>>308390nooo no no i already made all the money. at this point all i want to do is give back.
>>308391yeah it is rather unpleasant if you try to live a life. there are ways to move through this though, this background feeling of being attractive to everyone is hard to get rid of. it feels like being a fugitive framed for something you did not do but nobody cares and you have run away constantly anyway before bad people swarm you for all the wrong reasons.
>>308395it gets even better. you are probably doing most of it right already and it is just minor details and intensity that you have to gently fiddle around with that make all the difference.