/b/ - Random

And I could talk about what the pastor was saying and some things and stuff but, you know. That would be important things and important things on social internet? crazier than you think.

I'm so glad this month will be okay, I don't have to work if I don't want. There's no point in me being in society, it's not just I hate it, there's no point in me even being here really. There are technically I guess, but day to day working for money, money for what?

You can't access images from twitter anymore without an account.

I have no idea why people post any art on twitter, it's not for that.

I was reminded of this wikipedia article. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Breast_physics

In my long quest for an image. See there's this volume cover art. And I want a clean version of it.

Well I found on Yahoo auctions someone selling a postcard with a clean image of it. Apparently Yahoo Auctions is a real thing, in Japan. so far this is as far as I've gotten and probably I won't find a better version than this, probably someone scanned it at one point and put it online somewhere special and whatever.

Did I ever tell you about how Wikipedia totally changed because of lolis, the owner of Wikpedia Jimmy Wales had total control ultimately over wikipedia and so he removed loli porn images at one point and then people got mad and demanded that wikipedia become this horrible bureaucratic system. The way Wikiepdia goes on in the background is so stupid, unbelievable deep down the way these people camp pages and have friends in the system and the court hearings. "Stay out of it Jimmy!" I should watch there's a cool video about one particular case.

Also, did you know Pixiv had fanfictions on it? I've never though about translating fanfictions, You read machine translated fanfictions? Boy howdy what a low state to be in.

hahahaha https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQ8fpWTcmok&pp=ygUMYnJlYWQgY2lyY3Vz

I played violin very well at church today for some reason.

I would like to play a tank game again, I wonder if anyone still plays Tanks Online or whatever it was called. Soon as I join the group they start begging for water, could have dropped a few gold and just gone out and bought it, but now they got a mage so– focus.

HEAL ME PLEASE 'CAUSE I'M MT TANKING KROSH FIREHAND! That is the greatest line from any video game parody song, which is quite the competition for sure.

I read some more posts from women on the female side of the internet, they use a lot of terms I don't even know which I'm pretty sure only exist on the female side, and I was going to give a theory why, but I realise saying things like that does lead to bullying doesn't it now. But probably true, I don't know.

It's funny one of the best moments of WoW was not that long ago, with the streamer screaming "Big heals on me!" while he goes down, the only one fighting, refusing to turn his back as everyone abandons him, that's the funniest thing ever recorded in WoW it's so beautiful. It's hard not to say "Big Heals!" now.

I saw someone saying Mr. Beast is a genius who cracked the code by understanding retention! Mr. Beast got popular by making 30 hour videos no one watched all the way through, so.
It reminds me of talking to someone one time and they thought Pewdiepie was special in some way.

NONE of these people are smart or clever, it's called being lucky. You are popular because you happened to be promoted and then it just keeps rolling. Someone like Tobuscus at least made funny little internet videos, or H3H3 made funny videos, but when it comes to just talentless lame idiots like Mr. Beast and Pewdiepie, they got lucky, Pewdiepie isn't smart because he happend to overreact to scary games. You get lucky then you get money, and so then they just make moeny with their money, which is the most PATHETIC form of "art" or entertainment, when you're just using money.

Asmongold is another example. He's a millionaire… because?
And in his case he openly says that he's popular because he talks about interesting things or does intere– so embarrassing. You're popular because you're lucky, and then you become more popular because you're already popular and you just keep riding the luck train with the "algorithm" you're not showcasing any talent, you're not interesting. And my goodness I've heard that guy say what he does is WORK!?

The internet is some ways is becoming just like TV, but at a faster pace. Movies and shorts were little creative and stupid things, and then TV became all about sponsorships and ads filling everything, to the point where TV became commercials half the time, I can't believe we used to watch that garbage. But then TV also became about these lame celebrities that were vain stupid people. Now TV doesn't even really exist, it's not much of a space, there's still just the film industry with Netflix and streaming.
Internet is all vain stupid idiots with a bunch of money who everyone follows.

I'm going home now.
It's very warm here for some reason, went from -2 to 20 degrees in three days. With my new non-sexist posting I'm not sure if it's sexist to post about sexy things. The fact I'm thinking about it seems pretty CRAZY though, right? I never think about that stuff, like how my actions or words or something affect others, or maybe more specifically I never think about social acceptable things. And I still refuse to, but I was thinking maybe I shouldn't post about how much I want to you-know-what my waifu.

But I'll be here or somewhere tomorrow. I might be here for the entire final month of me being in society, if that turns out true it truly was God's way of finally getting me over the wall I have against girls. Because it does cause me to think about girls more when I read witchan and lolcow, I don't think about them enough to finally heal my view of them. I'm mostly just exposed to the opposite gender through violent porn.
And I will buy something on the way home and the bank is suppose to call and fix my problem tomorrow. And I should talk more about things that MATTER, like eternal life and Christ, I have been not doing well spiritually, clearly as my posts the last few weeks here. One might not believe how spiritually well I have been at times. But it's hard when you're just one. But that's the thing it's such a big topic I don't want to talk about it on websites, even though I used to only, I'd just spend all day posting about the reality of Jesus online. It is hard killing work even though it's most important, people hate hearing the truth especially when you show them how obvious it is.
BUT I am not ready to do anything like that again.

Might not be ready or well until after my journey, though it's not that that heals me, nor me, but the Lord.

Last thought before internet gone, whaaat's with certain people wanying to be around people that look like them? people around the sam ethnicity matters. I don't want to be surrounded by people that look like me. I've seen a famous singer go to Ireland and mention how nice it is to see everyone looking like her, since her ancestry is from there. Same thing with some black guy and wife who went to Nigeria, saying he didnt feel black anymore, because everyone is.

You look at an asian school classroom, why would you want to be in a place where you look like a robot on an assembly line. I think it's a social thing. I've thought women were more "racist", because they want to at least be superior in one thing, or some lind of corruption of their advanced aocial skills, but now that I AM NO LONGER sexist, I should rethink maybe that's not true. Probably not, women are diversive. And even just mentioning this, probably I shouldn't even mention thoughts like that because they're pretty based on my OLD WAY of thinking, old as in until yesterday.