/feels/ - Advice & Venting

>The worst part is I feel I have to perform for people, idek how to explain it.
It's called "masking".

>How do you deal with this shit I'm so done
>even when the change is good like getting a better job.
Good according to who?
Your parents, friends or society say so?
Does your personal values align with these changes?

>>124967

I'll try to give context.
In 2022 I was working hostels, got good savings and I decided to start a new, less useless degree (pharmacy here is good and pays relatively well). I'm now starting my last year. I had some credits due to my othee degree and was able to move up a year.
This summer I started an internship in a pharmacy, and they want me to stay there and work.

But I already had the experience of studying and working and I had to stay two extra years in my old degree because I couldn't manage.

So, it's good in a way because I'm learning what will be part of my future job (although they suck at teaching but that's for another day), and I'd be making money (savings don't last forever).

But on the other hand I wanna finish my degree this year and since I have 6 subjects (one of them depends on my prof schedule bc it's a project we have to work in between the other classes), and I feel that even a part time will delay my chances on finishing the degree.

I'm always so indecisive, and thrn I get depressed which is even worse because I feel I make my decisions based on my heart instead of my head.

And yup masking that's it exactly! I need some alone time to recharge

>>124968
Sometimes you have to sacrifice one for the other (and do whatever you can to make the decision work). If you don't choose one, you may end up losing both. You're indecisive because it's easier to choose between a good decision and a bad decision, but it's not easy to choose between a good decision and a good decision. They're both good.

I'd say money and work experience is more valuable than a degree, but that's because of the circumstances I am in and I'm from a place where degrees are equivalent to tissue paper, but it may not be the same everywhere.

>>124968
If you don't finish your degree can you make progress in your carreer at your current job?

Nipp

>>124983
>>124985
this degree will make me a pharmacist, the pay will be almost double than what I'd be making right now. I only have one semester with classes left, the other one is internship again (this internship I did now was extra). I'm just afraid I'll end up failing any subject and then I'll have to stay an extra year like in my last degree and spend more money in tuition.

Some of my classmates work and study, almost all of them are either part time studying or left subjects behind.

Thanks for the help btw