Being an ND, black woman is a curse Anonymous 132518
I've come to terms with the fact that I will forever be alone. Being forced to move as an expat and sheltered ruined all social skills (that I never even had) and detached me from my birthplace, breaking all connections I had. I'm not a likeable person, even online, and I don't even know why. In a group full of people, I always have a notion that I am hated and nobody likes me. I swing from being very proud to ashamed in interactions. My family doesn't like me either. I've been made a lolcow on several occasions. I haven't had a real friendship since I was 13. I'm about to go to university and I genuinely feel like ending it to save myself from the suffering ahead of me.
Anonymous 132519
>>132518Nah you're probably alright. People just like it when you say "Hi, how are you?" to them so you have to say that more. They really like that shit
Anonymous 132520
>>132518>NDNorth Dakota?
Naked Dancing?
Nanny Dependent?
Anonymous 132521
>>132519no matter how fucking friendly you are, engage in small talk and initiate convos where they can rant about themselves, it won't go anywhere when people don't like you
Anonymous 132523
>>132521Okay but what's not to like about you? You're not mean, are you? People don't like meanies you know
Anonymous 132524
>>132523i think over time ive become quite oppositionary and unaggreable, but when I was younger I was very bubbly and kind, and was still very alienated
