Anonymous 104088
I always feel as though everyone hates me, or is just one step away from hating me. Like I’m always on egg shells, only awaiting the anticipated fall. I feel as though no community or group I join truly likes my presence. I can only feel as though they’re merely tolerating me. It takes such little things for me to realize I’m not actually wanted or liked. I dread the day my partner stops liking me, but I can only guess on a calendar when that will be. I feel so disgusting and hideous. I only wonder when they will feel that way towards me too. Why can’t I ever come to terms with liking myself? I have so much hatred towards me and I don’t know how to stop, really. Does it end?
Anonymous 104089
Have you ever tried going to therapy?
Anonymous 104092
>>104088>Does it end?It is called existential dread, it ends when you die.
Anonymous 104098
Nona pls, this is so common i have it too it's called low self esteem, i'm pretty sure most /feels/ miners here also have it, i don't know how to help you properly since i'm on the same boat but i just try to exercise caring less about if they truly like me or not, i know it's cheesy but i exercise this "i don't care" mindset and it does help in the end, drilling it into your brain is the hardest part though.
Anonymous 105266
It will end when you learn to like yourself. Easier said than done.
Anonymous 105269
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>Does it end?
It'll end but it's probably going to take a lot of work.
Maybe think about what would happen if people actually do hate yourself, think of every situation you can, even the worst ones possible.
What is it that you hate about yourself?
Let's say your friends hate you, or your partner does stop liking you, what's the worst that's going to happen?
Why do you care if random people hate you?
Are you afraid of being alone?
Whatever happens though, even if the whole world ends up hating you, there's always gonna be one person that's going to be by your side all the time, and that's the authentic you. It's not all these nasty thoughts that ask you to be on guard all the time being afraid of people hating on you, but the one that's buried quite deep underneath all that self-hate and self-doubt.
So fucking what if people hate you?
