"focus on a useless familial pressure instead of useless internet pressures. it'll make you feel a lot better about your inhibitions!!!"
The average person's life is swarming with chaos of fraying relationships, erratic emotions, worthless pressures from work, & it's a loud buzzing & screaming until the silence of death.
Read some books. Get enough sun each day. Have consistency in your life. Meet a kind person who can offer you counsel in times of need. Take a break from your stupid visual novel crap and think about the circumstances that got you into such a miserable rut.