/b/ - Random

yeah i had one he was a cool guy. our relationship lasted for a few months. during holidays i saw him wearing a shirt with my favorite band (nirvana) and we started talking. later on both of us returned to our homes. we broke up not because he did anything but because it was long distance and hes from another country with a different timezone. when i was asleep he was awake etc etc and i couldn't really handle that, i hate long distance. we rarely talk now. he was very happy with the relationship but he wasnt the type of person to express affection often. we kissed during holidays but after we returned home we didnt do anything cus its not possible over a screen. we sent each other stuff like "i love you" etc and he bought me a gift! i still have it but im not posting it here its personal.
i know there's a certain demographic on this site. how i stumbled upon this site it was out of complete luck. i just want some anonymous place to speak because i dont like having accounts i go to other anonymous sites as well. i do believe in equal rights for everyone and share some of the views you have here though. i dont care about politics to be honest unless it impacts me personally. i didn't have a problem with him but his opinions were some stuff i think the demographic on this site wouldn't agree with completely, for example he would agree with trans rights and had kink favorable views. he wouldn't attack any group because he was against violence so even though he was against TERFs/GC people, if they followed him or spoke with him he didn't mind. he was even willing to debate his views but if the conversation reached a conclusion he didnt agree with, he just said "we can all have our own opinions" and stopped there. he only blocked people who were assholes to him. he didnt post about trans rights often, but he posted a lot about neurodivergence which he was by the way. he spoke about personal experiences, not SJW type stuff or "support me on patreon". i knew his socials and would check them sometimes, but honestly i didnt care. and he didnt really force me to do participate in any kink with him nor did he ever bring it up around me even during our more risque conversations, only vanilla stuff. he would follow my lead actually, he didnt want to come off as too strong and he just let me do whatever i wanted even though i asked him i dont want to be in charge here, he can make his own choices too. but he really didnt want to overstep any boundaries so he never initiated.
as for a girlfriend i dont have one. yet.

had only one bf irl. lasted 3 days. he ghosted me because he was disgusted by me being a virgin at 21. the rest were online. i'm still a virgin at 29. my e-dates went something like this
>scrote sent me gifts, gift money to buy myself things get my nails done
>he expected me to erp with him so i did
>the gifts got cheaper and cheaper as the relationship progressed because he was getting bored of me
>the last straw hits
>i block/ghost him
>he writes a callout post or pays someone with a huge platform to do so
>i receive many death threats and end up deactivating my affected socials
>i self isolate for a few years
i dated 2 women, one irl one online. both those relationships fizzled out over time (irl one wasn't that into me and i wasn't too into the online one) and left me no emotional baggage.

I have had 1 bf but haven't met him irl yet. I met him on omegle. It's okay but I have mental issues so I'm constantly paranoid something will go wrong even if everything is fine. I am not built for this world.

>>266494
trust your gut and leave.

>>266516
My gut doesn't want to leave. I'm happier with him than not.

>>266525
>so I'm constantly paranoid something will go wrong
this is your self preservation instincts, not mental issues. gaslighting is so prevalent nowadays that we often do it to ourselves.

>>266526
While I'd generally agree with that sentiment, in my case I really am just neurotic.

>>266494
honestly if you think about it things often dont go well when you meet someone on omegle. dating apps i kind of get it, but you know what kind of person goes on omegle in the first place. it doesnt always happen, of course there are exceptions. how long youve known him?

>>266566
we've been dating over a year. also whatever negative perceptions people had about that site, i don't really care since i was on it too lol. and it's kind of irrelevant now. and things normally don't go well meeting people on omegle because they're assholes, but he's not so it'd be inane to judge him based off of what other people who were on the same website as him did.