/feels/ - Advice & Venting

>>110460
sanest crystalcafe poster. book an appointment with your doctor please.

What did the desk do to deserve that?

you should smile more

I wish your apartment were by boss and I could beat the shit out of him.

OP here

>>110461
i dont trust doctors anymore. i had enough experience with these sadistics at psychiatric clinics and psych ward as a minor.

>>110462
im sorry, this feels like you are mocking me. are you being genuine or sarcastic?

>>110467
he was in the front as i keep my computer there and since i put my anger on the mouse, hand mirror and table that were there besides computer. dw my computer is also broken.

>>110469
why?

>>110470
why you wanna beat him? sorry i didnt really understand, and i just wake up.

>>110462
lol
>>110473
She is mocking you

>>110474
okay. i have autism so hard time of understanding it sometimes.

full offense this is something that a man would do. i agree the psychiatric/mental health system fucking sucks, so touch some grass nona

>>110473
How do you afford all this damage?

>>110473
>why you wanna beat him? sorry i didnt really understand, and i just wake up.
He texted me "love u" after I finished a task he gave me. He's being very creepy and repulsive as fuck. Sometimes puts his arms around my chair but JUST ENOUGH to make sure he doesn't touch me. I feel uncomfortable and I'm struggling to even start talking about this without making things awkward because I fucking work under him.

>>110478
"touch grass" is from someone who hasnt experienced it and thinks its so easy to stop.

>>110499
i dont. however when i get super mad i try to aviod damaging things thati dont own.

>>110500
i see, thats upsetting situation for sure.

>>110506
>i try to aviod damaging things thati dont own.
I feel if you are smashing up other people's stuff we are past the point of intervention.

>>110510
i dont do that, thats why i aviod it and put the anger on my own stuff like the table instead of the wall for example.

>>110511
Well that's progress. Can we talk about why you get so mad that you want to destroy things?

>>110512
well i dont know, it can be very small things that cause that reaction. it doesnt have to be something big, just even a slight anger and i cant control myself.

Try xanax or weed

I wish I could be as unhinged as you nona, I have so many mental blocks I can barely launch a thing on the bed those rare times I get upset enough to, it's not full strenght and I regret it because my arm hurts and feel a weird stretch anyway

>>110519
>even a slight anger and i cant control myself
You recognize the problem which is good. You just need to take the step of not acting on your impulses. Try thinking of something that would make you mad but not act out in response as an exercise.