experience with fearful avoidant attachment or something Anonymous 118003
Is there any hope for people like this? I am looking for therapy but I also need to work on this internally. I don't know why I feel like I am completely unlovable. I am convinced that the second my object of affection starts spending a significant amount of time with me, he will realize how annoying and ugly I am. I don't believe anyone when they say they like me. It feels nice, but deep down I think they just want to get something from me. I've done the psychoanalysis and all that and I know why I'm like this. Now I just want to fix it. I hoped the right person would come alone and I wouldn't feel this way, but I don't think that will ever happen.
All my life, all I have ever wanted was romantic love and a relationship. It is my only dream. I am devastated by the fact that I am incapable of it
Anonymous 118008
>>118006
But I am a female. wtf
Anonymous 118012
if you say you're incapable of achieving it, then you will be. you have to make the reality you want.
Anonymous 118019
>>118010????
>>118012I try to stay positive and confident but sometimes my self esteem just takes a crash that I can't come back from. Especially when I fail at forming a connection, it feels like it defines me and my future
Anonymous 118020
>>118015
How is anything I posted unhinged are you retarded
Anonymous 118021
>>118015>>118020Oh my god shut up moid.
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