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What’s your lowest point of your time on the internet Anonymous 264232
Saw the question on reddit, curious about the responses here.
Anonymous 264235
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gifted discord nitro to an eboy
Anonymous 264237
Having a parasocial relationship with a streamer and trying to be the main character in her discord for 3 years (and tbh succeeding quite often)
Anonymous 264244
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>>264233This is the worse. You wait for the captcha to let you post you carefully crafted retort, and then you slowly realise you're being had. Because the only way to fail at 4chan is by taking it seriously.
Anonymous 264250
>>264233This.
And flirting on 4chan.
But the small chance of it being the same person is funny.
Anonymous 264251
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>>264232I know it's nostalgia glasses but I only remember my time on internet with fondness no matter what happened it's difficult to pinpoint a moment I was ever miserable. Objectively though, if I remove my own feelings from the equation it was probably my time on 4chan I was having so much fun but I was seriously addicted and I was thinking of and composing replies in my sleep while running errands, in class, in the shower… It was distracting and I only let go because I got rangebanned eventually. The detox period was rough as well but it was necessary and in retrospect I'm grateful I got banned because I wouldn't have left on my own. Now I'm not even remotely curious if I'm still banned or not and I'm happy to post on a slower board that is more woman friendly.
Anonymous 264254
>>264233I think for me it’s arguing on tiktok. At some point a few months ago I decided to stop caring about being nice, I always avoided arguing with strangers online whether it’s on tumblr or 4chan. Ever since I peaked I became a bit ruder I think.
Anonymous 264256
I cried all night and didn't sleep because I fought with someone who I saw as a friend on discord because I imagined that they secretly hate me and are making other members turn against me.
Anonymous 264263
>>264254same, it was arguing on tiktok for me as well. when i realised i’m wasting my time i just deleted it and never looked back
Anonymous 264264
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>>264263>>264254>>264233It gets worse when you realize you're probably arguing with a 12 year old troll.
Anonymous 264265
>>264254You're brave for doing that since tiktok automatically shows your comments to people that are in your contacts list on your phone, even if you don't allow tiktok to use your contacts kek
I've seen my uni friends comments multiple times on tiktok and we don't even follow each other on social media, I just had her number.
Anonymous 264271
E-dating somebody for a month on discord and being really upset about it being over for about 6 months after, to the point it affected my university grades. And regularly thinking about it and being sad about it for ~3 years after. That's way too long to be sad about a 1 month discord relationship. I had no friends or relationship experience which is why losing that connection affected me so bad.
Anonymous 264274
>>264233this but only arguing because you're lonely and have no other way to get your basic social needs met without the intention or desire to win the argument
Anonymous 264285
>>264277sounds believable, when i take the bus i always see middle-aged people on their phones scrolling through tiktok, it wasn’t a thing a few years ago. but could it also be minors lying about their age when making an account?
Anonymous 264286
>>264265That account is private, so even if they see my comment they won’t know who I am. But I did add a few friends before I went feral, I guess I should remove them.
Anonymous 264287
>>264277can i have a link to this article?
Anonymous 264289
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>>264282
>arguing with incels
Anonymous 264293
>>264292
Maybe it wasn't a total waste if you got some of them to rethink their stance. (I highly doubt this)
Anonymous 264295
>>264294
nta, but I like talking to incels online, too - but not necessarily arguing with them. At first, I usually lead them into believing that I believe all of their talking points, which allows me to converse with them normally. Other times, I won't present that way and simply just show an open mind. It's really surprising an open mind can go when trying to keep a conversation from becoming hostile. They can come up with some really interesting viewpoints that aren't related directly to their inceldom. I miss using the incel tag on omegle when it was around.
Anonymous 264296
>>264295Actually, I have an entire incel hobby around just reading incel forums, documenting their users, and reading about incel culture. I don't know why, but I sometimes say "oofy doofy betabuxx" to myself when no one is around and start cackling like a moron. I'm a weirdo. When it comes to incels, I am neither a supporter nor an antagonist. I'm more like an uninitiated third party. Like a bird watcher but for incels. I don't agree with everything they say, and they have a lot of retarded takes, but sometimes, I can find some hidden gems on incel forums. Otherwise, I find that a lot of incel websites are obvious federal honeypots for lonely autistic men. I sometimes wonder if an AI exists on the internet that serves to demoralize young men into not trying.
Anonymous 264298
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Actually, a lot of the times, they won't believe that I am a woman and call me a tranny, kek. They say that no woman could think like I do. (prolly because I was socialized by imageboards) Agreed on the shooter thing. The media just uses incels as a boogeyman when there are far greater threats out there. If anything, proper incels have showed themselves as incompetent in that manner. The one story that stands out to me when I was on videochat with my sister and her friend, and we ended up meeting this brazilian dude who was a philosophy major. We ended up having some really deep conversations. We shared a lot of similar interests. However, my sister's friend had a creepy ass doll from the 1950's that we were using earlier to mess with people on the stoner tag. (people would ask about the doll, and we'd pretend like it wasn't there.) They ended up bringing the doll out, and the guy covered his eyes and disconnected. I think they scared him away.
Anonymous 264301
>>264299
I completely agree. It's lost its meaning? Dude who has lots of sex with women? Incel! ah, I see why you wouldn't want to video chat. My face was completely covered. I straight up had my hoodie tied up like kenny from south park. Have you ever considered making an account on an incel forum? Also, don't you find it odd that many of them don't allow tor/vpn? I feel like incels should try to protect themselves more because they're being out to be this big scary threat. Also, yeah, it was really funny. I didn't realize that it was due to the doll for a while because we ended up reconnecting multiple times but he then disconnected.
Anonymous 264303
>>264299
Most of them are not harmless misunderstood socially awkward uwu guys. Most of them support raping women and think they're entitled to sex. They are, generally, just vile bitter violent fucks
Anonymous 264304
>>264285There are subreddits gossiping about Tiktokers and the vibe I get from a lot of users posting on those subs is they are in their 30s or even 40s. I know it's an anonymous text forum but I can still intuit the demographic.
Anonymous 264307
>>264305
Nta but most of them are both. They have repressed rage, resentment for women etc. and they can snap at any time. School shooters used to be shy nerds too before the shootings.
Anonymous 264311
>>264303>>264307Isn't a lot of that shit insincere and facetious for the sake gatekeeping purposes? To keep the "normies" out? A bunch of exaggerated nonsense with no weight in it. Most incels are dumb as shit for posting on obvious honeypot forums and aren't competent enough to plan a decent shooting and are therefore hardly a threat.
Anonymous 264314
>>264311But normies really are a plague. If you've worked any average retail job or hospitality job you know this in your bones. People fucking suck and they're out for blood in one way or another.
Of all the things I hold against incels that's not one of them.
Anonymous 264315
>>264314Ah, no. I am in complete agreement with you actually, but I put normies in quotes because I actually prefer to use the term normalfag because the former term has been corrupted. Too many people use it because they want to be politically correct, which makes them a normalfag. I straight up want to fucking gas normalfags so god damn badly, holy fuck.
Anonymous 264316
>>264315Don't hold back, tell us how you really feel.
Anonymous 264317
>>264316I somehow have a strange, strange feeling about this poster.
Anonymous 264320
>>264317Nothing wrong with enjoying nona's rant on normies.
Anonymous 264334
>>264304>subreddits gossiping about tiktokerssome people have too much free time on their hands
>>264267please share your wisdom based nona.. how do you navigate through life without a smartphone? is it hard? what problems you run into and how do you solve them?
Anonymous 264336
>>264334No wisdom really… I more of an addict who knew she wouldn't survive the new dosage.
I'm terminally online since 1999, so I knew having the Internet in my pocket would be too much for me.
I have no smartphone, no fb, no insta, no linkedin, no whatever. Just a laptop, an email address and a throwaway account on reddit. If I need to know something, I wait to get back home to look it up on the Internet. I have an old blackberry but most websites can't load anymore. It's good for sms, mms, take notes and some pictures.
It's easy, honestly. There are some minor inconveniences that disappeared with time. Like rain is inconvenient, yet you accept it and don't dwell on it.
If I need to go someplace I don't know, I look up a map beforehand, and sometimes I print it. And if I'm lost, I ask people around.
If I go somewhere for a few days, I know I'll take a laptop with me; the blackberry still works as a mobile hotspot so I can have Internet access on the go.
I sense some people expect instant replies in their e-mails. I just ignore it. To me it's no different than an actual mailbox. You open it once a day.
It was harder in 2010-2015 : all my friends forgot I wasn't on social networks, or whatsapp or telegram, and I missed some big events, sometimes learning about it months later. But this way I managed to keep the better friends (the one that talked directly to me rather than post stuff to everyone) and I learnt to let go of FOMO.
For a while, it felt hard, and a big thing to do. Now I realize it was only appropriate.
That said, I'm about to buy a smartphone just to visit Nordic countries this year (seems to be a necessity there and I don't speak the language).
Anonymous 264337
prettiest-dumbphon…
>>264334I also use a "dumbphone". I got a Tracfone TCL Flip 2 as a burner phone when leaving a bad situation and just kind of kept it. Tracfone does all this scammy crap like making minutes expire, and I don't recommend it at all, honestly. But it's better than paying for a full smartphone plan when you'll literally never use data.
The network bands for different regions also restricts what kind of phone will work at all. Like you can't have a cute japanese phone like picrel, you have to have some monotone grey / black ugly plastic thing.
Anonymous 264338
>>264337It's cute :3
Where do you find phones like that? (I mean Japan doesn't ship, so where ?)
Anonymous 264340
>>264338aliexpress is good, I got the samsumg folder 2 from aliexpress. It's not a dumb phone but it's a good transition phone if you still need some apps (my parents only communicate through whatsapp)
Anonymous 264344
>>264338There were some on ebay, but I don't think it will work on NA networks bc of the 3g shutdown. IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
Anonymous 264345
>>264341
Fuck…you take the cake
Anonymous 264359
>>264344so many cute lil phones were kil because of 3g shutdown.,.
i had an xperia z3 compact and it was so cute and small and waterproof and had side-contact charging !!! then THEY took it from me, killed it, made it a underpriced paperweight… :c
i want a razr v2 on lte… they were so based…
Anonymous 264379
>>264337What a cute phone. I really want one of those Japanese-style keitai someday.
>>264351Something to note for those looking to get into dumbphones: make sure to get a dumbphone that doesn't have KaiOS or Android. They're just the same thing as a smartphone but on a flipphone, so technically, it's just a flip phone with smartphone functionality. Look for one with a proprietary operating system like Series 30+ (nokia phones) or ThreadX. An issue I'm noticing with a lot of proper dumbphones is that some of them have issues with certain phone networks that require a certain band. I've read good things about the Sunbeam, but it technically uses a de-googled android. Also, with some of the phones, you end up losing the ability to use MMS, so keep that in mind if you are searching for a dumbphone.
Anonymous 264385
>>264359omg the pink razr is so iconic
Anonymous 264527
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>>264232Honestly none. The internet has allowed me to freely transpose my spirit onto this world, giving me the courage and strength to improve my real world.
I grew up in poverty and later homelessness and became a bit lost with making ends meet quite difficult. The internet though has always allowed me to be free.
It's given me the platform to share my art, meet great friends, and further my personal interests. All which have allowed me to have peace in strife.
My real life now is flourishing with me gaining a 6 figure job in my dream career path and having open communities to speak my mind like this one.
I guess maybe the worse has been spending too much time on public high population discord servers
just because I would get caught up with arguing with people and ruining my mood in meeting pedophiles and rabid misogynists (usually foreign)
1997 Birth year for context, just because I feel like my generation came to know the social transition onto the interwebs quite well.
Anonymous 264528
>>264303exactly. don't a lot of mass shooters end up having some background in incel ideology? is one seriously supposed to think of incels as harmless if the ideology they perpetuate creates violent people? not all incels i've spoken to i've thought of as legitimately bad people, but they are the "intellectualizers," or proponents, for the men who legitimately cause harm to women.
Anonymous 264531
>>264525
Normie is the politically correct version of normalfag, because British cigarettes are not today-friendly.
Anonymous 264533
>>264528> don't a lot of mass shooters end up having some background in incel ideology?That's what the media wants you to think. Inceldom is not an ideology but a predicament you struggle with. It does not imply that you participate in the incel subculture but mere that you are unable to get sex. I've noticed a lot of incels are a bunch of timid bitch babies, which is why they can't get women, and if they're timid bitch babies, then are they really going to go out and shoot a bunch of people? I don't think shitposting on the internet really does much harm. But, I notice most mass shooters are fucking normalfags. They all have a girlfriend or another. The media said that shitmonkey Nikolas Cruz was an incel, but he had a girlfriend and thus was a normalfag. James Holmes was a normalfag because he had a girlfriend. Almost none of these shooters are actually incels. They're friend-having, sex-having, N O R M A L F A G S. It's always the normalfags who are violent because they're manipulative evil fucking scum.
Anonymous 264677
getting arrested for 8chan lulz irl
Anonymous 264681
>>264677I used to be a mod for 8chan and had been posting there since 2014. I was naive in my support for that shitty site and I regret it every day. I hope ron gets sent to jail for life
Anonymous 264691
posting gore and scat on chatrooms to bait
Anonymous 264693
>>264533What about Adam Lanza or the Columbine shooters?
Anonymous 264709
Dedicating months of time to online friendships with moids. Don't get me wrong, things were fun for a while, but now that I am no longer friends with any I don't feel the pressure to constantly reply or call out of fear of the "I feel like you hate me" messages. It took up so much of my life now that I'm looking back. Moids stop threatening suicide over girl not replying quickly challenge Go
Anonymous 264715
E-dating a guy in my teens for 9 months then him cheating on me with an irl girl and spending 2 years depressed and heartbroken because I was so obsessed with him
Anonymous 264738
My lowest point so far would be when my highschool crush started to do onlyfans during the pandemic….
>>264520>>264515NONA, WHY WHERE YOU STALKING THE TRANNY?! WE NEED TO KNOW
Anonymous 265183
>>264709>Moids stop threatening suicide over girl not replying quickly challenge Gosounds like you ended up with the landmines for some reason
Anonymous 265190
>edated some chump (he sent me gifts) over discord>he "accidentally" showed off his alt account full of sext dms to our entire groupchat.>i block him, want nothing to do with him>he turns the entire gc against me>>264296birdwatching is such a good euphemism for lolcow documenting kek
Anonymous 265207
lurking on cp forums, having consistent panic attacks because there are people who are like that, who not only trading or having sex with their children, but literally brainwash them into sex work since birth
lurking on gore websites, having consistentent existential dread.
talking to 40y.o+ schizos who were rly fucked up
i was, like, 13
Anonymous 265232
>>265207>brainwash them into sex work since birthWell that's enough internet for today and I lost a little more faith in humanity too.
Anonymous 265238
wasting away on discord and 4ch since my preteen days, trying to make friends with people online post pandemic. now i dont participate much. i wish i could tell stories from online to people without them getting weirded out, itd make nice conversation. nothing feels fun or magical anymore online.
Anonymous 265341
Probably edating some moid who isolated me from any of my other online friends. He'd call me for hours at his job delivering pizzas and would get mad if the call dropped or if I had to go. He stalked my steam profile constantly and cried and whined if I played any game with online capabilities because he was scared I'd cheat. Had a whole fit about me briefly speaking to a 14 year old boy in an online lobby which I refused to entertain because how the actual fuck are you jealous of an actual child I'm not even friends with when we're 22/23 years old? He then ghosted me.
And I took him back. Then he left me for some random woman who didn't even end up actually dating him lmfao. Truly pathetic on my part.
Oh, the craziest part of this story? He BEGGED me to send him pictures of me sexting other men. He had a cuck fetish. Looking back I actually wish I had indulged him to see how much more psychotic he could get, because how the fuck are you so supremely jealous and WANT me to provide you evidence of my cheating? I always thought that would just give him ammunition. I'm too monogamous for all that though.
Anonymous 265357
>>265341>isolating you from your friends>insists on texting/calling during his supposed work hours>got jealous if you played online games without him>cuck fetishdid we edate the same moid? kek. the only right decision here was not sending him those supposed sexts, he definitely would have used that as blackmail. also i bet you $100 he was not delivering pizzas but gooning out in his mother's attic sexting other girls and mostly troons
Anonymous 265368
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joining a furry and tulpa community on amino
Anonymous 265373
>>265207Are you me I wish I could go back in time and erase the memory of the tor browser from my 11 year old mind so I will have never looked at a .onion link in my life. I'd be better off.
Anonymous 265376
posting on the dating threads on /lgbt/ and /soc/
the people were nice though, no regrets about that. just that it was my lowest point probably
Anonymous 265401
Letting myself get emotionally abused by some asshole over a roleplay on gaia (and I still miss it.)
Anonymous 265406
>>265357I don't think he was actually working either! His steam hours would go up and he would claim it was his cousin .. but it was in the same games he would play. I only noticed because I got extremely suspicious of him after he ghosted me and I foolishly took him back. Plus he had a discord server he kept inviting me to and kicking me out of for no reason whatsoever. It really is true the moids accusing you of cheating are always fucking cheating.
My self respect was in the garbage jfc.
Anonymous 265422
i was lucky to do it a year before the exit scam but i was getting dark web dissos hallucinogens etc on incognito, staying up late to do them, and doing discord homestuck/furry erp all about the same time. still an improvement from my lowest lows but talking about what you did when you were 11-14 for this question is cheating
Anonymous 265439
>>264265Latereply but holy shit I was thinking of maybe downloading it to make dumb little videos a while ago, thank god I didn't
Anonymous 265573
Begging and having a breakdown after being not only rejected but also called a federal govenrment asset by a militia larper moid i liked online.
That was without the question the most pathetic point of my entire existence, ever
Anonymous 265649
Becoming obsessed with celebrity gossip and celebrity to an unhealthy degree during the pandemic and after
Anonymous 265686
Honestly, the past few years.
The internet is so boring and dead but I still use it. That feels like the lowest point.
Anonymous 265691
attention whoring at my ex by posting countless instagram stories thinking I'll get him back
Anonymous 265722
made friends and bonded over fujoshi shit with a TIF and developed feelings for her that I wouldn't be able to do anything with.
because 1. i could maybe be with a detransitioner but not a woman who's so sexist she insists that she has thoughts and emotions that I could never have. 2. ugh the porn addiction. none of those fandom girlies were beating the coomer allegations except for the one closeted lesbian who recently started t and will be changing her name to hubert soon. i don't think there was anything i could have done for her
this was my first foray into fandom and i've never met a group of people so charming and flattering (as long as you're producing content)
Anonymous 265723
>>265722>this fandom and fujo talk>hubertlike, the faggy goth fire emblem guy? why do tifs always pick names based on video game characters?
Anonymous 265726
>>265686Kek this is true. Doomscroll for hours and it feels like it's slow, tedious and you see nothing interesting anymore
Anonymous 265734
>>265723No it wasn't anything anime, this fandom drew in a bunch of FTMs because they think being actively attracted to hairy middle aged men meant they were men themselves. Like I said, this one was the one lesbian in a sea of lovebombing straight-ish women who mostly just look handsomely butch. I hope she doesn't go too far down the hole for them.
I think her picking Hubert was a way to establish herself as masculine but deceptively lame and sexy on her own terms? I forget what her Twitter said. For every Kai there was three Felix, Rufus, Daniel, etc.
Anonymous 265767
making a kiwifarms account
Anonymous 265799
getting doxxed and humiliated by some guy ten years older than me when i was 17
>>265686>>265767also these
Anonymous 265810
self-posting on 4chan's /b/ at age 12 and everything that it led to
Anonymous 265855
Calling my ex fag and/or names with fake accounts because I am that petty and pathetic. I think he knows it was me. Now all of his socials are with different name and are all private lol
Anonymous 265859
>>265232yeah, full on forum sections with hundreds of topics about ways to brainwash kids
some bullshit sexual fairytales to tell them, etc, i don't remember much about actual methods
i don't think there was a selling section, but i remember that there was a couple of topics which were like "i don't really like boys, so i'm looking for someone who wants to temporarily get my two little guys (4 y.o and 3 y.o. afaicr) in exchange for two girls"
Anonymous 265860
>>265373at the time it really fucked me up, but now i'm fine and honestly i don't regret lurking, because now i know how fucked this world is, and it gives me the reason to try and make it better ig
well maybe not so much the last part, but i'm glad to know what men are capable of
Anonymous 265863
simping bad for an eboy, but then i got him in the end so it doubles as highest point
Anonymous 265867
>>264232Probably now. The internet has never been as shitty as it is right now. I'm so bored of it and yearn for the days I could find real enrertainment online.
Anonymous 265870
>>264232I really like the OP image, it' super comfy. I keep clicking the thread whenever I visit just to look at it.
Anonymous 265872
>>265767What happened?
I wanted to make a kf account too but I've seen too many users getting doxed.
Anonymous 265874
>>265872a lot of newfags have shitty opsec when joining and kiwifags love to cannibalize each other more than any online community.
Anonymous 265930
>joining miiverse
>joining miiverse clones
>joining kiwifarms
>having massive public mental breakdowns on multiple occasions, oftentimes on active threads
>purposefully sabotaging my own reputation
>becoming a minor lolcow in my local town
>so much so that there are online posts about me being a sperg
>telling trannies i think they should see a doctor instead of taking troonshine off the black market, if they actually think they have GID
>proceeded to get dox threats from said trannies
Anonymous 265931
>>265930>joining miiverse>joining kiwifarmsboy that unlocked some memories for me, never took that app seriously though. i wonder what the overlap between miiverse and kiwifarms looks like.
Anonymous 265933
pretending to be a moidcel on their forums so i could join private groups and stalk the users. yes i had a crush on one of them, i am human and i am female after all and i have feelings beyond male comprehension. the moid i liked became suicidal and it sent me down a bad spiral. i tried to message him and confess my feelings but he didn't believe me and deleted his account and now when I check his mom's facebook he looks lobotomized so maybe he really did try to kill himself. i thought abut calling her or his aunt beforehand and warning them that he was threatening to kill himself but i did not because i was scared. why does it always happen like this why am i such a coward i ruin everything i just wanted to save him and everything would have been sweet but instead he's a shell and i'm posting about it here.
Anonymous 265988
>>265933It's ok, nona, only cowards try to kill themselves. You're better off without him.
Anonymous 265997
My posts on a nsfw Facebook group bring visible cause the group was public
Anonymous 266004
>>265988I tried to kill myself before too, but yea I have a bf now and in retrospect I am better off not obsessing over randoms who don't care about me. It's much more fulfilling obsessing over someone who does
Anonymous 266005
I guess my ultimate low is very mild but I back in 2017 I used to browse the nazi board everyday trying to defend women and openly stating I was a woman myself for a solid year I think, then I tried larping as a man to do that but it became boring very quickly as I realized it was useless. I tried other boards but men somehow are able to ruin every hobby and infest any topic of discussion with sexualized things and >muh dick reasoning. That was several years ago but I still wish I hadn't lost my time there, what a fucking retard I was, at least I never shared info or posted a picture of myself.
Anonymous 266035
>>266005I think most of us go through a phase of putting in a ton of effort to convince men of our humanity before realizing they just aren't going to work with us. At least you did yours in a virtual space where none of them could physically hurt you or damage your IRL reputation.
Anonymous 266044
>>264277 Everyone talks about zoomer's obsession with tik tok but really it's with YouTube which is the only worse possible outcome considering how horrible YouTube is in its current state.
Anonymous 266078
>>266035>I think most of us go through a phase of putting in a ton of effort to convince men of our humanity before realizing they just aren't going to work with us. Yes, and I am grateful that a lot of women here and in lc took their time to explain to me why that was a waste of time. I also regret being so salty towards childfree women because they pointed out how maternity is almost always the end of women's independence with but I was so naive…
Anonymous 266107
Got stalked and harassed by a group of moids simply because I didn't send them nude pictures. They went after every trace of mine on the internet, after my family members too. After that I've never had any social media account unlock and with more than 20 followers. Too paranoid. Even because, two years later they still go looking me sometimes.
Anonymous 266125
Found out my last e-bf shittalks me on /v/ and gets clowned on by other posters for his insane takes. Not sure how to feel about this.
Anonymous 266207
was in a teamspeak server a million years ago for a fairly male-dominated hobby where i was the only girl. another girl showed up and started posting selfies wearing lingerie and cute cosplays so basically every guy got super obsessed with her and forgot i was there and also female and this fuckin infuriated me.
she would allude to having nudes she was willing to share and would dangle that over guys' heads and tease them like "hehe maybe i'll show you uwu" and i, desperate for any male attention whatsoever, spent hours trying to get into her dropbox account, eventually did, found the nudes, sent them to her biggest simps, and got banned for it (:
Anonymous 266238
>>266207shit like this is why i refuse to interact with scrotes in my male-dominated hobby. i'm not conventionally attractive so i either get ignored or treated like shit, meanwhile these fucks simp over ethots and complain about tfw no gf. but it's on that group to ban a blatant onlyfans shiller. i wouldn't leak her nudes or fight with her over attention from braindead rapeapes that would fuck a mcchicken. don't hate the player, hate the game.
Anonymous 266321
>>266037toxic ""relationships"" with way older men, leaked CP, doxxing, suspension from school, (even more) troubled relationships with family, further ostracization from peers, depression, anxiety, zero self-esteem, mental breakdowns often requiring hospitalization, eventually actual "sex work"
Anonymous 266336
>>266327
dw nona im ok now - its been a very long time
<3
Anonymous 266339
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Rotting my brain during preteen years by exposing it to five or more hours on deviantart scrolling endless pages of fetish "art" on a regular basis
Anonymous 266362
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>>266339Deviantart was such a goldmine for finding this stuff. I remember skype screensharing the newest page with friends for good laughs. Apart from this it's pretty terrible.
Anonymous 266366
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>>266362>Apart from this it's pretty terrible.It's even worse now. Back then you could at least find actual art and cool people apart from memeworthy stuff, nowadays it's a wasteland of AI garbage, scammers and indian spam with the current owners trying to squeeze every last penny out of it trying to sell you subscriptions at every corner, I'm surprised the site is still operating tbh
Anonymous 266541
Aside from the time I spent my grandma's birthday money on commissions for Pyramid Head lewds? Probably when I was 16 and made friends with a guy at school, and him being my only friend, spent every hour with him that I wasn't sleeping. We'd just stay in his room and do stuff on the internet, play games, walk around the neighbourhood, sneak into the wildlife preserve etc. and at one point we joined a teamspeak server where my friend started a movie night. He'd stream a really good B horror movie, or goodbad anything, and everyone would watch and talk about it. Being the only girl, I got a lot of attention and it kind of broke my brain after being ignored my whole life. I started binge drinking and one of the guys there would drink with me over TS and keep me company. We traded pictures and he was tall, skinny, muscular and handsome, so when he started talking about a girl he'd met, I thought the best way to get his attention was nudes. He immediately started collecting them, complimenting me and getting sexual. One day while I was hungover and lurking in a related TS at home, one of the guys posted one of my nudes, but quickly deleted it before others could save it.
I panicked and called my friend, hoping he could help. By the time he left school in the middle of the day and came over, I was already drunk again and once I explained things, I insinuated I could give him more than just nudes if he helped. I will never forget the look of shock and disgust he gave me, right before he furrowed his brow in just sheer disappointment. He basically detonated his friendship by collecting damning things people had said and done, found out their real identities, and forced them to screenshare as he downloaded software and purged their PCs. It took hours and by that time I'd become belligerent and emotional. I was terrified that he thought I was hideous and the thought of my body was what made him react like that, but he just said "I felt like if I was ever in trouble, you'd help if you could, no matter what. I thought you felt the same way about me. I guess I just thought we were better friends than we were." and left to be severely punished by his parents for skipping school. God I treated him so badly, but he stuck by me without expecting anything but my friendship.
Anonymous 266544
>>266541>spent my grandma's birthday money on commissions for Pyramid Head lewdsBased. Legendary, even.
Anonymous 266545
>>264232Dumb me was addicted to call of duty and because I was a girl I thought I could make a ton of videos on YT and stream on twitch to get money from simps (the worst type btw swag bros in snapbacks who smoke weed and are addicted to porn — aka burnout normoids)
Lowest point in my life but hey at least I got free makeup , coffee and food from it
I’d literally wake up , shit , eat, play and repeat everyday for two years…
Anonymous 266546
>>266545By the way this was when cod was at its height like 2009-2013
Yes I’m an old dinosaur
Anonymous 266555
Being told to kill myself like hundreds of times by other women and developing psychosis
Anonymous 266648
Pretended to be several different people (a cousin, a friend, an "ex-boyfriend", and a "creepy stalker". All made-up personalities) online, added all of these fake accounts to the Facebook public roleplaying groupchat I frequented, had each account open on a different browser/device, and had entire conversations with them in the groupchat so my online friends would think I had such an interesting and chaotic life. This was like 10+ years ago and I was a dumb teen, I've long since burned bridges with the people in that community. I've lost the log-in details to all of these fake accounts and haven't been able to access them again, so they're still up there. Their existence mocks me.
I also cyberstalked a random girl for 7 years and accumulated 1k+ photos and caps related to her, during this period I uncovered so much stuff I knew I shouldn't be knowing about like her turning out to be a local politician's illegitimate child, pics her older sister took of her clad only in a towel after a shower, and the log-in credentials of her high-school student portal account. As I found out we were the same age and school grade, I would access that account periodically, look at her grades, and compare my own to hers. We've never even interacted once, online or irl. I just noticed her through a friend of a friend, and to this day I have no fucking idea why I was so obsessed with her to the point of pulling all-nighters going through her relatives' and friends' profiles scouring every photo album for even the blurriest glimpse of her. I think I was insanely jealous, or had a toxic infatuation idk. She really didn't deserve the privacy invasion
Anonymous 266653
Arguing with boomers about gossip. They feel the need to habitually comment on gossip to boost their egos and feel smarter.
Even thou their takes are so typically banal and none of what they say has even a nuance of originality.
Anonymous 266661
Falling in love (or maybe it was just a crush) on some 50 year old moid because of his knowledge in music (he was a gen x). I even said to myself "if only he wasn't 50 years old I would've dated him"
Anonymous 266663
Being on Twitter. Since 2009. Kek. That site has always been a disgraceful place, in each era in a different way. From 2009-2013 there was the rot in its rawest form, then came the "woke era", which lasted from 2014 to 2016. Bad, but not as bad as the Muskrat management era, where thay junkie clown promised to put an end to bots and porn, and well, I think anyone here who has the misfortune of visiting that site knows what I'm talking about
Anonymous 266683
>>266663so true. also had an account since ~2009. i deactivated during the beginning of muskrat era and have no regrets, considering the state of that shithole now.
Anonymous 268903
>>264235Where do you nonas even find those e-boys? I wish I had one fawning over me
Anonymous 268904
>>268903I used to find them on random internet chatrooms. Mostly Omegle, or chatrooms by typing "random chatrooms" on google. of course there's a lot of trolls and creeps but you gotta fight through it kek
Anonymous 268909
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>>268903Why wouldn't you instead want someone that loves you but that you also love reciprocally?
Anonymous 268910
>>268909Who says I won't love him back?
Anonymous 268911
>>268910Ah, my bad. By the way you phrased it i thought you only wanted a boy to take advantage of. Like you only want someone to boost your ego while you dont give any love back
Anonymous 268936
probs right about now, wasting time on discord to the detriment of my own goals, or when i was addicted to omegle, both not my proudest moments
Anonymous 268938
>>264232I used to catfish this bitch I hated. Good times, but kinda pathetic in retrospect.
Anonymous 268941
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>>268903I wouldn't recommend getting one. most of them are just using you to pass the time or acting our some trend. it's gonna lead to disillusionment
Anonymous 269009
>>266339for me its
>i want to draw cool toasters>find a community on the internet with 1000+ members about toasters>they are extremely boring as hell and 995 of them don't even talk>if i was as sensitive as one of those omori kids i would've kms by noww Anonymous 269020
publicly humiliating and arguing with girls who are attention seekers on twitter
Anonymous 269208
>>264232I sat in front of my computer for 14 hours while talking to a cute russian guy that just attempted suicide. Turns out that he got a boyfriend.
Anonymous 270238
Arguing with a popular fandom blog owner on tumblr, I am talking about the type of person who has whole blog dedicated to a shitty videogame, and was treated as an authority in the fandom of said videogame, politicized every discussion about the game and the characters so that people couldn't voice their opinions without sugarcoating for the fans of the shitty characters.
I despise this fake cordiatility, especially over fiction, since when it comes to every other topic people can be as crude as they can.
Anonymous 270241
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oh I win this one. Having multiple hour long sexual conversations with myself on an alt pretending to be a dude who wanted to fuck me and sending the alt nudes and sending from the alt account that "he" was getting off to it and getting off to that. Also sending messages from that alt that he liked me and had feelings for me, ect. and occasionally "we" would get into fights and arugue and "he'd" tell me to kill myself
Anonymous 270242
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>super fan girl for political youtuber
>use all my money sending him super chats so it'll feel like I'm talking to him
>debate another political youtuber on his behalf
>tell this youtuber to debate the guy I was fangirling
>he does
>guy I was fangirling loses the debate and consides everything
>he streams again and acts like nothing happened, I ask him with super chats if he ment what he said in the debate, he ignores my superchats
>call him a lieing bitch
>he blocks me
>about a month later he does a 180 on all his views
>I go to debate him, but he just milks me for content and tells everyone he's the victim of my parasocal realionship and that I dmed his wife for no reason
>tfw his wife dmed me, to refund me for the superchats he ignored
>still have nightmeres about him
never again. Parasocal relationships, not even once
Anonymous 270658
I was so enraged by the time my ex added himself to my group chat and told all my friends I raped and abused him (both untrue) that I spent months finding and adding his e-friends and ingratiating myself to them to make a groupchat of my own where I made fun of him and told them all about the horrors he subjected me to.
I got bored and deleted the account and then when I got a new bf, he realised what I had done and tried to interfere with my new relationship (man of my dreams in every way who was kind and lovely to me). Lol. Get owned groomer!
Anonymous 270742
>>264337that's a man hand you tranny ywnbaw
Anonymous 270864
>>264232when i was 13 i posted myself doing the whip and nae nae in a diaper in a discord server (because i pissed the bed until 14) because i wanted to turn myself into a lolcow. i also constantly talked about rape and shit, called myself a loli, and doxxed myself. thankfully nobody really cared because its discord and all teen girls act like that on that hellsite
Anonymous 270935
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Namefagging on r9k. It was all to troll but the fact I even did it is most shameful behavior. I also edated on a discord server but that’s basic shit and it worked out so it’s no longer cringe teehee
Anonymous 270944
>>265207how the hell did a 13 year old you even find those sites?? like genuinely were u sent links or like did you stumble upon them or what
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I used to have public mental breakdowns on my socials
Anonymous 270956
>>270944NTA but have basically the same story and was sent the links by someone
Anonymous 270983
>>264232A time when I was younger and happened to attract a group of dedicated trolls on a certain social media site. This went on for a couple of years. I think it was a bad concidence I just happened to encounter these people. At first it was joking around and shitposting that gradually devolved into outright bullying. I kept putting on an increasingly silly personality on purpose because it kept getting more attention from them the more ridiculous I acted. But I actually liked all the attention I got until I felt like they started being too mean and they also ended up doxxing alot of my irl info which worried me. The whole thing made me realize a friendless weirdo like myself has no place on any social media. And hanging around there was just making me feel more lonely. So as a direct result I decided to stop using all of them. A decision which still persists to this day. I still wish someone would give me some kind of attention tbh
Anonymous 271061
>>270241How did you execute this? Was it just you talking to yourself on discord or do you do this publicly online? also what do you get out of this
>>264232Not my choice but I saw legit cheese pizza on 4chan after i naively thought that stuff like that doesn't actually get posted
Anonymous 271066
>>270983Yeah I’ve done stuff like that. Slowly realizing they’re laughing at you and not with you is always unpleasant.
Anonymous 271085
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One year, instead of spending 4th of July with friends and family, I spent it participating in a 4chan raid on tumblr.
We posted the most horrible gore under the Stephen universe tags
Also i would collect really disturbing porn to traumatize people with when I got tired of debating them
Oh yeah and I would draw gross fetish art for people on 4chan FOR FREE
Anonymous 271097
Seriously "flirting" and considering meeting up people off /soc/. Or just posting there in general.
Anonymous 271286
Moids messaging me to tell me to hang myself in live stream
Anonymous 272810
when i was younger i posted an innocent photo of my face on a subreddit for teenagers and i got dicks edited on my face
Anonymous 272985
I used to browse a lot of lolcow/kiwi stuff to feel like an edgy big girl, I also felt like I had a better chance of fitting in with straight men than straight women as a lesbian. I think it was a random thread where a regular user posted about saving screenshots of working women who killed themselves to open up and laugh at for "being corporate whores" instead of housewives. He was just trying to shock but I was like, why am I giving these males my time
Also, how invested i used to get into arguing online generally. I have a job I like and friends and a gf now and it makes it all seem so silly
Anonymous 273198
Probably last year when I made the mistake of going on /soc/ out of loneliness. Nothing awful happened, I just feel really pathetic for it. How some women can go there and post risqué pics of themselves for attention from bottom tier moids is beyond me
Anonymous 273616
>>>264265
tiktok automatically shows your comments to people that are in your contacts list on your phone
Depends, the only contact on my phone is my mom and sister who don't use the app and since I mainly use discord and telegram for my friends, my top comments are the people closest to me geographically who also have an account, I trained my algorithm to only show me English speaking content since I am nosy, sorry and despite that the first comments under any comment section is either people who use my native language, have usernames that only my people could come up with or are foreigners from the next country over it's so upsetting since I wanna argue with the ''western'' world not "my people"
Anonymous 273623
>>264232when I was 18 and borderline homeless I sold nudes of myself. It was demeaning, gross, made me despise men, and now I am too scared to post pictures of myself online in case someone recognizes me
Anonymous 273728
i think i single handedly burned down a vaguely popular minecraft server. i had some genuine friends from that server but i flamed on the forum constantly and caused a bunch of beef and eventually got banned. a bunch of people were mad i got banned even though i definitely deserved it which made people beef and quit. some of the mods liked me and this made them beef with admins etc. and it lead to like an actual collapse of the staff and the server owner just decided to shut down like a month later. i wasnt even a very important player i was just really active. i feel bad because it was actually a fun place and i was a retard and i havent found a fun community like that again. ill just lay in bed sometimes thinking about how i destroyed something cool
Anonymous 274272
when duolicious (the retarded "4chan dating app" thing) came out i made an account just to capitalize on pathetic moids. i made over $300 selling nudes in one night alone. i have a disgusting body (fat, bad proportions) but a pretty face. moids like to pretend they find fat women disgusting, but hundreds were flocking to my pms and a decent number of them paid to see me naked. i hate catering to the lust of moids, and i hate being an e-whore, but it's easy, quick cash.
Anonymous 274288
>>274272I call BS, because they quickly ban e-whores and hundreds of DMs is a completely unrealistic larp number
Anonymous 274289
>>274288For context I used to get 10 - 15 chat requests a day at the absolute peak, when the hype took off on twitter.
Anonymous 274301
>>274272why not just make an onlyfans at that point
Anonymous 274366
>>264251Please tell me where you found that image. It's so mysterious and comfy at the same time.
Anonymous 274380
>>264232Got an online bf who was a nazi and for the longest of time I thought it was just him saying that shit ironically. He tried to pull the "I'll kill myself if you break up" thing. I still broke up with him and luckily he's still alive.
Also just being a massive pick me online, some of my standpoints back then were more than questionable and I'm glad that phase is over.
Anonymous 274393
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when i was a kid i joined a silly roleplay forum and made friends with couple people there. it was fun, the writing was cringe but we were free and i didnt have any friends irl at the time so those people were my everything. esp this one girl, I'll call her K, we'd talk everyday, RP together but also just chat about shit that's important to you when you're 13, send pictures and stuff. Of course I fell in love, couldn't express it tho because I knew she didn't feel the same, she had many friends irl and was older, american (im east european). We spent like almost a year together when she started geoing offline a lot. It hurt bad cause she was my only real friend and I missed her so much everytime she disappeared.
Then I met J on the same forum, he was funny and liked HxH too. We wrote RP a bit, became friends very quickly. It felt very natural talking to J and i got very attached to him too. The same thing happened as with K, he went offline for long time or just ghosted me. I was nervous about it but didn't blame him, I understood that those people had a life outside of writing (unlike me).
Months later I met a person in a server named "J" with a pfp of the same character that my friend J always mained. I think i jumped out of my skin then and it felt like God have me another chance, of course it was the same J. We started talking again, things were fun and exciting again and i found also new friends in the server. I was a little sad that J never apologized for leaving me before but it was whatever, i was just glad they were back. We got very close and I was too transparent with how much I liked J and they noticed. We couldn't date because we were both going tru some stuff at the time (growing up) and we couldn't meet up cause of the distance, we couldn't handle online RS so we stayed just friends. As time went, J got worse and worse. He would drink and hint of hurting himself. Big thing to mention was also that i was painfully insecure at the time and never felt worthy of J's affection. The boys in my class bullied me, and J had so many other friends, other options than me. I hated that I couldn't help him when he struggled. He also liked guys more, and I really really wished I was one so he would like me more, i think that was the catalyst for ED. He struggled with it too and if you know you know, EDs are competitive and its just not good when you put two people like that together. Things were going downhill and i dont even know anymore if the love outweighed the hurt of that time. I drew J his main in the server holding a birthday cake for his birthday, i still have it but I can't look at it. After couple months, J left again but this time for good and I couldn't stop crying. Everything was very hollow and i was veey stupid about it too cause I was young so I messaged all our mutuals about it, begging for J to add me back. It sucked and at first they had sympathy for me and tried to comfort me but I started being really annoying with it and bothering them, so they kicked me out of the server.
During my friendship with J, I was in contact with K, who listened to me rant about J. After that things were very sad and we both mostly chatted about vent stuff, and tried to talk each other out of suicide multiple times. It was grim.
Then one night on call, while drunk, K confessed that J wasn't a real person but it was their other account. She lied to me for about a year about it and made me fall in love with someone who doesn't exist. Whats worse is that she didn't have to, cause i already loved her as her, not as J. All that year of feeling inferior and not enough for J for being a girl was useless, cause J was a girl too all along. K obviously had her own issues and I didn't get upset, it just hurt. I comforted her that it's fine, I don't care about J anymore and we texted a bit after but then we drifted apart. I think about this from time to time and it just feels so bittersweet. And stupid.
Yeah I think that's pretty low.
Anonymous 274396
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This thread made me realize I’m severely mentally ill
>roleplaying fandoms online at 23 years old
>dating a guy i met off soc and letting him physically and emotionally abuse me, threaten suicide, threaten my job, etc
>faking/exaggerating physical and mental health issues
>doxxing myself to a soc moid
>every drunk rambling text i’ve ever sent moids in my 20’s
>larping on /adv/
>larping on /r9k/
>larping on reddit
>larping on discord that im male
>photoshopping my pictures so i look like a guy
I’d say i need help but I’ve already been in therapy for 2 years
Anonymous 274542
omegle era 2020, highlight of my social interaction with chatting with incels and pathetic career trollers on the 4chan tags…. and actually fell for one
Anonymous 274543
>>268903nowadays it is not worth it, too many creeps and stalkers
Anonymous 274566
I had multiple low points:
- My first low point was power level arguing in forums and comment sections. A lot of those death battle videos and discussions triggered my autism.
- My second low point was going on 4chan. Worse than that, I frequented /r9k/. I was a quirky edgelord at the time if you couldn't already tell. Also this
>>264233- My third and biggest lowest point was becoming somewhat of a /cow/fag. I mostly just watched the theatrics but at one point I engaged for a short period of time and it still makes me feel guilty. At that time I was still an edgy teenager with low self esteem trying to fit in with a group, but that still didn't excuse me from making fun of someone. Sure, they were most likely very autistic and practically asked for it coming on to imageboards and making a fool of themselves, but it wasn't morally right of me to bully them with the others. I should have never took any part of that culture and thinking about it makes me regretful.
Anonymous 274567
>>274396>roleplaying fandoms online at 23 years old There's no harm in this . Roleplaying can be really fun. I heard of plenty of adults who rp/larp. It's really good for reducing the stress of the real world.
Anonymous 274761
I once joined a forum for a TV show I followed, and the moderator was this boomer woman who blatantly favored people with the same opinions as hers. Anyone who disagreed with her was basically dismissed and ignored, while she and her like-minded opinionated forum friends dominated the conversation.
Eventually, our predictions about the show turned out to be correct, and she and the others users got so asshurt that they created a separate section just to cope about it Lmao Naturally, some of us called her out on it, saying it was ridiculous, she got really angry and claimed she felt dogpiled, even though we were like 4 only on a forum and were talking in a very candid way.
She acted like a shizo and I finally asked if she was okay with her head, and she banned me just for that lol It was a complete shit show.
Anonymous 274787
2 year discord chud phase when i was a suicidal, isolated adolescent
i let it pass when online randos said hurtful things to me, and said hurtful things to other people in turn
still dealing with the remorse and regret to this day
Anonymous 274789
when i was 17 scrolling through 4chan boards specifically r9k and making myself feel like shit for being a socially awkward neet
Anonymous 274801
When I was 16 I developed a crush on an older guy in a chat group and wanted to know all about him, so I made alt accounts with their own personalities and life events to insert and befriend him. I used them to stir drama and nudge us together, so he'd confide in me more. I even used them to flirt with him to see if he'd be interested in me. I'd take pictures from instagirls I followed and mix them with heavily edited pictures of me to try to get him to take nudes and sext with me. I must have spent 4-5 hours every single day keeping records, chatting, image editing and planning. It consumed my life to the point I failed multiple exams. In the end, one of the other people in chat confided in one of my alts that the guy I was chasing was actually deeply infatuated with another girl. I then found out he did adore me…as an adorable kid sister he wanted to protect and help get to university. It was absolutely pathetic and I eventually killed off the alt accounts, but even years later I still carry a torch for him.
Anonymous 275012
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probably the insane amount of time i’ve spent consuming fanfics / c.ai to fill the void of never being in a relationship LOL (it’s over for me)
Anonymous 275049
Before Teh Internetz
>i want to fuck toasters
>do drugs
>die in poverty
After Teh Interwebz
>I want to fuck a toaster
>google
>find a community of electrical engineering toaster enthusiasts
>become a prodigy and make 6 figures before you finish highschool
Pshh nothing personlel.
Anonymous 275253
this thread's a flashbang after flashbang, damn
Anonymous 275367
Edating a bunch in close succession/ gross sexting & sending nudes to internet men including misogynists.
Anonymous 275440
>>275049Nona, if you’re under 25, it’s not over for you. Don’t give up hope and don’t let the blackpillers get to your head.
Anonymous 275441
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>>275440>implying virgin women above 25 can't ever get laidthis woman is 60 years old
Anonymous 275443
>>275441this chain of posts make zero sense. fuck off bots
Anonymous 276075
getting banned from Wikipedia for doxxing another user tbf the guy had been fucking with the userbase for +10 years so
Anonymous 276083
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There's a lot but there's one that stands out. Messaging a guy with "yandere" in his username that admitted to me he had "planned mass murder" at his school, only after our second exchange. Later on he also indirectly admitted to masturbating to guro. On his Facebook he had the exact same expressionless face in all his photos. I continued talking to him because we had some of the most in-depth, philosophical conversations I ever had with anyone before. We went really hard questioning shit like the meaning of the universe, the meaning of happiness, human goodness, etc. I loved it because I'd never found someone that wanted to philosophag like that with me and pick apart eachother's mind on and on before. At one point, he confessed to being attracted to me out of the blue. I was still underage and he was like mid-20s, however. It was interesting but the guy clearly had something wrong with him.
Oh yeah, and doing some sexual roleplay with people in random chatrooms when I was like 13. I had no idea what I was doing…I just wanted to imitate words that I had just learned from porn. Looking back on it now I'm sure the person that pretended to be a "lesbian" on the other end was just some fat, balding moid in his 40s. Fortunately that was about it so I never put myself in any serious danger and didn't have to end up as a child on "To Catch A Predator" or anything.
Anonymous 276109
>>265767I liked the Kiwi Farms. I'm glad I made an account.
Anonymous 276125
Posting my opinions on reddit with my gender showing as 'Woman'. The dogpiling by butt-mad scrotes was wild. The opinions weren't even controversial/political; they were trivial things like video game preferences.
Anonymous 276126
sending nudes to random moids while being underage. not my proudest moment
Anonymous 276363
>>266541lol retard you fucked up your chance at true love dork
Anonymous 276364
>>274301duh so she can pretend she isn't a whore
Anonymous 276365
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>>264232When I was 17 I met up with a guy from r9k so I could scam him for a bus ticket.
Anonymous 276373
>>272810Had something similar happen to me a few years back on a shit place called FunnyJunk. Instead of dicks it was a full on like bukkake.
For me my lowest internet point was probably that time I had a FetLife account.
Anonymous 276375
Personality fagged in the same 4him general for too many months straight as a way to cope with not loving my boyfriend anymore.
Broke up with him crashed out and ruined the personality in that general so I was never temped to go back.
Anonymous 276392
traded nudes with someone i met on omegle when i was 17
Anonymous 276393
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For me, it was when I had a melt down and started tweeting about all my trauma and threatening to kill myself and someone reported my account. Some of my mutuals subtweeted me and said i was mentally ill.
Anonymous 276397
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>>276396
Sending nudes (pictures, videos, livestreams) to strangers I added off tumblr in snapchat when I was like 14. It's one of my biggest secrets that haunts me to this day because I've done so much "content" that is probably still circulating in some weird online circles.
Anonymous 276409
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Getting into the rabbit hole of reporting instagram acc that were involved in distribution of CSAM for weeks just to feel worse since I don't do shit at all against those things.
Anonymous 276552
damn you girls crazy I was embarrassed about posting on /b/ but damn
Anonymous 276564
downloaded tinder lmao. got sick of it in a week or two cause moids were ugly and couldnt talk to me without sexualizing me in a span of one day of talking
Anonymous 276570
Sexting self proclaimed "incel" online
Anonymous 276585
im too jaded to have a lowest point and have been since i first connected to da net
Anonymous 276605
>>264232my life is a series of low points.
every week is a new rock bottom.
this week it was random esex with one of my sister's friends and ghosting her after
Anonymous 276612
Maybe the time when I met a guy online and agreed to be his tradwife. I ditched my home and my parents and drove 2 states over to just start living in his apartment. But the day I got there, I slept on the couch and left the next morning and never talked to him again. God that was scary.
Anonymous 276652
>>274396same boat here, do you try to explain this shit to your therapist? I want to get one, maybe some retard lgbt millennial that could understand
Anonymous 278342
Posting on lolcow husbando thread
Anonymous 278488
Sending a personal cow $1 on cash app with the message "you're fat" attached after I saw that she made an ebegging post. She accepted the dollar. I genuinely feel really bad about this to this day.
Anonymous 278522
>>278488Kek I wish I had your chutzpah.
Anonymous 278946
When covid hit I quit my job, broke up almost all of my friendships, stopped talking to my family, gained weight and joined 4chan discords full of racist, misogynistic porn sick moids. My social skills deteriorated during that time even more (I’m not diagnosed but I have a lot of autistic traits), and my weird behavior made it very hard to make new friends irl. I’m doing better now but whoo boy that was a low point in my life.
Anonymous 278957
Cyberbullying a girl I probably had a low key crush on in retrospect
Anonymous 279024
>>278488KEKK don't feel bad, even with no context she deserved it for ebegging
Anonymous 279066
>>276397I love this anime (Haibane Renmei). I have so many thoughts about it, and rewatch it a lot.
My low point, probably the one time I got scammed by someone (never sent the items I purchased) and had no ability to recover the money. It didn't bankrupt me but it wasn't a tiny amount either. I never stopped beating myself up for being so stupid.
Anonymous 279228
I used to talk in a high pitched loli voice on discord voice chats because I thought it made me sound cuter. I cringe hard at the memory to this day, but I was in high school when I did this, and every teenager does cringe ass shit.
Anonymous 279517
Camming on omegle underage, I was also looking at a lot of shock sites and collected gore on tumblr at the time
Anonymous 280634
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>Got hacked by a moid over on aim and deviantart. He said weird creepy things to my friends, defecated my deviantart account with coomshit and then deactivated it. I was 13 at that time and didn't know what to do but not get baited by him until he quits.
>Talked to a moid from 4chan where he found my posted art on tumblr and wanted me to be his gf because I was so nice and talented. Regretted sharing my boob pic with him and seeing his face and dick. He has a weird breeding/pregnancy kink so I had to cut him off and I was super uncomfortable being this open to online strangers especially if he's unattractive.
>Frequently going to 4chan /cm/ and /y/ for 2D men, but also arguing and trolling over moids' shit tastes for traps and femboys because they're fucking disgusting and cringe. Plus awful moderation and are very anti-women/fujo. Stopped going there after finding out lc, cc and fujochan are so much better and are free from scroteshit and their shit flinging monkey brains. Deleted a bunch of porn too.
Anonymous 281597
I took drawing requests from people on 8chan for a while when I was a teen.
Anonymous 281607
When I realized I'm only attracted to women (and always crushed on straight girls) and I had issues with social anxiety I used to go to /r9k/ to vent about women as a moid. I genuinely thought that straight girls were leading me on when they were just friendly with me and detested them for getting boyfriends because I believed them to be like me.
Anonymous 281628
Posting my outfit photos taken in my filthy white trash home on Livejournal. I didn't even realize that even though the coords were cute (at the time), the backgrounds were just filthy with trash and beer bottles being scattered around. Also I was too depressed to clean my room but still took photos of myself in it and thought it's a good idea to post them online. On the other hand I now laugh at younger generation who do performed "bed rotting" as an aesthetic.
Anonymous 281657
>>281607i’ve always said this, the only femcels that truly exist are lesbian femcels (unfortunately i am one)
Anonymous 281663
>>281657This is probably the moidposter that still lingers inside me but yes I don't think straight girls can truly be femcels, not in the same way at least. Also for me there was a wake-up call when there was this girl who ended up being interested in me but I couldn't feel the same way at all because she was extremely overweight and unhygienic. I started doubting myself because someone finally wanted me but I just had certain standards and that me wonder maybe the problem is me.
Still never had a gf (I'm in my 30s) but I'm okay with that.
Anonymous 285681
one time i came across an r9k thread where a small dick moid was venting about his small dick. a bunch of other small dick moids gathered itt and started whining together. for some reason i started consoling them. i was feeling miserable at the time
Anonymous 285728
Being trafficked and forced to cam with vile old men
Anonymous 285799
>>285681>r9k thread>for some reason i started consoling themI hope you learned your lesson.
Anonymous 285907
Cyberbullying a male vtuber kek
Anonymous 285914
when i was 16 and in the tcc reblogging edits of eric harris
Anonymous 286124
posting the coochie on /soc/
i got nice comments though
Anonymous 286308
>>270950I posted a pic of myself crying after a breakup once with a super cringe caption like
>this is what pain looks likeIt was hard to even type that kek
Anonymous 286507
I fucked up replying to someone on shitter, so I deleted my shitter altogether, now I get anxiety when I see the icon. I'm glad it was with my anonymous hating account and not with an account that had my real name and shit.
Anonymous 286557
>>286124>>286481I honestly don’t know which one is worse.
Anonymous 286678
when I was in middle school I had a crush on a moid. I was retarded and ugly back then so I had a friend tell him. He was like oh ty but I have a gf. So I went on myspace and found their accounts. Retard self proceeds to make fake myspace accounts of obscure celebs to spam their comment board. I make an account pretending to be Mike Jones the rapper, spam their comments with "who? MIKE JONNNNESS" kek what the fuck was wrong with me
Anonymous 286684
>>264233I have been in /a/'s secret santa, and the cards were quite nice.
Anonymous 286724
>>286557the worst part is I've done both
I can say knowing I posted face feels so much worse
never posted them together though, thank god
Anonymous 286727
>>286124>>286481Unrelated but where do you look for people on /soc/?
Asking for a friend Anonymous 286741
>>286740Where online should I look then? Because I sure as hell aren't going to speak to any IRL. At least not any time soon.
>>270935I want what she has
Anonymous 286752
>>286727there will be a general for finding friends or one for a specific sex thing
Anonymous 286758
>>286741Try joining random discord servers of stuff you like if you really want to talk with random people, maybe try the friendfinder threads that there are on lolcow and I think there's a friendfinder thread here too, you will be less likely to find yourself talking to some retarded moid.
Anonymous 286761
>>286752Thanks for the advice!
>>286758>try the friendfinder threads that there are on lolcowThere are eboys on the friendfinder thread?
Anonymous 286767
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>>286761Yeah, no, I'm sorry, anon. But e-boys are either photoshopped TiFs, way too young moids or moids who hit the wall at 25 years old with pictures where you never see their faces.
Maybe try husbandofagging instead.
Anonymous 286771
>>286767I'm not that old, I'm only 18, and as retarded as it sounds I actually want a future with a real man
and maybe children. At the same time he has to be my dream man with similar internet interests while still being pretty and cute. Is this attainable?
Anonymous 286773
>>286771On the internet? No, moids will ask for nudes and shit. You will have to go out and socialize if you want to find a decent moid, maybe make a sacrifice to a deity.
Anonymous 286788
>>286771i think sometimes you can meet cool people on the internet but tbh the risks outweigh the benefits especially if you're trying to do it through /soc/ lol. you should try to find someone you connect with through hobbies and stuff irl and in college. you're only 18 nona
Anonymous 286903
>>264232being an r9k egirl. i hate my self
Anonymous 286950
When I was younger, posting daily in online communities full of people I disliked or couldn’t relate to. I didn’t necessary argue with these people, but engaging with them was always the low point of my day. I guess I was extremely bored, and online communities for young girls and teenagers were slim pickings.
Anonymous 286956
Arguing on yahoo answers, quizilla, and deviantart
Anonymous 287539
>>286788I think this too, I resorted to /soc/ because I didn't really know where to look on the internet where I could meet men who weren't tranny worshippers at least in my country
Anonymous 287543
>>264232Hanging around chud circles on discord, getting cutsigns, spamming gore and tcc edits
Anonymous 287691
Posted my picture on /b/ a lot when I was 13/14. I used to post about killing myself on Tumblr all the fucking time when I was a teenager. Became completely obsessed with a streamer and ended up sending him nudes over Snapchat. Browsing /r9k/. I’m doing a lot better now though.
Anonymous 288821
>>286727Depends on what you're looking for - there's marriage and serious dating threads, and then location-based ones. I've met with two men from /soc/, one is now my fiance.
I would recommend you get good at reading people and cutting them off at first hint of a red flag - don't gaslight yourself out of trusting gut feelings. Being successful on /soc/ is largely luck.
Anonymous 288934
Being a regular in a tinychat room for months at a time just sitting on cam with people. Bleak
Anonymous 289317
>>264232>>285799i mean they were nice to me and nothing really happened but i just know they'd never cape for women the same way. never doing that again
>>285907stacy
Anonymous 289322
How do any of the retards send their nudes at age 13? I used Omeagle and lots of predatory shit at that age but was never that retarded and pickme kek. I'd go to my friends house and do it as well, even when we were at school in the computer lab we would troll some male creature on chatroulette/omeagle at school.
Anonymous 289331
>>264232Hard to pick, for me it's a tie between when I used to post nudes on 4chan and when I had a 40+year old skype master I met on fetlife.
Did all of this while underaged too.
Anonymous 290253
probably in middle school, going into chatroom with pedophiles and starting convos with them because it got me horny
Anonymous 296750
>>264289Make them mad and hurt their feelings for having such opinions
