I am the most disgusting woman alive Anonymous 128747
Everything about me is wrong and it's making me seriously consider suicide. For context, I was born disabled, mentally and physically. And it shows on my face especially, I look 40 years old at only 19, my back is crooked, my teeth are disgusting and I have deep eye bags to the point where people think I am on meth. I am a 6th grade drop out due to my intellectual disability and I might be homeless soon. I might be kicked out since I am unable to work and I have piles of trash in my room that I am too tired to clean and I piss myself since my bladder is fucked up. I really want to fix my life but I am ashamed to even leave the house because of my condition and I am scared of how people might react to me. I am confused on where to even start.
Anonymous 128748
sounds like you need social-services
Anonymous 128750
Consider reading or listening Dhammapada. It has never failed to ease my mental pain.
Anonymous 128753
i’d say ghislaine maxwell and what’s-her-name (the wife of the guy who kidnapped the girl in the box) are worse though
Anonymous 128754
at least take solace that you are a person of moral character.
Anonymous 128779
>>128749>>128751Thank you for the advice. I am definitely trying to get my HS diploma so I can have a better chance at getting a job so I can finally have some type of independence. I live in an area with a lot of resources for that so I just have to gain the courage to actually go out which I am working on. Reading this made me feel really seen so thanks for taking the time to write this, I appreciate it.
>>128750I've actually been wanting to read more so I will look into this. Thanks for the recommendation
