/feels/ - Advice & Venting

said boy, if you want love
you’ll have to go and find it with someone new
do you know who you really are?
are you sure it’s really you?
lies are a funny thing
they slip through your fingertips
because they never happened to you
time wounds all the heals
as we fade out of view
imagined i’d be your one and only
instead i’m the lonely one
you me and a lie
silence is closer
we’re passing ships in the night

calls of guilty thrown at me
all while she stains the sheets of some other
thrown at me so powerfully
just like she throws with the arm of her brother

you want me now
stripped to the waist - my body, right?

you blame me for the day
when you and my hands were tied

boy, she’s above love, open your eyes
well, i found out she’s above love
and glad to be blind when love shines

now maybe i didn’t mean to treat you bad
but i did it anyway
and then maybe
some would say your life was sad
but you lived it anyway

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there are certain people
you just keep coming back to
she is in front of you

you begin to wonder
could you find a better one
compared to her, now she’s in question

and all at once the crowd begins to sign
sometimes the hardest thing
and the right thing
are the same

maybe you want her
maybe you need her
maybe you started to compare
to someone out there

looking for the right one
you line up the world to find
where no questions cross your mind
but she won’t keep on waiting for you without a doubt
much longer for you to sort it out

you’ve been locked in here forever and you just can’t say goodbye

your lips, my lips
apocalypse
your lips, my lips
apocalypse

go and sneak us through the rivers
flood is rising up on your knees
oh, please

come out and haunt me
i know you want me
come out and haunt me

sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids

sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist

oh when you’re all alone
i will reach for you
when you’re feeling low
i will be there too

hey there little lonely won’t you stay?
i said “i would rather die than feel this pain”
you said, “i know, i feel very much the same
but i’m afraid that i don’t know
knowing is not my thing”

will if you are sure
well i know i’m sure

i need you to understand
that i tried so hard to be your man
the kind of man you’d want in the end
only then can i begin again

an empty shell
used to be
shadow of my life is hanging over me
a broken man without a throne
don’t even stand the devil’s chance to win my soul

left your mark
in a distant past
but somehow it’s all gone now
good things can never last
you’re down for the third time
and you spent your change
memories of your prime
make life seem so strange

i am not the only traveler
who has not paid his debt
i’ve been searching for a trail to follow again

take me back to the night we met
and then i can tell myself
what the hell im supposed to do
and then i can tell myself
not to ride along with you

i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you
take me back to the night we met

i don’t know what i’m supposed to do
haunted by the ghost of you
oh take me back to the night we met
when the night was full of terror
and your eyes were filled with tears

when you had not touched me yet

but i said you and me
we don’t have honesty
the things we don’t want to speak
i’ll try to get out
but i never will
this traffic is perfectly still

But, big spoon, you have so much to do
And I have nothing ahead of me

play in the backyard
where the grass and spiderwebs grow up next to us
say; what’s your interests?
tell me how you plan to give up all of them
hey why’d we leave?
could have stayed for a while if we know where we’re ending up

baby’s black balloon makes her fly
i almost fell into that hole in your life
you're not thinking about tomorrow
cos you were the same as me
but on your knees

a thousand other boys could never reach you
how could i have been the one?
i saw the world spin beneath you
and scatter like ice from the spoon
that was your womb

coming down the world turned over
and angels fall without you there
and i go on as you get colder
or are you someone’s prayer?