>>20880>Nona are you underweight by chance? i have done quite a few experiments with fasting, the lowest i experienced was like bmi 18. when i was this light, my bones actually kind of stuck out of my skin, which was awkward and also i instantly noticed that i can no longer lean against stuff because it would hurt my bones since they did not have their cushion at that time. that was too light.
now in the colder part of the year you find me at bmi 21 because i do still like complicated lavish (mostly raw vegan) meals but the meals can not settle in my body because i am very active, i exercise and i also don't sit around all day, i am constantly doing stuff. eating raw vegan and then sitting around in front of a screen, that is it's own form of torture because it releases so much energy which then wants to be turned into something.
in the warm part of the year i eat even more fruit and i go down to bmi 20, which is my favorite weight. i have tried a few different weights and bmi 20 is my favorite. it is not what you would call underweight, it is being light as a feather and having enough muscle mass to be active all day every day. when i am active all day, not having excess weight to carry around turns life from a boring dystopian chore into an exciting wonderful life-affirming dance full of twirls and dance moves. there is nothing like it, can nobody tell me shit about how being heavy feels good, no. being slim without starving is the best for everything.
>Eating apples until evening for your big meal doesn’t sound healthy. then how come i have so much energy and do so much all day? you see how much i type? that's me having energy for anything easily available.
>There is barely any protein in your day. protein is a big myth. the body does not use protein, the protein is cracked into smaller amino acids, which strains the body a lot. i don's strain my body, my food contains all the amino acids directly. think of protein as a box that your body still has to unwrap, why would i do that to myself. that's you just being a follower and looking around to other people on what to imitate in your quest for being normal.
>Wheres the meat? Or if you are vegan, the nuts, the chickpeas, the beans?you have a very narrow understanding on what is possible for a human and the close and distant ancestors of humans i do eat nuts in the winter, beans i don't eat, chickpeas occasionally as candy.
what about the cruelty of your meat consumption, narrowmind? you don't think considering animals as food makes your relation to nature and animal toxic? you don't think you believing you are superior to animals fucks up your ability to relate to the natural world that created you and forces you to participate in the toxic human mindsets of hierarchy and competition despite being the strongest species of this planet? you don't feel dumb acting like life is still law of the jungle and you are a wild predator while in reality you eat pre-killed factory-farmed meat from plastic trays out of the supermarket? you don't feel like a pretender and traitor deep down? because i would. i can not live in denial and play dumb; i don't want the psychological disadvantages and blindspots that an apex plastic predator like you have.