Hitting the Wall Too Early Anonymous 131510
I'm not just talking about looks but more so how I feel inside. I couldn't live my youth, while my peers were premature and were experimenting with life I was obligated to watch and suffer, this was probably my most optimistic era as well, I tried, I pushed myself forward the more damage I've received and it did jackshit for me. Now I'm 19 and I feel very old. And I am, I am dead, there's nothing else left to do with this abandoned pile of meat, my soul has faded and my skin is pale. I always joke that I'm too old to die, I feel 100 inside and don't want to live another decade, I've seen enough. Youth was meant to be beautiful and mine were tragic
