He never said anything but I found out he blocked me on another platform on which I just created an account. He was in my contacts so he must’ve been recommended my account.
Yes, this is after I blocked him on the messaging platform we were talking on but him blocking me still makes me feel some type of way. I’m a hypocrite. Additionally, I saw him irl and felt so much embarrassment for blocking him and being blocked. I think I might just stay away from him now.
I’m too sensitive to rejection. >>106071
I want to believe that. His sister even unfollowed me on Instagram. However, I think this is because my account was deactivated at the time so I was no longer shown as a follower of hers. I recall a girl I know irl who I am mutuals with not showing up when I searched up her account and II thought she blocked me or something but it turns out she was just deactivated for the time being and her account popped back up again.
I wonder if his sister thought the same thing. That I blocked her? But it also makes me wonder if he told her that I wouldn’t stop texting him. But he was also responsive in texts so I don’t completely feel bad for him. She only unfollowed me on Insta and on nothing else. We’re not super close that I feel comfortable asking her for details.
We’re both still young but he’s a few years older than me so he intimidates me a bit. Me blocking him was so random and I feel a bit bad about it. I feel so embarrassed whenever I see him.
I really can’t see him not making the connection that I like him. After all of this texting? I feel that he knows so I don’t think I’ll be bringing it up again. I feel sad that we likely won’t ever speak again.