe" for a time). To be fair I don't know if they're in the physical universe or just some construct of it though, the universe may be infinite so I'm not fully sure it will ever totally die, it could rebirth itself eventually

>>12060
inefficient. you'll wake up in a hospital bed with half a functioning brain. you'd be better off investing in a quicker and more efficient means of kysing

>>12069
not if no one cares to find me

Do you think, hypothetically, jumping into a vat of acid would kill you super quick (or at least knock you out from pain shock)

If I ever do it, it would either be a classic overdose or by taking my dad's gun and shooting myself in the head. Though I don't have any meds to overdose with so It's probably gonna be the second option.

>>12072
I’d rather not

I've been obsessed with this woman for a while. She has an online career so it's not like I'm stalking a random person, I still feel a bit bad though. I read a few extracts from her archived LiveJournal (before she had it removed from the archive) and I found that the oldest entry available from that LJ revealed me the full name of one of her closest relatives. This woman uses her real surname, so having this information was highly useful. I've followed on social media for a while so I had a lot of tiny pieces of information that helped me confirm all my findings. As of now I've managed to:
>Locate exactly where she lives, something a certain infamous group of people where unable to find when they tried to dox her some years ago.
>Mapped out her entire family tree, including extended step family and most notorius ex bf family. I confirmed this information with many available birth and marriage certificates.
>Find out her full name, which is mostly unknown. A few people know her first name and that's all.
It turns out that her step-father belongs to a prominent political family but his branch of the family decided to go very private around the time he was a child for reasons I suspect were related to his own health. This connection would've gone completely unnoticed by me if she hadn't bragged about the status of her step-family.

>>12085
You know you people stalk others so often it's starting to make me concerned about whether I've ever been stalked. I should delete what little social media presence I have

>>12086
That's a good idea but at the end of the day information like postal addresses and birth certificates are stored in online databases not in social media profiles. Checking https://breach.vip/ can help you see if any of your personal info has been leaked.

>>12088
America is kinda fucked up like that the way there's so many whitepages. Though it's not as bad where I am with all the leaks and the bots that have them at the palm of their hand.

>>9211
kek

>>386
I think conspiracy theories are interesting and funny like "what if" stories, like the Dresden Files, but only as long as nobody gets hurt…
I hate the thought that some people take the reptilian thing seriously, or the UFO pyramid stuff and whatever. The concept of reptilian people sounds so cool, like in fantasy stories and the sort of interspecies romance books I like to read, yet, some insist on making it a euphemism for juice or whatever else they're rallying against, it's disgusting.
If I met a snake man, I'd wanna know if he has two dicks and not assume that he's secretly part of some secret society that has magical powers or whatever. And if snake men with two dicks existed, they absolutely would show it off, there's no doubt in my mind that if any of that was real, we'd have really good evidence for it.
Instead, it often just boils down to the invisible demon in your room, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it supposedly does things that coincidentally could be done by the cat and there's just no way to prove its existence because it can also control your mind to forget it and it's also indestructible or whatever and just… It's just so damn ludicrous. And then people pretend like the demon went to possess the cat when it was just running around and acting goofy and boom, dead cat, thanks for nothing conspiracy nuts. Like yeah, it's good to question things, but you actually have to find ways to verify your conjecture and think about how the world would be different if what you're imagining just isn't true at all. What if aliens didn't build the pyramids? Then people did it. Is that unlikely? No, humans can build pyramids, why wouldn't they have built them thousands of years ago? It sounds like a cool project, humans love making cool stuff.
I don't think there's any conspiracy theories I really believe in, like, sure, I'll have my doubts about some things and entertain possibilities but I'll need some good evidence that isn't debunked 100 times over and it should actually make some sense and not just hint at someone having made it up just to be racist, to sell their books and merch or whatever agenda they were following.
Like, some things just align with the kind of world we live in. Yes, doctors do try to sell you unnecessary surgeries to make more money, there's plenty of evidence for it and yeah, there's a lot of corruption aroPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

The feds shut 4chan down. They did a dry run April 1st and almost 15 days later on Tax day, she's gone. Rules of lesser magic inform that they have to tell us what they're going to do. It's on brand for TPTB to use entertainment and/or jokes to convey this information.

A lot more will be revealed soon, stay tuned.

Not entirely sure if I believe it but does anyone else feel like the Prison Planet conspiracy may be real?

Hantavirus seems to be a nothingburger. Hopefully it's because the covid fear programming didn't work even if most people took the vax.

Flying to California, breaking into an empty Los Angeles mansion, and then shooting myself on some rich persons balcony or roof and dying there

Get a gun, shoot myself
Unfortunately it's not that easy here
Slit my wrist every time I hold a knife

Hurting myself, hurting others, getting hurt, my dog getting hurt, general violence, seeing and smelling disgusting stuff, flashes of unpleasant things while I am having a shower or masturbating, bodily sensations that I've felt before and find disgusting. Some noises trigger this bodily sensations and I hate it so much.

>>12080
Don't hurt yourself. That's really cringe

>>12082
I don't hurt myself, I get intrusive thoughts about it, hence why I posted itt.

>>10590
I wish i had a witch mother.

>>10590
That channel is suspicious as fuck. I liked their video on Michael Aquino but this one was all over the place, specially the allegations about a coven. The Dutroux case is dark enough there wasn't any need to muddy the waters with all that bullshit. The Solvay family is suspicious too though. They are linked by blood by almost any powerful family in Belgium.

>>11299
I'm not familiar with her work. I've managed to track down a few of her books online for free. Is she GC? So many postmodern female authors are disappointing in that sense.
>a community of individualists that believe in women's liberation
What

>>11850
is it bad i want a friend like the first one. SO bad

Chloe Power/empathchan long before she started attentionwhoring. She was insufferable and I eventually got sick of her shit because dealing with her retardation was affecting me mentally, so I stopped talking to her. To this day she talks about me and asks people for information about my life.

>>12042
Awww you guys are totes besties

>>12043
Not at all, she just took all of the attention she could get from multiple people whether positive or negative and overshared to the max, believing that brought her closer to people, in typical BPD fashion

Not a friend but I had a coworker with Cotard's syndrome. Total asshole moid. He believed he was already dead and that he was only reliving the memory of his life. He said he knew the exact date of his real death. Naturally this meant that no one around him was real, so he didn't have any real empathy. He was also constantly doing dangerous shit and almost dying because he thought it was impossible to die before the date he had in mind. Fucking lunatic.

What do you mean start “as a normie” this isn’t a collective idea that a niche group online possesses. No one knows

>immortal
Good news. You're not immortal. Eventually, you'll die
>start
Just read the bible

Your atoms will be recycled to make another babby, or maybe a tree. And eventually all our atoms will be recycled to make another big bang. You might die but your energy is forever.

Near death experiences and alternative theories of consciousness

I've heard astral projection can work for this

This is more adjacent to the thread topic but any thoughts on this neuroscientist who's talking about communicating with the afterlife?

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell who helped with it is an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell is rumored to be an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Professor Dave Explains' take

More skeptics
https://bingeworthy.substack.com/p/cringey-list-the-telepathy-tapes
https://robbereddinger.substack.com/p/i-want-to-believe-the-telepathy-tapes
https://bingeworthy.substack.com/p/what-i-got-wrong-about-the-telepathy

Apparently the podcast creator struck Dave's video. Bad move though he is douchey as fuck. Putting on my tinfoil hat majorly here but on the escaping prison planet subreddit a lot of Epstein victims have come out to say that he's a shape shifting reptilian (archon) and since Deepak Chopra, Julia Mossbridge and other new age-y people were on the Epstein files I wonder if this whole podcast was a new age Gnostic psy-op to make people think reincarnation is a good thing. That's tinfoil though and Ky Dickens did an interview with Mayim Bialik who has actually spoken of the prison planet theory then again the podcast had a lot of zionists on it so maybe they're trying to fuel the Israel Palestine genocide to harvest us more

After writing a post on my mom I took a nap shortly after.

I had a dream which had a room something similar to picrelated, but no water. It would have 5 separate chambers. It had a very serene, easy atmosphere. I left some of my soul in one of these, and it met with another. It was a beautiful moment of connection and recognition. Then the CC janny LOL came and exchnged some nice words.

I saw a PC email with a request to delete my mom's records on me, a bit embarrassing, but it was in a bedroomy room.

Then, somehow, it was like I felt how she felt about me, with hope and despair, but it was love. And I felt conflicted about it, I felt bad retaliating at her all these times. I remember last time I lashed out on her via text, she told me I made her cry. Even though she was the kind of person to endlessly scream at me and make me loathe evenings when she'd come home.

I don't know, what a strange dream.

Had a dream I gave birth to a human baby the size of a kitten and I fed him milk. But I still wasn’t that responsible so I was a bit worried.

>>12048
Cat baby. Little baby cat. Yup seen it a thousand times. It's good luck

had a dream that my coworker (and this guy that rejected me for some reason?) gave me a ride home, we crashed into snow and i just remember like shots of their faces. then i went back to work but i couldn't understand anyone, like they were asking me to do things in plain english but i couldn't understand

I had a dream deja vu. I feel I've had dream I've already seen 15 years ago or so.
Me and a boy went to a small souvenir shop near a festival (this time it took place at the White house kek)
There was an old lady just chilling there with all her creepy wares. We asked her for something fun, and she gave us a ball that can gather souls. She asked us to bring 5.

So away we went.
It was more like an audiotranscriptor that would start playing sound from the nearest screen, electronic, or a window. It would repeat what people had said.

We just threw these things real quick in high traffic places and it worked, nobody understood what was going on. For our fifth time we picked a fancy place across the road but it had less people. Maybe it was a theater or something. We just left it there, but then someone saw us doing it and chased after us.

Uh, I kinda managed to talk ourselves out of this. Then we got like 10 bucks for our work from that creepy lady.