>>51045
Finding this thread :3

I'm cleaning up my room since like the past few days. Feels good to have more space.

Even though I have had very low social interaction due to covid all this year I been able to keep myself sane by complimenting cuteboy moids on the internet and havingg them compliment them back, I dont believe in long distance relationships tbh but it feels good to be called cute by actual cute boys. I'm so grateful. And I have learned a lot how to not be afraid when initiating conversations and cat calling this year.

got promoted at work recently & got my permit not too long ago. I still feel like I'm going much slower for someone my age, but any progress is good I suppose

>>51060
Wow, good job! Even if you're going slower than others, I'm glad you're still pushing forward. I hope you keep it up.

>>51060
It’s not the getting there that matters anon, it’s the destination. At the end of the day, you have still gotten the same promotion as everyone else. They often aren’t based on competency anyway, but who people are buddy with or want to pass onto another department. They can also poorly assess as who would be good at the promotion job and promote who is good at their current job instead (look up The Peter Principle). Basically, not getting a promotion (or getting one later) is not always your fault.

for the first time in forever i finally have a valentine on valentines day!

>>51097
Can you describe ur bf anon?

>>51098
yea sure what do you want to know specifically because otherwise i can write an entire novel about him

>>51135
adorable…ntyart but what are his best qualities?

>>51060
We all progress at our own speed all is fine just try to love yourself and those around you.

>>51135
what does it feel like to be loved

>>51045
I’ve had a great shit today

>>51137
he's met the standards i've always envisioned in my head, some of which are pretty extreme but tbf i'm an extremist in these things.
>no consumption of porn because of sex trafficking, development of perverse sexuality and inability to pair bond
>safeguarded his virginity for his special someone
>gender critical
>wants to have one life partner
>massive prude
>disagrees with sex work and onlyfans
and he's also met all my ideals! i've always wanted a quiet shy sensitive introverted intellectual romantic hermit type guy, and i somehow stumbled into him!
i love how he makes me laugh so easily and how i'm always smiling all the time because of him. i love how shy and sensitive he is. he struggles with his awkwardness too so we relate over that. we both find shy awkward people very cute so we're always complimenting on each other's cuteness constantly. we both want to live in a hermit bubble together away from everyone. and he's also very romantic and isn't afraid to share his emotional side with me. he's also so kind and caring and selfless. his emotional awareness is so beautiful, like how he's aware his actions and words can affect others around him so he always wants to create a welcoming inoffensive atmosphere. he's very idealistic and dreamy too, and it's so charming to me! he has such a cute imagination. and he's got such a unique world view and his perspectives and insights always astound me. he's just so deep as a person and i really love that! and i also really like how kind considerate and thoughtful he is. he tells me the gifts he gives to his loved ones and they're always so meaningful and catered to their personalities and interests, so he's always so observant and attentive of other people. and he always speaks so highly of others so he isn't a negative person. and i love how handsome he is! i can't stare for too long or else i start blushing. he has this classic old fashioned look to him and takes care of his appearance. his personal style is very attractive to me (he kinda dresses like a gentleman or academic). and he's very private, a non show-off and very humble, even when he can brag about a lot of things. except he chooses not to. i love how he doesn't like social media and is aware of how it can deteriorate your mental health too. he's just so perfect for me! we fit each other perfectly on all levels. i feel like he's my soulmate.
>>51142
it's a very warm fuzzy floaty feeling. it feels like i'm walking on a cloud all the time. and i love how special he makes me feel which is very hard because i have very low self worth. whenever i think of him, i'm always smiling so goofily. my thoughts always turn to him in everything that i see or hear, so i'm constantly happy. he also always has me on his mind. i joked and told him 'your head is my home now, and i'd like to stay there forever because it's so cozy and warm' lol. the very idea of him and his essence encases me in this warm joyous bright light like a soft blanket, and i feel like he's always there with me, watching over me with his love.

>>51182
Thank you for your service.

>>51218
Holy shit, that's awesome, congratulations! This post gives me hope that I will find someone as special to me as your's is to you. Thanks for the read, fren.

I love my boyfriend so much. I love how much he tells me he loves me. I love how much he tells me how beautiful he thinks I am. I love his big beautiful blue eyes, his precious smile, and every single inch of him. I love you so so much, A.

Getting Popeyes today. I want to try out their beignets. Thinking about it makes me drool. I’ve been eating clean for two months So this is my treat to myself!

I sent my mom an email I'd been putting off for a while. :)

Yesterday, for the first time in 10 years, I didn't want to die.

I've been forcing myself to interact with people more and slowly losing a lot of the anxiety I used to have around it. Coworkers have noticed and recently complimented me on the confidence I've gained. Feels nice.

>>52134
yessss so happy for you anon!

Got on the scale today and for the first time in 6 years I'm not considered overweight BMI-wise anymore. Still got 20 lbs before I reach my goal but it's really nice to be so close.

>>52155
Happy for you anon! Keep up the hard work!

I was frustrated due to an issue at work but I used that energy to perform better while working out. Now I feel a lot better and the issue doesn't seem like that much of a big deal now.

I had strawberry boba in my bubble tea for the first time today. Absolutely delicious and I can't wait for the warm weather to really enjoy it!!!!!

I'm having a comfy day working from home with a hot water bottle and a latte macchiato with homemade caramel. (If you've never made caramel, do it. It's so easy and quick)

It's been 6 months since I logged into fb and 2/3 of my depression has been cured from it.

my best friend is so special. i wish them peace. when i die, if there's anything after this life, i hope i can meet them again and stay with them through everything <3

Played tennis today and feeling fit (even though I’m far from it).

kamen rider saber is getting incrementally better so I had a good time watching the newest episode.

I got a good grade in my first university assignment! It was pretty easy but makes me happy, since I just joined.
>>54385
Oh is it? That's cool! I'm pretty behind in it, but I've been meaning to catch up.
ot but never thought i'd find another toku fan here

>>54438
Well done anon.

Ive been running pretty much every day :) also my studies are going so well i feel like im in a good place in life

I posted in the new vent thread that I became a drop out for the second time, but I almost immediately got a really good job offer for a remote position. :)

>>54499
love that for you anon!!! awesome

>>54438
Yeah, it's still not a GREAT season but it's on an upwards incline.

I answered a conference call after being informed of it 5 minutes before it happened and didn't get nervous, scared, sweaty, or feel that intense creeping anxiety that would always make me gag. It was just another daily interaction this time instead of a big thing. Gradually putting myself out there, even if it took years, really helped me come a long way!!!!!!! I'll always be an introverted person but I like that I'm getting better social skills for when I need to use them and I'm so happy with myself :DDDD We're all gonna make it miners!!!!!!

>>54527
Congrats

I'm really proud where I've come with my BPD. It's always going to be something I'm working on, but it's so much easier to deal with than it used to be. I still get triggered, still have bad days, but they're never as extreme or awful as they used to be, and I'm still able to be productive to a decent degree even when I feel like dogshit. Best of all, I am not worrying others or affecting them with my behaviors. I'm happy right now with life even though it's not remarkable or great and truly, I'm just mediocre, but I used to only feel pain and misery in my mediocrity rather than happiness within it. I still wish I could be somebody and have purpose, but I know as long as I stay productive, something of my identity is being carved in that, so I have to keep trudging on.

sat by myself @ lunch for 2 days and thoroughly enjoyed myself !! it doesnt sound like much but ever since i began school (as a kiddo) sitting by myself always made me think everyone was makin fun of me for being a friendless loser, but this week i didnt care. and it was lovely

I caught an artist I adore taking requests and got a wonderful drawing of my waifu. I have an astronomically large hoard of waifu pictures, but looking at one I know was drawn just for me fills my heart with a special kind of joy, and as if that weren't enough, she randomly added she'd draw me another one soon?? That is so sweet of her holy shit, she could easily be using that time to rake in cash from commissions instead, her artwork is top tier.

>>54725
Happy for you anon, it's a nice feeling to be able to enjoy your own company.

MADOKA MAGICA REBELLION SEQUEL FINALLY ANNOUNCED WITH THE ORIGINAL STAFF WORKING ON IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOO I'VE BEEN WAITING 8 FUCKING YEARS

I finished my midterm exam marathon and got to sleep for a full eight hours last night. I played a bit of Stardew Valley and now I'm ready to work on my reports for surgery class.

I got into all 4 med schools I applied to :o)

I just had a really good workout. I'm still a beginner, but I'm getting stronger by the week and it feels amazing.

>>55155
Finishing exams is such a good feeling. I hope you have a good rest of the semester anon.

>>55614
Woah, congrats! Medical schools seem really competitive to get into so you must have worked really hard. Have you chosen which one you'll go to?

>>55623
this image is very soothing

Cleaned my room and took a shower. Not much but I’m getting there. Gonna study next.

Seeing all the pink blossom petals in the wind, and gathering in rain puddles like pink blankets, it's so unbelievably pretty right now.
>>55913
yas, i love sitting cleansed and in a clean room, and you will feel so good to get the studying out the way

>>55927
I went on a foggy walk today. It was like walking in a misty dreamland. That, and the smell of blooming tree flowers in the air.

My best friend whom I hadn't talked to in months called me to tell me she saw something that reminded her of me. We talked for hours about everything and nothing. She told me she loves me. I love her so much. She brings me back down to earth whenever I'm all caught up in my worries. I'm so lucky to have someone like her in my life.

The weather is nice today. There's a cool breeze even though it's the middle of summer.

My partner surprised me during our date last night with matching bracelets she made for us. She's such a sweetheart and I love her dearly. I wanna surprise her and make something nice for her too now, but I haven't decided on what yet. I'm thinking a hair pin.

>>60790
that's cool. how are you going to make a hair pin? like, out of metal, or resin?

>>60791
Was thinking about resin. Could get something 3d printed out of metal but that would be a big hassle.

I’ve returned to the old hobbies ive abandoned and feel productive in what I create

>>51045
I’m sitting here enjoying my cup of tea and pancakes, watching outside this big window as the rain pours down everywhere. Very very loudly too. It’s a grey cloudy rainy day. One of my favourites. It’s good to be alive.

I got a new book about bees and how humans have worked with them throughout history, how they contribute, their importance. I was shaking as I took it out, can't wait to read it under my blankets

>>61917
I always get so excited when the sky gets dark and I now it's about to pour down. So nice after all this heat we've had too. I hope the pancakes were good and also eat them with blueberries or creamed honey, it's the best

I went to the mall today and saw a girl with a bunny in a backpack. It was so cute and totally made my day!

For the first time since elementary school almost two decades ago I've felt accepted and reciprocated in my friend circle. I'm not constantly called just because someone wants something from me or are people pretending they don't see my messages if I'm asking for help or get outright told 'not my problem'/'don't care' if I'm having a breakdown and trying to reach help. Now, these new people even go out of their way to ask me if they can help me even if I'm not asking, and they've been supportive of me being mentally ill. This has been going on for a year, and I'm no longer afraid of them hurting me as badly as people have before. Yeah, there's bound to be more disagreements and misunderstandings but this time I'm not stressing out about that it'll tear me to pieces or make me question myself. I have no idea how the fuck am I ever going to adequately express in words how much trauma they have helped heal. And for finally, finally making me feel good enough even if I'm a weirdo with weird baggage.

>>62193
i've seen cats in them but bunnies would be next level cute.
i'd never own a rabbit though. rabbitsat before and the fuckers chew every cord in sight. little bastard can destroy $200 equipment in less than 1 second of your attention slipping. cute, but evil.

>>63138
cute nep poster :)

I ironed my clothes, tidied the bedroom and office, and sent off a job application.
Tomorrow is another day.
Baby steps s, it gets easier.

>>63242
This inspired me. Thanks, nona.

>>63254
I bought two coffee plants and planted them today. I'm somewhat happy about coffee too. I will probably be able to harvest them still this year. :D

I've been meaning to do another online jigsaw puzzle but I couldn't find an image I wanted to solve. I'll use your op since we've (a group of people I do these with online) have already solved multiple touhou images. is that good?

Bowling update from last thread, I went yesterday. I got 113 in one of my games which I was happy with. But my hip is really sore today. And I couldn't help but be self conscious because I sucked most of the time.

>>63478
I meant this for the /vent/ thread, maybe this means I should be more positive and just be happy and proud I went outside and did something sort of social.

>>63515
That is great, I saw your previous post about going bowling and I'm happy that it is working.

I felt really pretty this morning and also saw a cute booty. Overall a successful trip to the supermarket.

I love my bf and I'm going to him soon again.

My roses have started flowering, the bougainvilleas too

>when I wasn't looking my networth somehow climbed to 32K$
I haven't even really made any big money from investments, I don't know how this happened.

Granted that doesn't include the looming student debt, but one small victory at a time.

>>51045
I bought some soy candles from a local small business. My room smells like cinnamon rolls now. I think things are going to turn out ok after all.

Today I was feeling blah, so I took a picnic blanket, book, and lemon seltzer out to the big field near my house and just read in the sun for like 2 hours. It was so nice. I felt grateful to be alive.

>>64740

yum. i have been burning marshmallow candle since it's gotten chillier at night this week. so comfy.

>>64759
That sounds amazing.

I was gifted earphones by my brother and an amethyst chunk from my daddy because he is in a spiritual phase and apparently amethysts "align out energies" (not mocking him, it's cute). Also I cleaned up some nasty sutff that was rotting in my room and have bought a nice shampoo to shower at the gym (to save some bucks lol)

I became a godmother. Also, my dad fixed my car's AC.

>>64933
Was it your birthday? Happy birthday if so.

I got my sister's girlfriend a red velvet cake and some cheap wine for her birthday, hope she likes it.

>>64933
Happy birthday if it was your birthday!

>>64935
Congrats anon!

>>64933
so cute, big love to your dad

>>64953
I'm not entirely sure she meant her father, I thought it was her bf?

(Amethyst poster here)
>>64954
Sorry, I meant 'daddy' as in an affective way to say father. I'm not a native english speaker so I didn't know if there was a better word for it.
And thank you to the nonas that wished me a happy birthday, it was not my birthday but thank you anyway ^v^. It's just a coincidence that my brother didn't want his earphones anymore and my dad drove through a nearby city that mines amethysts so he got one for each family member. :)

>>51045
I keep proving to myself that i'm not actually dumb and i'm kind of intelligent and I bought a really nice hoodie. ^^

>>64952
update, and not a pleasant one :(

my sister is a dumb doormat that can't decide anything, when her girlfriend repeatedly asked her what she wanted to do or order for dinner she kept telling her to pick whatever she wanted, sister's girlfriend got annoyed after almost an hour of her indecisiveness and left the house to go have birthday mcdonald's by herself

cake: uneaten
wine: undrunk

:(

>>52136
that's freaking awesome! I have social anxiety and other issues, but i always do my best to improve my situation. I never seek it out, but being told good job or that you look more confident/better lights my heart up! Savor those words, and use them to only get stronger!!!

>>51045
I finished all of my homework and I ate a good din din :)

My brother got promoted at his work and he asked me our for a siblings date. We went to a creek to swim, and then we went out to eat, and afterwards he got me a watch from Tiffany's. I want to do something nice to him in return, but I do not sure what. I was thinking of cooking him his favorite meal and prepare his favorite drink, but I am thinking I should do something more.

>>65283
Make him his meal and drink and watch some favorite childhood movie you both like? Just check with him to make sure he still likes the film.

>>64968
You gonna eat that cake

talked with a guy for a bit and it was honestly such a great conversation. everything about it was perfect. the way he reacted to what i said, even if it was stupid, made it seem like he actually cared about what i had to say. anyways i decided to ask for his number and he said yes!

I have a 88% win rate on wordle nd I've been doing really well I hope I can bump it up to 89% soon. I look forward to doing it every morning and the serotonin I get from getting it right is addictive.

>>95300
Dopamine, not seratonin. You sound silly referring to things you don't understand.

>>95342
serotonin not seratonin. You sound silly referring to things you can't spell.

>>95342
Yeah, that's what I meant. Thanks.

I've been feeling pretty down this week. The only thing I've been 100% consistent about is diet and exercise. Even then I've been feeling like I'm not really doing much and wasting my time.

Yesterday I took a good look in the mirror, and I look good. Definitely more definition than last year. I'm happy my work is paying off.

>>95300
I did it!

I had passed my exam with a 95%!

>>96228
kewl
gg

I'm feeling more comfortable without makeup these days. I can finally appreciate my natural beauty after years of being self conscious.

>>96234
Im happy for you for finding your confidence.

>>96228
this is super impressive, good job anon!!!!!
two little kids were SO nice to me today. they are my teachers kids, one ~3? maybe 2, other maybe 7-ish, and they greet me with such childishness- but in the good way. i love kids. they kept trying to give me food lol. positive attention from children are always so sincere and pure, it always makes me feel so good. i hope i see them again ^_^

So fucking glad that the word retard is making its rounds again in gen z. I was so sick of that 'it's ableist language' bs. Shut the fuck up it's funny

>>96254
We need to go back to calling dumb faggot shit "gay" as an insult too. I hate that these words entered a stage where they're "too mean".

I paid off all my debts and also gave up smoking weed. I knew I’d get the debts paid someday but I genuinely didn’t think I’d be able to kick weed but yay here I am

>>96533
do you agree that weed is addictive?

>>96533
also congrats on both, must've been tough. i'm addicted to video games and don't know when i'll stop it. i got a new job recently but i don't know if i can handle it. i have no social skills and i dont understand what people are saying most of the time.

It sounds so cliche, but I feel like I struck gold with my boyfriend. He's so caring, affectionate, and clingy (in a good way). I feel so loved. So different from my past relationships.

saw a cute boy with some birkenstocks today.

also no longer bloatlife from period, this is a cause for celebration

>>51045
I saw a cute garter snake laying in the sun.

>>96533
I think psychologically, I didn't get withdrawals or physical symptoms when I quit. If you're looking for a comfort thing it's easy to get that from weed, cringe but it also enabled my maladaptive daydreaming

>>96547
thank you, I believe in you nona. sometimes we surprise ourselves. Even if you have a few awkward interactions you coworkers will understand that its cause you're new

Last night my husband told me he's been wanting to dress up like a woman. I'm super excited because I've loved men in lingerie and cross dressing both ways since I was a kid. I also know he's not an egg or into gay stuff because he's had plenty of opportunity to go that far but never has. He also doesn't like butt stuff lol. I'm so happy we've found something we're both excited about in the bedroom!

>>96772
inb4 troon out

>>96772
Nona, dip while you still can.

>>96772
You should get him something. They make sexy underware for men.

>>95527
So happy!

>>96811
65 thats impressive

today's my birthday and it went pretty good today. my hairdresser came ovee to retouch my roots and she styled my hair in some very soft loose curls. then i finally got my 1st car and its beautiful. i'm very excited to take her out on a ride.

>>96846
Happy birthday

Actually hung out with people for the first time in awhile. feelsgoodman.jpg

>>96846
Happy birthday and congrats on the car!

>>96928
Lucky.

My bf's hands and forearms are so sexy im gonna burn down my house

I stopped shaving my armpits. Ive been very self conscious about it in the past, but now Ive slowly stopped caring what other people think. I even went to the gym and worked out in a tank top. Turns out I dont grow much hair there and they're very fine.
My boyfriend loves it and smelling my pits.
Some men where already giving me dirty looks for outlifting them, and it's all the more motivating. Weak ass men.

It's been a work in progress slowly accepting my appearance and body. I feel like Ive really grown into my looks as I gotten older. Im going to be hot at 40.

>>96979

Not exactly lucky. Will probably not happen again for several months, if at all.

i got my first bf and first real friend. i never felt that anyone cared for me as much as he does, and i cry or just tear up every time I think what did i do to deserve this much love.
yesterday he bought me a rei plushie, and a cat with a shark costume plushie and a little bunny lamp and a little cat figure for an inside joke we have. and he presented every one of them in a special way. like for the mini figure he put it in my pocket when i took off my coat, and told me I should check my pocket after i left. when he showed me the other gifts before that i was tearing up lol.
he always checks up on me and talks with me and wants to have fun with me. even though i suck at shooter video games, he still plays with me almost daily
he has short temper, but we've been dating for almost 5 months and he never got angry with me and never even argued with me if i make mistakes or say something stupid. I never felt judged by him or lesser than him despite him being much smarter than me. he always encourages and he's the kindest person I know. and really, his kindness is what stood out to me about my bf and i love him so much and im glad and never thought that someone like him could exist.