>>129602List your best memories.
List your worst memories.
Bulimia will make you more ugly.
Men who like kids do not like kids. They just like the idea of abusing someone, being stronger, smarter or older enough to manipulate them.
Being autistic just makes you be avoided because you are not happy, you are not healthy, and autism is socially acceptable only when you meet those two criteria (happy, healthy) because most people (who are not autistic) often are not honest enough because of social reasoning. And end up in consequence, being unhappy and miserable.
Live your best life, nona, there is still hope