worried Anonymous 129702
ive never really posted on here before, mostly just lurking but i don’t really have anywhere else i can vent about this stuff. i’m going to be an adult really soon and it honestly worries me because i feel liek im losing my youth and guys won’t want me anymore. i try not to center myself around men but it seems like men where most interested in me when i was a pre teen and early teen. in my later teen years it kinda just feels like im not young enough for most guys anymore even if thats really gross.
thinking about this really upsets me, but for some reason pedophilia is everywhere now and i don’t know why. i feel like i can’t do anything about it , i hate them so much and im scared i’ll end up with one. the majority of the guys I’ve talked to (even the ones who seemed super cool and normal) have some kind of weird fucked up opinion about pedophilia, or they’re “indifferent” to it. im so scared for the future because i want kids, but idk what to do anymore. is this a normal experience for you guys too?