Sanity Anonymous 133222
Please be more cognizant of your own sanity. Please do more to protect it. It's not a joke. Block whoever you need to block, don't interact with anything that gives you excessive, undue feelings. Maintain a balance.
I'm thinking about the fact that there's nothing really stopping me from committing an act of horror besides my own sanity, and I am shocked at how poorly I've treated it over the years. The things I've seen, the information I had no business learning, who and what I've heard out, the time spent on frankly thankless tasks. What was it all for? To get a rise out of myself? Did I think I was making myself stronger? Was it a test? One thing more important than knowledge is knowing what you actually plan to do with it!
I'm a little scared of what might be to come, but it'll probably be okay in the end.