Anonymous 123004
do any other nonas feel like they’re consistently the most enthusiastic and engaged person in a friendship? I feel like if I just stopped messaging and stopped going out of my way to be a good friend everyone would leave me. sometimes I think I may have bpd, or I’m just crazy. maybe both!
Anonymous 123012
>>123004I've decided it's just easier to be a hermit or mildly aquatinted with other people. It's a lot of effort and disappointment that I just don't have the capacity for anymore.
Anonymous 123015
>>123012I think it might be time for me to accept that. It sucks.
Anonymous 123016
>>123015Socializing has been really fucky lately, don't be hard on yourself nona
Anonymous 123037
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coming back to this and I think I need to get evaluated for bpd. I hate my friends but also love them. I wish they just took the time to be my friend. I think the internet has rotted us all because they can just see what I’m up to at all times and choose to not reach out because of it. i feel like I need to scrub all of my social media profiles and just become completely anonymous. it gets to the point sometimes where I want to kill myself just so they feel bad for not reaching out more. I know this is very harmful thinking and not good for anyone but ugh. again, I’m looking into evaluation.
Anonymous 123104
>>123004You just need to let stuff like this go or you'll end up alone. See the bigger picture.
Anonymous 123106
you're not alone
i had to beg my old best friend of 10 years to have decent conversations with me instead of answering me with a one word reply and she just told me that she's not my boyfriend to talk to me enthusiastically on a daily basis
In my opinion, it's better to not expect too much from people and just treat them the same way they do
