>>20369
>Why is being skinny considered so important?never mind this group-victim perspective you are coming from.
i've been doing mono fruit fasting and juice fasting for years. means eating nothing, drinking nothing and only eating one fruit (or in the case of juice fasting only drinking the freshly made juice from one fruit).
is very easy to lose weight that way. made me lose respect for people who can't lose weight. i try to be nice, i try to be humble and polite and treat everyone nice, but the truth is i consider people who can't lose weight as damaged.
i've gone pretty far once. my bmi was like 17,5. only drank watermelon juice for weeks. my bones were sticking out, i looked like a skeleton. you could easily see it in my face. my eyes hurt because without the protective little cushions of fat, the skin of my face was streching over my eyes, lightly pushing on them all day. like wearing a slightly too tight turtleneck but over my face.
THAT WAS TOO LIGHT. but then just with a little bit of cushion, bmi 19, bmi 20, that's such a nice way to exist. that's being light as a feather, being full of energy, perfect for the summer. it is silly how easy movement becomes with bmi 19. just the effortlessness and grace of going for a run, like it was the most natural thing in the world. no self-convincing and pumping myself up to go for a run, nothing of the sort. just a dignified turn in the direction of space and whoOOOOOOOOOoop i'm already running.
i believe it is meant to feel like that as a human. light, full of energy, constant effortless movement.
THE DIFFERENCE!!!!! just the difference between bmi 21 and bmi 22. you'd think the difference is small but you'd be wrong. you can feel it. the sudden heavy breathing, the heavy sighing, the depressed emotional ooooohs and aaaaahs. the constant disappointment and regret, the sweating, the stinking, the pimples, the constantly feeling hot, the mood swings, the instability.
it just sucks to weigh a small amount extra, just makes the life worse. why make the life worse when you can have the life better, makes no sense to me.