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Drugs Anonymous 1850

From stuff like weed and acid to DMT and coke, share your experiences with drugs. They don't have to be particularly profound or bad, feel free to share your positive, benign, or spiritual trips as well.
I'll start with something fairly benign.
>first time smoking weed
>pretty much have the joint to myself
>"lol I'm not feeling anything"
>suddenly begin to lag behind myself
>black out/can't remember anything every few minutes
>nothing bad yet, just chilling
>start to giggle at something my friend said
>can't control myself
>fall back onto the floor and begin to roll around, still out of control of my body
>become aware I am not myself and forget my being entirely
>can't stop crying now either
>friends laughing at me but I'm genuinely panicked
>Convinced I'm not real
>rolling around a bit
>try to focus on what my friends are saying
>this grounds me
>feels go away
>gets hungry

Anonymous 1854

>spiritual

Anonymous 1877

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ive been high for two years straight

Anonymous 1879

>>1877
Are you alright?

Anonymous 1880

>>1879
whatever keeps me out of the psych ward!

Anonymous 1881

>>1880
Do you feel that you got notably dumber or more forgetful?

Anonymous 1882

Smoke weed everyday

Anonymous 1883

>>1881
i definitely am more forgetful but im cool with that, there's a lot of my life i want blocked out. i dont think im dumber, im definitely slower with my thoughts and my memory is of course shit but i can still retain info no problem, ive always been obsessed with studying and learning everything etc so intellectually im still all there. i still do dumb stoner shit sometimes but i generally just let people think im a ditz

Anonymous 1895

has anyone tried mdma? what was it like?

Anonymous 1896

>>1895
amazing, wonderful, 1,000% would recommend! Kind of feels like being in love and wrapped in a fuzzy warm blanket

Anonymous 1904

I’ve done acid and shrooms once each. Acid wasn’t great but only because I did it with an ex who wanted to be “just friends” even though the breakup was a year ago and messy (pro tip: do NOT do this). Overall it was pretty influential

>>1895
Does mdma make people horny sex freaks? I’ve heard this but never done it, and the person I’m interested in claims to have done it several times and said “touch feels really good” but gave cagey responses about anything else

Anonymous 1934

Been on fentanyl for 2 years, literally ruined my life, still love the high though , I literally can't say no to drugs, I smoked a little too much crystal last night and everytime I do the stuff I end up vomiting once I come down for like 15 min straight. I think I'm giving up the crystal, fu king hate being wired anyways, just wanna sleeeeep and and snort my pills, sleep, snort, abort.

Anonymous 2006

>>1895
I've tried a small dosage but enough to feel the effects for at least a couple hours. I was at a house party with the sort of artsy music crowd at my college last year. Typically when I go to a party, I have a set of "party goals" which just mainly involve getting to know familiar faces better or maybe talking to a crush or something. MDMA made me feel hyper social and made talking effortless and fun. I felt much happier and warmer to my friends and strangers than I usually do. Conversations felt like a game that I was mastering. It was like I achieved a "flow state" in my social interactions, they felt effortless and natural. I was sitting on a couch next to one of my crushes and on a whim I kissed her (something I would never have done sober). She wasn't creeped out or uncomfortable but told me she was straight and that was the moment that finally grounded me. MDMA gave me a drunk on happiness feeling and helped unearth a general love for other people in me. I didn't experience the serotonin withdrawal that some people report but that's probably given due to the low dosage I had.

I also do acid and shrooms occasionally. I recommend to anyone curious about psychedelics to make sure you're first time with any new drug is at a low dose, preferably do them with close friends and in a stress free environment, preferably somewhere you can walk around and feel safe in.

I've found that psychedelics typically has a profoundly positive influence on me and has helped me fight depression and has helped put things in perspective.

Anonymous 2010

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I’ve dabbled in psychedelics for a while, but last year I finally tried ketamine with a friend. I took a low dose and I liked it and all, but I am really fascinated by the therapeutic potential it seems to have for people. Does anyone have any experience with gaining some mental insight with k? Is k-holing as scary as it sounds or can it be good?

Anonymous 2012

The only drug I've ever considered using was ayahuasca to see if it could help me find direction in life. I don't think I ever will because I'm terrified of fucking up my brain or making my mental illnesses worse. I hate that all the conversation online surrounding drugs (especially psychedelics) is overwhelmingly positive and if you fear drugs you must be some kind of unenlightened, conservative Karen who doesn't want anyone to have fun. Any of my friends who regularly smoke weed or do shrooms or whatever regularly have permanently fried their brains. It's impossible to have a normal conversation with them (even when they're sober) and seeing them struggle with paranoia or panic attacks makes me really upset.

It fucking sucks because the idea of using drugs for creative or spiritual experiences seems really cool but it's not worth it if I descent into some conspiracy crackhead.

Anonymous 2013

>>2012
>I hate that all the conversation online surrounding drugs (especially psychedelics) is overwhelmingly positive and if you fear drugs you must be some kind of unenlightened, conservative Karen who doesn't want anyone to have fun.

This. I don't think drugs are good for people and I think a lot people use them for escapism from bad circumstances or personal problems instead of trying to better their lives. Yet if you point this out people react like you want everyone to live like saints or something. Depending on a recreational drug to get you through your basic day everyday is not healthy.

I don't like being around people laughing loudly at nothing or talking incoherently or generally being like toddlers. Some of them smell god awful as well. But again people act like you are the problem for saying this.

I hate the whole thing around medical cannabis. There can't be that many people that care whether a drug is licensed to treat seizures or whatever. Just admit you want to be able to smoke, stop trying to act like you are doing something righteous by trying to legalise it for medical reasons. No one cares about hemp either.

>The only drug I've ever considered using was ayahuasca to see if it could help me find direction in life.


Sorry to be a killjoy but it won't. It's just your brain getting confused about inputs (sound, light, etc) and processing them incorrectly. There's no deep spiritual meaning to it.

Anonymous 2014

>>2013
>>2012
Same here. I enjoy some drugs (weed and ambien) but I can't pretend they're objectively good. I used to have a close friend who was so uppity about drugs, always regurgitating that "weed isn't addictive", but it clearly is and a shitton of people just get stuck on it and ruin their lives because it make you complacent and dull. Whenever I go on a weed bender and run out, I can't sleep or eat for 2 weeks and it's miserable. Ambien got me into some stupid incidents but it's not as repeatable because the tolerance goes up even faster than with weed. I see it like a drunken night, it can be fun occasionally and in the right company but an exception to the rule is all it should be. We'd judge people for drinking every day, so why should a daily joint to take the edge off be any different? I have shit impulse control and never even manage to stick to my "just once a day" rule so right now I'm happy I don't have access to anything. I miss it, but I know it's for the best.

Anonymous 2016

>>2013
That's exactly how I feel, anon.

Anonymous 2023

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I still smoke weed, but not as much as I used to. I used to hit bong all day, but now it's just a small, quick bowl to take the edge off after work in the evenings. It's the equivalent of a glass of wine for me now, and it has never really been a big deal in my country.

Another drug that I did experiment with when I was younger was molly. I really enjoyed M, I only did it a handful of times. I cannot partake any longer because I am on an SSRI. I would have to stop taking it completely, and one night of good fun isn't worth putting your mental health in the hole for.

Anonymous 2066

>>2012
>I hate that all the conversation online surrounding drugs (especially psychedelics) is overwhelmingly positive and if you fear drugs you must be some kind of unenlightened, conservative Karen who doesn't want anyone to have fun.

Fearing drugs, and being a Karen who says no one whatsoever so do drugs aren't the same thing. I don't know whose talking to you treating as if the two are the same.

>It fucking sucks because the idea of using drugs for creative or spiritual experiences seems really cool but it's not worth it if I descent into some conspiracy crackhead.


You make it sound as if these are two different things.

>>2013
>Sorry to be a killjoy but it won't. It's just your brain getting confused about inputs (sound, light, etc) and processing them incorrectly.

This describes all thinking whatsoeve, you also make it sound like "spiritual enlightenment" is somehow reserved for some other specific type of event? When do you think spiritual enlightenment occurs?

Anonymous 2069

>>2066
>When do you think spiritual enlightenment occurs?
It doesn't. There's no such thing as enlightenment or spirits.

Anonymous 2074

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>>2069
>It doesn't. There's no such thing as enlightenment or spirits.
Ah see, there we go, that's a higher order position then your previous one. In that case, you should have just told anon she was stupid for wanting spiritual enlightenment instead of stating that drugs don't give it.

Anonymous 2133

>>2013
>better their lives

What do you have to offer that's better than tripping balls?

>Depending on a recreational drug to get you through your basic day everyday is not healthy


You should pitch that spiel on a construction site. They'd love it.

Anonymous 2134

>>2133
>What do you have to offer that's better than tripping balls?
Let me just get out my "how to better their life" itemized list for each and every person on the planet who takes drugs.

>You should pitch that spiel on a construction site. They'd love it.

??? Still not healthy.

Guess it's true drugs do kill brain cells.

Anonymous 2139

>>2134
>Let me just get out my "how to better their life" itemized list for each and every person on the planet who takes drugs

You don't even have one idea. How pathetic. You're not actually interested in anyone's lives getting better. All you want to do is lecture.

Anonymous 2140

>>2139
I said it would depend from person to person. Only a dumbass would think there is a one size fits all solution for the problems in millions of people’s lives.

Anonymous 2146

>>2140
>you don't understand, I have a REALLY good excuse!

Why is it that xXx_sTraIGhtEdgE_xXx dips sound more like stereotypical drug users than any actual drug user?

Anonymous 2147

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>>2006
>I also do shrooms occasionally.
How often? What dose?

Anonymous 2180

i smoked some pot for a few years and did way too much acid for two years, once or twice a week, that really messed me up i constantly hallucinate and sometimes i hear voices or am paranoid but it could just be me being schizo and the acid brought it on early…
i did molly for a bit and almost got hooked it was kind of scary because it feels too damn good, i quit that cold turkey
now the only drug i do is cocaine like once a month or 2 months



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