Anonymous 129824
i am nearly an adult with no social life job, or boyfriend. i dont understand what i am doing wrong
i am neurodivergent, therefore have been isolated most of my life, but now i feel like i cant take it anymore. i am on the max dose of all my meds, but i stopped taking them, because they do not work. i stopped going to therapy because it does not help me. i feel like i am completely beyond help. i dont know what to do with myself at this point, i just want anyone who could accept and love me but even that feels impossible at this point
is it over for me?
Anonymous 129838
>>129829dunno i'd say probably average or a little below that..ive been complimented on my looks before by men but for most my life i got treated terribly for not being that pretty
Anonymous 129839
>>129838You should just start dating! Yeah, go on and date girl! That'll help. And you are not ugly! That'll matter to someone! They'll be with you and then you'll break up because neither of you know what marriage is about, hurray!
Anonymous 129840
for what reason, primarily, do you want to socialise? to talk about interests? to sit in silence and know someone is there? to have someone who cares to come and see you? to watch shows? to go outside with? to dm about random things?
Anonymous 129843
no-one spoke about marriage
Anonymous 129844
you want to get married
Anonymous 129845
you only date to have sex
Anonymous 129846
you only, exclusively, date for sex. you do not have the capacity to love outside of sex. that was what you were made for, xy, and when you can't fulfil even that purpose, you end up like this
Anonymous 129851
>>129824>nearly an adultIf you're still a teenager then you're fine it's not over. You probably also shouldn't be on a site like this
Anonymous 129853
>>129852
Crystal.Cafe isn't a bad site and I'd rather a teen go here than somewhere like 8Chan but openly being underaged and posting here probably isn't that good for your mental health, I say this as someone who got into image boards when I was a teenager, including CC
Anonymous 129855
>>129853im not underage, i just turned 18 few months ago but im still in highschool hence the wording there
Anonymous 129859
>>129824Have you tried talking to other people? That'll help with two of those
Anonymous 129860
>>129859yes, i have some people i try to talk to/be friends with but they never really seem to be interested in talking to me. which i dont understand because i do try to be very polite all of the time despite my shyness
Anonymous 129864
>>129860You say you're shy but that sounds like you don't speak much during these interactions so they might interpret that as you being uninterested in the conversation. You should find people interested in something you're passionate about. Is there anything you're passionate about?
Anonymous 129866
>>129864i am passionate about simple things like art, music, stuff like that. when i try to talk to people i want to talk about these things but im nervous it'll seem like im rambling too much.
Anonymous 129867
>>129866There's nothing wrong with rambling a bit. Some people find that endearing
