>>111589>who also has no friends besides me.I read this to mean: "who else has me as their only friend"
I have no close friends. There are people whom I like and who like me, but I mostly feel a disconnect with them. They do things without me, but that doesn't bother me because they don't do it to exclude me. I'm not the right person for most things and they probably don't immediately think of me. I also don't immediately think of them for doing the things I want to do. Mutually alone.