>no monster boys thread up
let's change that
Dark Energy
Have you ever come across someone, something, or a particular house/place with a "dark energy" or aura? for some reason, you feel an overwhelming sense that there is something uncanny, malevolent and sinister which emanates from this person/place/object/area etc..
Drugs
From stuff like weed and acid to DMT and coke, share your experiences with drugs. They don't have to be particularly profound or bad, feel free to share your positive, benign, or spiritual trips as well.
I'll start with something fairly benign.
>first time smoking weed
>pretty much have the joint to myself
>"lol I'm not feeling anything"
>suddenly begin to lag behind myself
>black out/can't remember anything every few minutes
>nothing bad yet, just chilling
>start to giggle at something my friend said
>can't control myself
>fall back onto the floor and begin to roll around, still out of control of my body
>become aware I am not myself and forget my being entirely
>can't stop crying now either
>friends laughing at me but I'm genuinely panicked
>Convinced I'm not real
>rolling around a bit
>try to focus on what my friends are saying
>this grounds me
>feels go away
>gets hungry
Aliens
https://www.npr.org/2024/11/13/nx-s1-5189426/ufo-uap-hearing-congress-2024
Do you believe in them?
Spell to get pregnant
Hello everyone I’m kind of a boomer so sorry if I’m acting like a retard, anyway imasking for help , I need spells to get pregnant please , ( I’m fértil and healthy, but i don’t know why I’m not getting pregnant I’m 30)so any kind of help would be welcome , thank you
Scary Phone Numbers
Know any phone numbers that do creepy or wierd things when you call them?
Period blood magic
Does anyone know about this supposed spell that is supposed to bind a male to you forever? E.g slipping a drop of period blood into coffee/tea/wine before serving it to him. I’m fascinated it seems so sick. And if anyone has ever tried it please share story.
Scary Youtube video thread
What's the worst nightmare you ever had?
Conspiracy theories
Which ones do you believe in?
What do you think happens after we die?
Have you ever had a near death experience?
Discuss death and the afterlife
Kesha White Thread
Are these games just surreal horror, an ARG or real mental illness from the dev?
ways to fuck with my roommate
i cant stand my fucking roommate, she made my life very hard. luckily i'll move out in a month. what are ways to subtle fuck with the house that will at least cause her annoyance?
Tarot Readings
Post your question, age, sign, and an image of your choice and get a free tarot reading.
Anyone else find this art disturbing? I found it on the rule 34 and i didnt know that exist a fetish about eye injury. Idk but it's strange and i don't find anything about the artista.
crystal dream diary.
whenever you remember a dream, log it here.
picture used is tako otoko from yume 2kki.
Original Poetry
O brew up fuel for psychic War,
word-makers. Dream, for it lies here,
the seed of Fruit forevermore,
that Apple which for Adam gleam'd
when shined by Eve against her Cheek:
O speaketh ye a voice from far,
μιμούμαι Σαπφώ or Cate Parr.
That Apple Eve mostly bravely bit,
for 'til the day she sank her Teeth,
who knew what might abide in it
or what Juice from it might squeeze.
Long Adam saw it ripe and free,
dangling from its silver Bough,
but it was Eve that dared bite down.
What's the worst thing you have ever done?
AI art: The end of humanity's soul?
I'm kind of freaking out about this whole AI art thing. Souless machines that learn on huge data sets to produce art. It just feels demonic. Why did the techbros think this would be a good idea at all? This thing will replace artists, I know it might not feel like it yet but give it enough time and it will. This is why I'm so scared, genuinely. What do artists have left? Why curse all of humanity out of its own way of expression?
Blue Eisenhower November
What is Blue Eisenhower November (also known as "BEN")?
There's stuff about it that goes back to 2020 and 2022. Seems to be something to do with the afterlife and the future leaking into the present.
Post anything you have heard about it. I can find lots of snippets of things across various sites but that's it. Any help would be appreciated if anyone here is more knowledgable..
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/24050345/
https://youtu.be/p-DEpiQMhZ8?feature=shared
does manifestation actually work
have any of yall actually succeeded? like gotten results so specific that it couldnt just be coincidence? or is it complete bs LOL
coverup/theory discussion thread
a thread about coverups and conspiracies involving powerful people/groups (involvement with sex trafficking/abuse in particular)
here’s a list of some to begin with:
> NXIVM
> X dossiers/Dutroux case
> The finders
> Pedophile activism organisers
> Jeffery Epstein and the Maxwells
> The Franklin scandal
no pizzagate bs, focus on actual cases as much as possible
I hate people online so much that I can't help but want to push them to suicide but most social media are too sensitive and ban you for anything. I really wish there was I way I could push certain individuals I encounter online to kill themselves but no matter what I say it's always words that just slide off their backs. I wish I had some ability to dox or blackmail them, they would absolutely deserve it, I wish I could just find out where they work and live and spread the stuff they say so bravely online to their loved ones or their coworkers and bosses to ruin their lives
Strange things you’ve heard or seen
I think I just heard a meteor burn up or hit the planet. I sleep with the window open and I hear vehicles drive by all the time, but this was different. It was like something streaked by through the air and then popped. Not a big explosion but a pop sound.
It’s funny because the only other witness is my cat. He heard it too,
Astral Projection
Do you believe in astral projection? I'm a pretty big skeptic but I've had numerous experiences that I can't just write off as weird dreams.
I think I got cursed when I chose to stay home and not kill myself when I was 19. My mom even dreamt the night before I was going to do it of her walking into a white house, into a pure white room where my grandma (who died years ago) was next to my lifeless body on a table. She started covering me with a white sheet as soon as my mom walked in and my mom yelled no. She had no idea I was going to do it the next day at all and I never told her why she must've had that dream either. Every time I get the urge to live and I slowly improve my life somewhat, something holds me back for a year and makes me extremely suicidal or I get near death. It's always a year. Whether it's an illness or something else that happens in my life. It seriously won't stop. Right now I'm in a situation where I know it's going to last a year tops and after this I'll have my good luck back until the next round comes. How do I break this pattern? Is dying really the only option I have? I want to live now, but I think Death wants me since I begged for her to take me since I was 11.
PROJECT G.A.T.E. - MKULTRA CONTINUES?
Introductory reading:
https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/126501816/#126520442
https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/158285158/
https://forum.agoraroad.com/index.php?threads/g-a-t-e-mkultra-is-alive-and-kicking.3519/
There was some discussion on /ot/ in one of the conspiracy threads.
What is Project GATE?
>Gifted education (also known as gifted and talented education (GATE), talented and gifted programs (TAG), or G&T education) is a sort of education used for children who have been identified as gifted or talented.
>Students are assessed and can be pulled out of regular classes between 2nd and 5th grade. A Google search for "what is project gate education" will show multiple school districts' website pages on their gifted program.
Former students of such programs report odd experiences such as:
>gaps in memory
>being in windowless rooms or having the windows covered and lights all off
>Zener cards
>having birth complications
>near death experiences
>odd experiences when going out such as being followed or abducted
>above average intuition
What are your experiences in GATE?
Witchcraft General
Can we start a witchcraft general?
Post witchy photos, media, tips, spells, etc.
Has anyone ever had any spells work?
Shoplifting
Have you ever shoplifted? Why? Did you regret it or ever get caught?
Have you ever felt like you had no personality, no consciousness, that you were just... Blank?
I'll start. I have felt like I am not real on several occasions. Most recently, right now as I'm typing this. Has any anon felt this way?
How do you feel about Gnosticism?
hollywood cover ups
anyone got creepy hollywood stories or conspiracys that arent known as much its like crack to me
unregulated fairly safe psychedelic plants in US?
Never done drugs or alcohol before but I really want to try psychedelics for magick reasons, but also don't wanna go to jail/spend money on stuff and get involved with bad people. Anyways, what plants grow fairly commonly across north America that aren't dangerous and have psychedelic effects and how do I proccess/injest them easily? Also, how much should you take per body weight so it is safe? I want to trip alone because I'm afraid I'd slip out as dark secret/thought and my friends would leave me. thanx
Female Creep Thread
Has anyone else here just done unabashedly creepy things in their life?
Recently, I saw a really cute guy in one of my Zoom classes, and I feel guilty, but I took a bunch of screenshots of him. Every moment felt like something that needed to be captured and collected. Him holding a cup, standing up, turning to the side, closing his eyes. He looked like a painting or something. The more I think about it, the more I realise that wasn’t a socially acceptable thing to do.
I feel like I should delete them all out of common decency, but then they’re gone forever, and it’s not like I intend to doxx him or anything. Plus, the Zoom itself was recorded, so he might be shown there, anyway. I still feel wrong for doing it at all, though. I know I wouldn’t want to be recorded or screenshotted. Am I the only one like this?
Greek Magical Papyri/PGM spells/rites etc
So I have a copy of the PGM (first volume) and was thinking of casting spells for divinatory and love reasons.
Has anyone casted spells from this book?
Does anyone have experience with this kind of magick and have any advice?
What PGM spells do you recommend to cast from this book?
Any other similar good and comprehensive ritual guides of ancient non-abrahamic(yes ik it has ancient christian and jewish spells/influence) recommendations?
Magic
Each thing personally affects reality.Example-eating salt and then being assalted.Find which thing and pick the categories,words,letters and symbols and get the answer to any question or not pick the words and the words that are remaining or farthest away are the answer.Find which thing and do magic.Thinking thoughts,snapping or pointing your fingers and a book with the information appears or the thing you were thinking of appears.The elements.Vitamins and minerals.Eating or drinking the same food again and again or a combination of things or not eating or drinking enough.Write a paragraph of information about subjects.Get the answer by connecting the words and other things,specifying,adding words to the words,correcting the errors,synonyms.
anyone here have experiences with the hat man?
My mom saw him when she was hanging out with some friends as a teenager. he was hiding behind trees. a dark shape of a man with a hat.
What are the darkest thoughts you have?
Tell CC what you can't tell anybody else.
Brilliant minds
The causes of having a genius,omnipotence,superpeople,great minds.To get a starship.A replicator.A miracle.The need.Air smog.Each thing has a spectrum.The parts of the spectrum of each thing that have the opposite reaction to the parts of the spectrums which cause aging,retards,sickness,etc,etc and there's the other parts in the middle (example - the berry spectrum has the healthiest berries and poisonous berries and the other berries in the middle).Cravings.The elements.Vitamins,metals and minerals.By taking a supplement.Eating or drinking the same thing again and again or a combination of things or not eating or drinking much.Problems to get,find or make foods.Having smart or physical body's to get the things eaten.Processed and natural foods.
Celto-Teutonic paganism thread
Any other Celto-Teutonic pagan nonas here? I'm using the term Teutonic because the term Norse paganism is not accurate imo and I think the Celtic and Teutonic practices have plenty of overlap as the two cultures lived fairly close to eachother. I am not talking about Wicca or witchtok/tiktok pagan shillery, nor himmler-muh-aryanlarpy shit.
Personally, I venerate Frauja and Wotan and Ziw primarily and venerate Wotan on Weds and cast spells related to Ziw and Frauja on their related days. I have been reading stuff like Dumezil and Eliade and it has helped my understanding a lot. I've also looked into Vedic/Hindu traditions and the ancient near eastern traditions as I feel like they have some overlap.
What does your practice look like? What advice do you have for newcomers?
What books or videos or resources do you recommend?
Do you venerate a specific God or Goddess?
What do you think of the modern pagan communities?
Are you part of any religious communities irl or online?
Do you practice magick related to your faith (seidr, druidry etc)?
Opinions from other related traditions welcome, I'd love to hear some perspective from Romuva, Hellenist or Rodnover nonas!
Do you believe in subliminals?
I have been listening to them on YouTube on and off for 5-ish years. At younger age I noticed stronger physical results (eye color change, jawline, better side profile etc). Now that I started again I also used ones for my hair, weight, shoulders, beauty and to learn. I didn't take pictures this time but 99% sure my hair is getting better.
who really runs this world? are the Illuminati legit?
The CEO of YouTube passed away recently of Cancer. I personally believe the swamp took her out because she outlived her usefulness. There are 3 ways the swamp takes people out cancer, cardiac arrest, and suicide.
One person I talked to that I suspect of being apart of the swamp did a Freudian slip and talked about a guy she knew who got cancer and there was nothing wrong with him before. Really makes you think
Anyone here into Hypnagogic Archive?
Just finished season 1 of HA and I feel like Ellis is such a dreamboat.
Ministry of Humanity
Found this weird youtube channel. Is an art project or ARG?
https://m.youtube.com/@ministryofhumanity/videos
Creepypasta Thread
Let's write some short horror stories and post them here
Does Anybody Else Believe In The Fluoride Theory?
Basically the theory is that the reason fluoride is put in the water supply to lower our immune systems and keep us docile.
I feel like I’d be a lot more aggressive, but something always seems to be holding me back, even if I know I won’t get in trouble for a little jab or insult once in a while.
fucked up websites
what are the most fucked up websites you've come across? what made them fucked up to you?
Omnipresent daytime sense of doom
I just hate the sun. Whenever it's daylight outside I can feel every second of my life tik-tok-tik away. Slowly. Like nails scraping away at a rusted board.
I genuinely feel uncomfortable during the daytime. Every day. All my life. It usually isn't so bad as to interfere with my daily life, but it's still uncomfortable. Particularly during sunsets, I get this horrible feeling of impending doom. I cannot properly describe it, it is like a terror you can see from a distance. Far enough yet not to panick but close enough to want to do something about it. Except nothing ever comes.
But this feeling always goes away during the night. It doesn't matter what time it is during the day. When the sun is out, I feel stress 10x worse. I can (by thumb) measure the time that has passed since I started studyin, the time left for me to finish the assignement, if I am at home it makes me feel bad for missing out on some fun, if I am outside it just makes me feel annoyed somehow. But at night I feel at peace.
In a weird way, I feel like this song captures this feeling fairly well, I listen to it almost every day since I found it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jo29PoLkoOM&t
Sorry for the weird post, I just needed to vent my feelings once. Feel free to reply with whatever and feel free not to. Not like I want any type of advice or consoling.
Pizzagate discussion
I'm not even sure if I should make this thread considering how dark and disturbing the subject is. I wonder how deep the rabbithole goes. I already know some things but I still feel like I'm only at the tip of the iceberg. Do you believe in this conspiracy /x/ ? I do. If my thread gets deleted because of the deeply disturbing subject I can understand.
uncanny/weird sites thread
/x/ removed uncanny sites ?? i cannot find…
send links i nedd
/tig/ - Targeted Individuals General (Electronic Harassment, Gang Stalking, Psychological Terror)
Targeted Individuals are people reportedly being targeted by various forms of Gang Stalking, usually done by the governments, powerful criminal gangs and federal structures (of various countries since gang stalking isn't exclusive to one country). Reported effects of being a victim of banned psychotronic weaponry include thought insertion (zombification), hypnosis, hot flashes, uncommonly feeling contractions and pressure in your crotch (tele-rape).
Post your experiences with Gang Stalking (being a TI, knowing a TI IRL, etc)
I want to start worshipping Gods
Does anybody else here worship the Greeks? How do you get started? Do I just make an altar and start praying? Can an altar be anything?
The Owen Benjamin Cult
Here's a deep dive into the topic
Castle of the dark mother
This castle in Belgium was owned by a coven of witches and was known to have various dark at evil things take place at it.
Here is the video https://youtu.be/Ue9M2zTzmA0?si=BSwVEGomU0GDV8ix
Im new to astrology. Your experiences!
What are your experiences with other people (for example your bf/husband) and their character resembling the attitudes commonly attributed to their sign?
I know a cancer guy and he fits almost perfectly with the description given in the internet (like being very empathetic and family oriented but also having mood swings especially during a full moon).
It makes me wonder if there really is something to all of this. I have never paid attention to Astrology up until now.
I want to learn magic
Where do I start?
how can i fix myself?
i feel like i'm barely alive, and i don't know what my problem is. i have a lot of issues with focus and motivation. i was diagnosed with adhd when i was 13, and i've tried many medications for it up through university, but none helped. i have trouble with basic hygiene and taking care of myself. when i google stuff related to "cant brush my teeth every day" kek everything that pops up is about depressed people who struggle with feeling worthy and deserving of caring for themselves. i don't hate myself, and i really want to be clean and look nice. i just don't do it.
i see some bipolar traits in myself. my father has bipolar type two. my grandfather is schizophrenic, and i am terrified of developing this. i do swing between extreme optimism and extreme despair. i oscillate between extended periods of insomnia and sleeping for 20 hours a day. when i am in this despair mood, i lose my personality and i am incapable of reacting to things. my mind becomes blank and i do not understand what to say in basic conversation, because i cannot think of any response at all. my insight is always severely impaired in both states of despair and optimism. i do not have any clarity of thought. my thoughts are either chaotic gibberish word vomit that happen too fast for me to even understand, or my thoughts are so slow that my internal monologue vanishes and i am not able to put any words together at all. right now i am on day 3 of this high-energy insomnia thing
i try hard over and over to fix my sleep schedule, but i don't wake up when i set an alarm. i really want to set a regular bed time, but then when it comes time for me to go to bed, i can't sleep/don't want to sleep and i dread it because i know i will not wake up until the next evening. and i hate sleeping during tne day. makes me feel sadder and weirder. last week i somehow felt tired at 9 pm, and i was so proud of myself. i went to bed at 9! but then i woke up at 10 PM the next day lmao.
sometimes i get a burst of motivation to start an art project, but then i end up getting distracted and starting some other new thing, and nothing ever actually gets finished. i always genuinely believe i am about to finish something this time for real, which never happens. i can focus on something for maybe 30 minutes tops, and then i can never look at it again. during these periods i feel good about my life and believe there is actually nothing wrong, and that i am doing okay because at least i am employed. it is because i get the idea (delusional) that i'm going to start a new hobby, or pick up an old one, and get outside more, and i'll be fine when i finally am doing enough. and during these periods, the idea of sleeping makes me so sad. i know when i finally crash and sleep after like a week, i'll be in bed asleep for 1-3 days and lose all of this time and remember none of it. i sort of just lie in bed and let my life pass me by. i always end up worried i'm going to die in my sleep. i do not know who i am as a person. i used to love to read, but i have not had the mental focus and clarity to finish a book in years. i try not to be on the computer that much because it confuses me more. i spend a lot of time handwriting lists of random things, and then making new versions in different orders.
i've been like this basically as long as i can remember. when i was a kid, i could never go to sleep, and the only way i could wake up for school would be for my dad to dump a bucket of ice water on my head. i used to fall asleep in school every day. and as a child i never made close friends. i could make conversation casually, but i never developed long term friendships. i limped my way through university with adhd accommodations. i had some friends in university who i partied with, but no one close, and i didn't stay in contact with anyone. i try to be nice to people, but i am probably socially retarded (i've had people tell me i seem autistic but idk) and i think people just get offputting vibes from me because i am a strange person. for the past 4 years, i have had no friends. i talk to my mother every day. my dad doesn't call me or talk to me because he acts exactly like me and just sleeps all day. he is a good father, he's just also insane. my mom is the only real person in my life. i have two internet friends, and they only still talk to me because we met when we were 14. they've grown into serious women with real lives, and i am proud of how much my childhood internet friends have achieved. but i don't want them to pity me, and i just have nothing to talk about.
i've never had any trauma or any reason to be an antisocial recluse. i have a nice family, and i talk to my mother every day. my dad doesn't call me or talk to me because he acts exactly like me and just sleeps all day. he is a good father, he's just also insane. i don't have friends or social interaction outside of my mother. i am 25 and i have a fake email job and i can get enough work done during the energetic insomnia phases somehow to remain employed.
things i have tried:
>adhd meds: adderall, ritalin, concerta, strattera. strattera was horrible and had no benefit whatsoever, and brutal side effects. the other ones gave me more physical stamina and energy to go outside most days. they did nothing for my brain fog or focus. concerta made my chaotic racing thoughts worse. the stimulant meds all had this horrible anxious/depressed comedown period when they wore off in the evenings. concerta was the worst for this also.
>kratom (didn't really feel it,) piracetam (made me feel strange, dizzy and sleepless,) st. john's wort (made me fall asleep)
>i tried a ton of retarded things when i was 17-19 (marijuana, cocaine, mdma, ketamine, 4mmc, acid, shrooms, speed, alcohol.) had varying and mostly enjoyable experiences at this time, but i have no interest in these whatsoever now, and haven't done them in years. even at this time i was basically trying to find something that would "fix me" or give me a new perspective on life. none of them achieved this. i don't want to damage my brain more!!!
>i had years of talk therapy and different kinds of therapy from ages 8 to 17. i dont really remember it because i dont think it did anything. my memory is also really bad so i dont remember anything i may have been taught in these sessions, but i just felt like i was talking at this lady who wasnt really interested
>in 2021 i seriously evaluated converting to christianity and went to church for a time. obviously, i did not experience this spiritual reinvigoration in life. i like the idea of religion giving purpose and meaning, but i do not think it can do it for me
>i used to smoke, and quit last january. i replaced it with those retarded velo pouches. i want to quit these, too. nicotine is said to boost your mood and focus a bit, but it also has not done this for me because apparently nothing can
>in the past few years i have tried supplementing magnesium, vitamin B12 (i have the mthfr mutation,) vitamin C, vitamin D, iron. none of this made any noticeable difference.
>got thyroid levels tested recently, they are slightly below range but nothing to justify treatment
i am not suicidal, and i love being alive despite this weird bullshit. the only time i have ever experienced being suicidal was when i was taking concerta (i think my dose was too high.) it scared me! i never think about dying. i don't want to waste my life, but i want to make more of it. i am terrified of letting my life pass me by.
i want to get better, and to achieve clarity of thought. i love being outside in the sunlight and i love talking to my mother, and these things make me happy enough that i want to do them so much more. i want to be able to finish my drawings without getting distracted, and to be able to sleep every day at a semi regular time. i believe it is possible for me to improve if i can figure out the right way to do it. i don't want to be like my dad (just like me but 60) or my grandpa (lives in mental hospital and does not know what is real.)
i still feel like i should be able to will myself out of this somehow if i can just master my mind. i don't know how to do that. my mom wants me to try therapy (cbt?) but i think its a waste of money, and my parents just wasted money for me to get therapy for 10 years as a child, and i still turned into this. and i feel like i should be able to figure out how to change my behavior myself. i deep down do not want to see a psychiatrist to get evaluated for bipolar, because i do not want to be like my dad. my dad is unmedicated but he was medicated in the past, and it didn't change his life. i see what a burden my dad is to my mother right now, because he is a shell of the man she married and she has to support him while he is like this. i was born a shell so nothing of value has been lost, because i don't remember having a personality. my mom is such a lovely woman, she didn't ask for this shit, but now she is stuck with this mentally ill retard faildaughter whose only friend is her. and i don't want to be an additional burden to my mom also, especially as she is getting older. i feel a little bit lonely, but i also dont have the patience or mental clarity for any kind of friendships, and ive never been interested in dating.
ok s this is a very retarded desparatepost but like. am i just totally fucked genetically, or is it possible for me to get better somehow? is there something else i could maybe try that i haven't thought of? i will try drugs, i will try some new attitude, i will try developing behavioral patterns. i really want to turn things around if i possibly can. open to any and all suggestions
have you ever seen a painting move?
Will pay to harass
Is anyone here willing or able to make someone’s life hell with just their name and phone number? This hag at my job needs to be punished
Michelle Carter case
In your opinion, should what Michelle Carter did be considered illegal or was she just being unethical but overall not guilty?
>Conrad Henri Roy III was an American man who died by suicide at the age of 18. His girlfriend, then 17 year-old Michelle Carter, was accused of encouraging him in text messages to commit suicide. The case was the subject of a notable investigation and involuntary manslaughter trial in Massachusetts, colloquially known as the "texting suicide case". Roy had seen numerous mental health professionals, and he insisted that he wanted to die. Carter and Roy had both been prescribed psychiatric medication. The case raised questions pertaining to the nature and limits of criminal responsibility.
Anyone else getting weird dreams recently??
I remember my dream from last night. I can't remember all the details, but I'll summarize it as best I can.
I was at school, or at least at a school (I dropped out), and I was me, but not at the same time. I just looked a little different; I basically had my dream body. Me and this group of people stopped at some random location, I belive it was an apartment of some sort, and this guy comes up to me and we start chatting (he used my real name and acted like we were besties). We eventually get into one of the apartments with a few others, and while I was sitting, he laid down on my chest, and we watched YouTube together. Thats basically all I can remember. Nothing crazy is happening but me and some randoms hanging out. After that, I woke up crying and in a cold sweat.
I just want to know if anyone else is having weird, vivid dreams for some reason…
how do you think souls/spirits look like?
Ever since I got rid of my ex's mementos and memories, my vision of him has slowly deteriorated until the only thing I could remember was a body of water. Similar to Chaos or that guy from Terminator. All that remained is a human being made of water. He hugs me and cuddles me, but I don't see hair, nor skin, nor a face in it.
And I wonder, my mother used to say she was very spiritual and that she could see spirits because she went to many spiritual locations, and she did say that these spirits would be like a body of water. I went to search on the internet but there seems to be no real consensus on how these spirits/souls look like.
Anyhow, how do you think spirits/souls look like?
How to summon incubus
How do I summon incubus, I'm really horny, also needs to be white.
The S.C.U.M Manifesto
Has anyone read it? What were your thoughts on it?
Tech Paranoia
It probably seems hypocritical but I’m someone who is online nearly 24/7 but extremely paranoid about things such as online tracking, social media using my data, etc. I only have Discord because all my friends do but I fucking hate it because there’s practically no privacy. I want to get more secure and private online but I don’t know where to start. Are college classes good at all or run by feds?
Do you believe in Aliens?
Blessings thread
>if you are a wizard and you would like to grant blessings
Be as transparent as your practice allows and keep it cozy. You may politely deny or ignore a someone else’s request if you are not comfortable with it. You are forbidden from casting unwholesome magic in or at this thread
>if you are looking for a blessing
Simply ask for a blessing. Do your best to specify what you need, but please keep it cozy. If you don't specify, any of our wizards may bless you with whatever beneficial things they see fit.
the worst thing you've ever done
what's the worst thing you've ever done in your life? do you feel guilty? did you get away with it?
True Crime Community
Any anons in the tcc?
Any outsiders willing to voice their opinions?
Why is true Crime so popular, especially with the woman audience?
How do non-Americans feel about the subject?
Do you have a favorite killer?
Who do you think is a handsome killer?
Why would you be attracted to a serial killer?
Unhinged thread
Any other seriously mentally ill and unhinged and disconnected nonas on the board? Like others with schizophrenia, DID, ASD or other serious mental issues? How's it going?
Anyone have a tulpa? I've had a tulpa for about 8 years now but lately I've been feeling very strange. That being said I have a question. Are tulpas demons? Did I summon a frickin demon?
/omg/ -Occultism & Mysticism General
>Western Esoterica: http://www.esotericarchives.com/index.html
https://www.youtube.com/@TheEsotericaChannel
>Internet Sacred Texts Archive: https://www.sacred-texts.com/pag/index.htm
>Yoga: https://www.thelonerider.com/pdf/asana_pranayama_mudra_bandha.pdf
>Mesoamerican: https://www.mesoweb.com/books/index.html
https://www.mesoweb.com/publications/Christenson/PopolVuh.pdf
https://web.archive.org/web/20060922195555/http://library.case.edu/ksl/ecoll/books/brinag00/brinag00.pdf
>Alchemy: https://www.alchemywebsite.com/index.html
https://archive.org/details/alchemyintroduct0000fran/mode/2up
>Chaos Magic: https://archive.org/details/LiberNullAndThePsychonaut
>Gnosticism: http://www.gnosis.org/naghamm/nhlcodex.html
>Hermeticism: http://gnosis.org/library/hermet.htm#CH
>(Dianic) Wicca: https://archive.org/details/holybookofwomens00zsuz
>Tarot: https://tarothermeneutics.com/classes/Jodorowsky-Camoin/handouts/Alejandro_Jodorowsky_-_The_Way_of_Tarot.pdf
Discuss occult books and practice here! I placed some free resources above and tried to keep it as diverse as possible, but please recommend more resources if you notice something missing. If you have a question about occult practice ask it here, or otherwise hang out!
Anything you're working on or reading at the moment?
cult thread
let’s talk about cults. all kinds, christian, new age, satanic, online, etc.
conspiracies are okay as long as they actually have some kind of evidence that isn’t pure speculation.
a list of some of the worst ones still active:
>The Order of Nine Angles
>The FLDS church
>The process church of the final judgment
>manson family
>Scientology
>Kali Yuga Acceleration
>The moonies
all of these groups and their offshoots are implicated in criminal activity. many are also extremely suspicious and well connected
relationship manipulation
do stuff like "hot and cold" work if you're already in a relationship? it seems like every "manipulative" attraction advice is about finding someone and then nothing for the rest
Weird/Random sites
What are some strange websites you've been to? (If you share anything disturbing, please spoiler) the pic related is from isitchristmas.com. No shock sites please.
JF gariepy sacrificed his wife?
This white nationalist YouTuber, JF gariepy, is making the headlines after his wife mysteriously disappeared. He is allegedly backed by Epstein and allegedly has masonic connections. Is it possible that he sacrificed his wife?
What are your thoughts on the Cameron Herrin case?
Is it possible to be "too pretty for prison"? For those who don't know, here are two youtube vids to fill you in.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPELi383Z_0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdsZWqYIb7c&t
Cyberstalking
I do it, do you?
I love finding hidden accounts and secret blogs and I dox just to see if I can (but never post it or interfere with the person otherwise)
Tarot Reading on Youtube
Any tarot YouTubers that you watch regularly? Do they resonate with you?
>Shadowplay Tarot https://www.youtube.com/@shadowplaytarot (resonate, most of the time)
>Mystic Rose https://www.youtube.com/@mysticrose123 (resonate, most of the time)
>Charmed Intuition Tarot https://www.youtube.com/@charmedintuitiontarot/videos (watching because comfy and her stuff is cute)
Mind control
Do you guys believe in if? Do you think you've ever been subject to it? Do you in general believe our behavior and thought process can be altered via subliminal messages in media and audio?
Manipulation
>What's the most extreme manipulative scheme you've completed?
>How did it affect the people involved?
>Would you do it again?
>Do you feel guilt manipulating people?
>What are your feelings in general regarding manipulation?
>If others were severely harmed in some way because of your manipulation, would that matter to you? Why or why not?
>Have you been manipulated in an as extreme way as you've manipulated others? What happened and how did it affect you?
>Do you take pride in manipulating people?
>Do you feel like emotional abuse is inherently wrong when it is purposefully inflicted? Why or why not?
Intrusive thoughts and bad intentions
Post your temptations here
Suicide
How would you do it?
What's the most effective method with minimal pain? I'm a puss.
Was there any other way out for her? Would you have done the same?
Does anyone else wish magic was real and or to be a magical girl?
For me its a bit of a chunni rant. I hate this world simply because magic isnt real. I dont mean as in wicca/pagan. I mean more of magic as in the showy magic in anime and games. The stuff that defies science and controls nature or just is pure energy.
Even though as I get older theres still a part of me that wants to be a magical girl.
Irrational fears
What are you scared of?
In the last two weeks or so all I've dreamt about is death.
My current boss and her unborn child dying in a horrific car crash. Coming across an article about the suicide of a past roommate. Being lured into a bus and then pushed into the sea. A couple of other dreams that I don't fully remember, but that left a sinister aura waking up.
What gives?
has anyone else gotten dpdr/depersonalization/derealisation/dissociation from weed, this feeling is so scary
Anyone else follow this pattern here?
People were talking about strange coincidences between kids who were in gifted/TAG/GATE classes in school. Anybody else have similar circumstance?
>Blue eyes (hazel seems equally common)
>Occipital Bun (aka math bump on the the back of the skull = Neanderthal trait)
>Birth Complications (like weeks early or not breathing)
>Near Death Experiences (especially drowning)
>lack of memory of TAG (we all did many many hours there, and it's very vague)
>windows covered in TAG classrooms
>tendency to be followed, especially by creeps
>Law enforcement being very lenient
>IQ's are often as high as 130; 100. Many IQ's even higher.
Other similarities, less common but still common enough to mention
>interest in /x/ phenomena
>heavy early twenties drug experimentation period
>forehead scars
>early speech therapy
>first born
>bad childhood, or history of severe mistreatment
>migraines
>premonitions/prophetic dreams
>above average intuition
I believe in reality shifting
And I will do it
(sorry I used google translate because my English isnt enough good so if the text sounds weird its because of that!)
Beneath the Internet dream, a network has been revealed that operates under the terms of power politics, profit maximization and the largest companies. Edward Snowd extinguished the dream of a web whose communities are outside the dirty game of politics. It turned out that every part of the internet is under the control of the authorities and ordinary internet users, from hackers to network activists, are essentially pawns of the big powers.
The power of the big ones online also seems to be increasing rapidly. The big five of technology companies, i.e. Facebook, Google allied with Samsung, Amazon, Microsoft and Apple have grown so large that they are practically able to buy their key rising competitors out of the market. A new concentration of power is growing around these five American companies, through which commerce, news, literature, movies and TV programs flow.
In the twists and turns of history, every new means of communication has initially been associated with great hopes for a new era of freedom and democracy. In time, the radio was supposed to release the transmission of information into the hands of amateurs and create a network of active citizens. Soon the airwaves were regulated by the state and broadcasting was in the hands of a few companies. Similar expectations were related to the telegraph and the telephone, among other things.
Despite the death of utopia, its power to connect people looking for peer support or like-minded people is still without any historical parallel. In the coming decades, the web will revolutionize everything, and the extent of that change cannot even be understood yet. Twenty years from now, we will all be living in a pure-blood internet society.
Masonic rabbit hole
Royal order of jesters walked so Epstein could run
https://medium.com/@HeapingHelping/who-are-the-royal-order-of-jesters-55ffe6f6acea
Rabbit Hole Thread
Got any creepy mysteries or disturbing rabbit holes to delve into?
Am I the only one that thinks that chester Bennington was sacrificed by Jay Z?
Weirdest people you've been friends with
Thought this could be like an accompaniment to the "Weirdest people you've met online" thread. I got to thinking about weird friends I've had and it made me realize alot of them have been pretty weird. Back in grade school I befriended:
>A furry who became my best friend. She would draw porn and gore in the middle of class. Obligatory weeb.
>Someone who gets sexually aroused by setting things on fire. Also is very into traps but not gay AFAIK. Obligatory weeb.
>Someone with a gigantess and vore fetish, and that would have a weird obsession with Germany and talking with a German accent. Obligatory weeb.
>Someone who got obsessed with getting their whole body pierced. Started with getting a lip piercing, then a nose piercing, then nipple piercings, and then a clit piercing. Also started fictionkinning as a little anime girl. (This was a girl btw, not moid FYI).
>Chainsmoker Chinese friend covered in tattoos and supposedly with BPD.
>Someone that would suddenly text me that she's taking a shit, while I was in the middle of class.
>Someone with aspergers that could sing the entire periodic table from memory. We ended up developing a whole depraved AU with him and the rest of my friend group. Huge Science nerd that knew alot about guns.
>Someone that developed over 50-60 different OCs and basically had an entire Tolkien lore of them.
>A girl that joked about raping me, because I'm "so kawaii". There was this one Japanese sims-like hentai game I got into at one point that you could make models of your favorite characters to have sex with them. She made a character based on me in it, apparently.
>A bunch of Hetalia-obsessed fujos that started only calling me by a country name rather than my real name. All started becoming lez for eachother to live out their yaoi ships.
>Someone who suddenly out of nowhere said he would walk into class and slit everyone except mutual friend sitting next to me's and my throat, because we "are nice".
Yeah, I've been friends with some pretty weird fucking people, bordering on possibly demented occasionally. Most of them have been pretty nice people though. Maybe I just attract them because there's something very wrong with me. I'm curious what weird friends you all might have had. Feel free to share.
Can you accidentally create a tulpa or am I schizo posting
I have a character that I’m very attached to and when I am lonely I imagine she’s real and being friends with her. Normally she’s quiet, but she started talking back. And giving answers that are not my own conscious thoughts. I swear to god she is becoming real and I see more and more of her every single day
I’m not schizophrenic and I don’t have any psychosis that runs in my family. I don’t want to get rid of her btw, I want her to be here more. Anyone have any type of experience with this stuff?
MBTI General
whats your personality type?
whats your zodiac sign?
what type/sign do u like and dislike the most?
>INTJ Edgelord
>INFP crybaby
>ENTP will never shut the fuck up
>INTP forever alone
>ISTJ the ultimate NPC
>ESTP Chad
>ENTJ your future boss
>INFJ the ultimate form of horse shoe theory. He's either hitler or an SJW
>ENFJ sjw or normie
MBTI tests
>>Beginner level
https://www.16personalities.com/
http://jupiter-34.appspot.com/
>>Advanced level
http://keirsey.jung.test.typologycentral.com
http://keys2cognition.com/explore.htm
>>Bonus test
https://www.eclecticenergies.com/enneagram/dotest.php
http://similarminds.com/bigfive.html
http://www.celebritytypes.com/big-five-personality/test.php
MBTI discord:
discord.gg/XpGzHaj
theres a girls only channel + hobby channels
I'm not sure if this belongs on /b/ or here but why is it that the vast majority of spiritual leaders (e.g. Jiddu Krishnamurti, Osho, Mooji etc.) are moids but the vast majority of people who are seriously into religious or spiritual practices (e.g. meditation, yoga, respect for nature or animals etc.) on the ground are women? I've never met a moid who wasn't either an atheist or religious for exclusively pragmatic reasons (e.g. securing a subdued woman).
weird world wide web
post odd things you found online
animistic witchcraft
who here follows the gods or local spirits? I practice a folk religion and give regular offerings to the land and my home nisse. eventually I wanna practice animistic witchcraft and do spirit working. anyone else?
Whatever you are, you decided to be
You are the reason your life is in the state it is today. To live the life you want, you have to align yourself with that life.
Are we really surprised that a freemason used their connections to commit crimes?
https://www.theguardian.com/media/2011/jun/08/phone-hacking-scandal-jonathan-rees
Coffee Reading
Any nonas here interested in Turkish Coffee Reading? I have a cezve my mom gave me and have tried it before but only have Arabic coffee on hand and not sure if it makes good results.
Feel free to share tips and resources.
What do anonettes on CC think of Tulpas?
I'm oddly fascinated about the subject but all the opinions I've seen have been mostly male dominated. Usually of them trying to bring their waifu into some sort of reality.
Karma
Any thoughts on karma, miner?
There are Indian religious schools that teach about karma. Westernized the concept is simplified as a rule of cause and effect, reaping what you're sowing, doing good and therefore experiencing good and vice-versa doing bad and experiencing bad.
There is also: good karma, bad karma and neutral karma (not to be neglected, you don't have to be all good and some good can even be bad, think helper-syndrome and/or self-exploitation).
Do you think Epstein was whacked or that he faked his death?
Manifestation
>what are you manifesting?
>what are your methods?
>what have you already successfully manifested?
Any experience with Angels?
Maui fires
Am I the only one that thinks the fires were fake? Or that they did them to steal land and abduct people to traffick them?
Ricky Rodriguez and the danger of cults
Who was seen this documentary about this guy that was subjected to ritualistic abuse and went insane?
Female killers general
This person looks unreal
Am I the only one that thinks this person looks uncanny Valley? Like a man or something else wearing a face mask? I don't know who this is but it's a pic I found browsing the internet.
Fake internet deaths
Let's talk about people who fake deaths online, either elaborate stories about people close to them or their own death or suicide.
Has anyone here ever been stalked by a cult? How did you get them to leave you alone?
Share an unexplained/supernatural/weird experience you had
Hey nonas, I thought it might be cool to share a supernatural/otherworldly/unexplained experience you had. Even if someone is a skeptic on the paranormal I feel like everyone has a story or two.
I'll share one.
>be me, always like tarot cards but more in a scientific way of it being helpful to use them to look at a problem from a different perspective
>kind of get into paganism, fall down deep into mystery schools/esotericism but as a skeptic
>go off on a rant where I get frustrated and say that I think that following pagan gods/magic is just like worshiping the Lord of the Rings characters
>toss my tarot cards face down on the floor and shuffle them all over the carpet asking for a sign if there is a higher power like a literal child
>focus really hard and pull three cards from random spots that "feel right"
>lay them out and flip them one by one
>every flip is a blank fucking card, all 3 of them in the deck of like 60 cards all randomly splayed out over the carpet
whole thing freaked me out- what are the odds?
Was Amanda Todd targeted because she was on the autism spectrum?
I was watching a documentary about what happened to Amanda Todd and the sadistic web of pedo blackmailers known as "cappers" and I recently found out that Amanda was on the autism spectrum. I wonder if this made her an easier target for these freaks because it is no secret that satanic people hate those on the spectrum.
Twin flames
Just learned my twin flame planned to kill himself through an anonymous reddit post. I was feeling suicidal (and actually ready to do it) for the first time ever. I turned to a subreddit I like to browse and found a Reddit post and was freaked out by the details. I went through the post history and I’m 100% sure it’s the same guy (details about age, birthday, specific program he’s in, family, etc.).
Ever since I met this guy, I always end up running into him somehow or intuiting where on campus he is (exact floor & room), and I’ve always been right. Freakishly right. Similarly, I was seeing 111, 222, & 1111 everyday for weeks. Also, through cyberstalking, I found out that we have exactly similar family situations and upbringings. A lot of experiences in my life line up with his.
I seriously think my twin flame is going to hurt himself so I definitely plan to reach out. Funnily, his post talked me out of killing myself.
To clarify, a twin flame is one soul that is living out two different human experiences in the same lifetime. You feel like you are meeting yourself because you are.
What is the meaning of the clown or fool in the occult?
What event made you believe in the paranormal?
The first time I was sitting in a room was renting out a while back. I smelled a man. It was so obvious, because it was like standing next to one in an elevator or especially church, because he smelled like he was dressed up. Aftershave, cologne, some hint of pipe tobacco. Somewhat old like from the 70s, because you'd never smell something like that now. It was there for a few seconds then it was completely gone.
The second time I was riding my bike to work. Every night I drove home at the crack of dawn, and crossed this big suspension foot bridge right next to an abandoned Levis factory. Another biker turned down my street 40-50 ft ahead of me a few blocks before the bridge, but then he turned into the chained up entrance to the factory and vanished. I did a double take, looked everywhere to see where he could have gone and it made no sense. It was a straight steep brushy hill down into the river on the left, & chained up factory entrance to the right. I wish I had more interesting stories to tell but I don't they're surprisingly boring. Neither situation was scary, or carried bad energy, I was just extremely surprised.
Astral projection
Is this a real thing? Can people astral project themselves in space?
does anyone have advice or tips on manipulating someone to like you?
Any horror book or manga recommendations?
I just finished reading Frankenstein by Mary Shelley and Uzamaki by Junji Ito
A Demon is in My House
He hides the tv remote and unplugs my phone charger. He makes food smell funny despite not being expired. He also makes any soda in the house taste less carbonated. Not sure what I did to invite a demonic presence into my house.
Zodiac Signs
What are your signs, miners?
I’m a Pisces…
The Ghost Frequency
What did you experience after listening?
>im a Taurus woman
>a Cancer man likes me
Should I give him a chance?
Intuition
Is your intuition ever scarily accurate? I’ve intuited running into certain people. I went to the library 3 days ago because I just knew my crush would be there even though he’s a commuter who didn’t attend class that day. I don’t know how I knew that. I just followed wherever my body took me because I knew it would take me to him. Another example, there’s someone that I know I will run into on my campus (who doesn’t live anywhere near it) by the end of the month. I’ve known it for months and I’ve been trying to avoid running into this person but I know it’s the universe’s will we run into each other.
I have a feeling that my family is cursed or very unlucky. Starting two years ago we have just had a string of bad incidents. Every time an incident is over and we have maybe a month or so of peace, another unfortunate event happens again. I was talking about it with my younger siblings and I'm scared that I will inherit this bad luck. Looking back, our whole existence starting from my parents marriage has been unlucky. How do I put an end to this? Will it end if my family is dead? I want to distance myself from them, but my family relies so much on me and I don't think they would be able to handle themselves if something else were to happen.
Performing witchcraft on moids.
Have you done it? I have only done basic things like influence them to contact me, candle stuff or whatever. Was a mistake both times.
reoccuring girl in my dreams
i posted this a few months back but it was almost immediately deleted and i have no idea why, so i'm trying again.
whenever i have a bad dream, there's always this girl in the background of them. they usually aren't even typical nightmares of monsters and death. the dreams at the least of me being inconvenienced- for example, just some nights ago, i had a dream that i almost got bumped into the road while waiting for a bus, and when i looked back, the person who bumped me was that girl. that is the closest that she's ever actually been directly involved in my dreams, usually, she's just hanging around in the background. like i'll dream that i'm hurrying to get ready because i'm late for something and i look outside and she's a pedestrian on the sidewalk, etc.
i used to have vivid dreams about my sexual assault, and she'd always be there too, even though i never saw her during the real thing. i have never seen this girl in real life. she is incredibly average, and unnoticeable in a crowd- the only reason why she's significant is because she's always there in my bad dreams, for some reason. she's been here forever and honestly i never thought much of it but now that i make this correlation i'm kind of freaked out- i told my friend, and she suspects that it's someone i wronged in the past that's haunting me. why is this girl who i've never seen irl haunting my dreams?? i'm open to anyone's theories.
Weirdest people you've met online
Tell us about them
Profiles of dead people online
Can anyone find me some interesting profiles owned by dead people or maybe also schizophrenic people?
Aphrodite Altar
i'm currently working on an aphrodite altar!! i will be adding candles, seashells(real ones), aquamarine, rosequartz, pink sand, apples, pretty vintage things, mirrors, myrtle, roses, lavender and of course a statue of herself.
is there anything else i should add?
Crystal Thread!
What's Crystal Cafe without any actual crystals?
Show 'em off!
Fantasies
Anybody else have weird fantasies or urges? Not necessarily sexual things, just strange. For instance, I sometimes spend hours daydreaming about cutting my left hand off, imagining all the blood pouring out my stubby wrist and such. Of course that's a terrible idea and it'd make my life so difficult, not to mention it would be extremely painful for me.
where should I start as a normie if I want to know what happens in the afterlife, particularly if it's bad and avoidable. Ideally I don't want to be immortal
Creepy comment
I found this really creepy comment on someone's video. What does this mean?
Darknet (and women.i2p)
I don't really know whether belongs in >>>/media/, but does anyone here use the Darknet? Tor, I2P, Yggrasil or what-have-you. Discuss:
>hidden service recommendations
>clearnet sites on the darknet
>general darknet stories
>inb4 complaints that crystal.cafe is banned on Tor
Also side-note but the otherday on a whim I registered the "women.i2p" eepsite thinking of populating it with TERF propaganda. Any suggestions or diagrams are welcome. (Does this count as TERFposting?
Jungian psychology
For some, it can be among the most powerful tools for gaining insight into the deepest parts of yourself.
If you've ever felt like you keep repeating the same negative patterns in your relationships and life, or wondered why you're drawn to certain types of people or situations, have you used it to understand the projections and complexes that drive them?
Have you explored the transformative power of dreams, and how they can offer a window into the unconscious patterns that shape your life?
Have you used it to discover the beauty and meaning in art, symbolism, and archetypal narratives, and how they can help us connect with something larger than ourselves?
Have you explored spirituality, science, philosophy, metaphysics, theology, the occult, the paranormal, or many other topics from its' perspective, or its' many historical precedents?
Though depending on how deep you go and how honest you're willing to be with yourself, it's not for the faint of heart.
Am I the only one that thinks that this woman's murderers were apart of some cult? This murder seems ritualistic
Reincarnation
If I kill myself, is it possible to be reborn in a new place? Ideally, Japan?
Anyone else think about death very often?
It really feels like I think about death pretty much everyday. It's not even deep pondering, like I could be doing something banal such as listening to music or sitting outside having a snack and the sudden thought will come to me - "I'm gonna die one day". It doesn't exactly shock me or make me depressed but it does shake me up a little. It's like a reminder that the stuff I'm doing in the present moment doesn't matter and I feel silly thinking it does lol. Does this happen to anyone else? Do you find it really difficult to avoid the thought of death?
The Ohio Train Conspiracy
Has anyone else been paying attention to all of the strange things happening around the Ohio train crash?
1.) A train carrying toxic chemicals derails in Ohio
2.) For some reason authorities decide to do a controlled burn on the crash, causing toxic clouds for miles in every direction
3.) A journalist is arrested for asking questions at a press conference
4.) Strangely Netflix made a movie called "White Noise" before the crash, which has a plot that mirrors the real events that followed almost exactly. It even takes place in the same town in Ohio where the real crash happened, some of the extras in the movie even lived through the real event.
5.) The CDC changed the information they had on the chemical the train was carrying just 11 days before the crash, removing information about long term cancerous affects of the chemical. The information was untouched for 17 years before that.
6.) Residents of Ohio were issued with high tech government IDs just months before the crash. These IDs are designed to track long term illnesses in residents.
7.) The government is claiming that the area is safe to return to, and that soil and drinking water is safe. However there are a lot of videos online of toxic clouds in the area, as well as tens of thousands of dead fish in rivers in Ohio. Also supermarkets are pulling any water bottled in Ohio from their shelves.
8.) Since the crash we are seeing a startling number of train crashes, as well as attacks on food processing plants and farms. This Twitter user has been documenting them https://twitter.com/almost_midnite2
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1PdqM9CJ4Q_zIwugBvuWB6ocCYMMPo359Ku7kQCg2K1A
9.) Shortly after the derailment we started seeing all of these UFO/weather balloons be shot down by the airforce. These almost completely eclipsed the train derailment in news outlets, causing many people to not know about the train derailment as a result.
There is even more strange irregularities that I didn't cover here. I recommend ParasykeTVs two videos he recently published on the topic for further information.
So what do you all think of this situation? What is going on here? Pure coincidence, some kind of coordinated attack by the Chinese on the US's food supplies? Some kind of government conspiracy?
Any good books about witchcraft and occultism? And something in the spirit of Pseudomonarchia Daemonum?
Bigfoot/sasquatch
What are bigfoot/sasquatch/yetis/yowies/yeren?
A.) The missing link?
B.) An extant species of great ape?
C.) Interdimensional energy beings?
D.) None of the above?
STRANGE DEATHS THREAD
I'll post the first one: Monica Meyer, the mayor of Betterton, Maryland, died while checking her town's sewage tanks. She fell in and drowned in 15 feet of human waste.
Deity devotion
Thread for women who worship deities from any pantheons (not counting Abrahamic religions)
>Which deity/deities do you worship?
>How and when did you start?
>How is she/he?
>What offerings do you give?
>Do people around you know?
etc etc tell us about them!
The creepies PM you get?
Post or tell here the most creepiest pm you get..
Lying online
Has anyone ever seen someone secretly lying online for no apparent reason?
I don't mean things like photoshopping your instagram pictures or exaggerating on your dating profile. Instead recently I've noticed people posting fake backstories on accounts separate from their real identifies (e.g. reddit or forums). Things like claiming they are experts when they are not, pretending to have been the victim of bullying when they were a bully themselves, or lying about being richer and more important than they really are.
It's not an attempt to hide their real identity as the type of things they post attract more attention than they would get otherwise.
Why do people do this? I could understand if it was linked to their real identity or somewhere dumb like 4chan but why do it in a post no one will see or care about? What do they gain from it?
I honestly find it kind of creepy as I can't understand if they somehow genuinely believe what they are posting or what could motivate them to waste time repeatedly lying with no apparent benefit.
Does anyone here do this? Why?
Does anyone else deal with maldaptive daydreaming? It seems like I'm really scared of rejection/loss/being made fun of so I just daydream about relationships instead of actually putting myself in one. It's greatly affected my life in a negative way so I'm trying to work through it but it feels impossible to quit.
parasocial relationships
>do you have them?
>who are your parasocial relationships with? fictional characters? podcast hosts? celebs?
>if you don't have them, what do you think keeps you from doing so?
i'm interested in this bc it seems like as a society our interactions or exposure to others will become increasingly distant/indirect. i wonder what issues it will lead to.
Have you guys ever had any delusions? Episodes of psychosis? Paranormal activity?
I haven't really shared this story with anyone I know in real life and I'm a little nervous to post it, honestly. I'm sorry it turned out so long.
For a couple of months when I was around fourteen, I started to have trouble sleeping. I was a bit depressed and friendless, normal teenage girl. I sat around and played Gaia Online instead of going outside, lol.
I started to have more and more bad dreams. It kept getting worse and worse. At a point, after getting maybe an hour or two of sleep every night, I started to feel a… presence. Something had its eyes on me.
As this went on, I slowly started to piece together that the thing "watching" me was a demon. I deduced that there was a portal under my bed, leading to some kind of demon dimension. I felt one presence in particular. I named her Millie. My heart was pounding every night as I felt eyes on me.
This went on for days. Weeks. Months. My grades slipped. Different demons started to emerge from under my bed, watching me at night. I drew pictures of them. I wrote poetry about it. I wasn't sure what they wanted.
I tried to go to my guidance counselor and emphasized I was really depressed and needed help, but I was kind of brushed aside. I started to have anxiety attacks. I asked my mom for help, but she thought I was joking.
I started asking for help from my online friends. It was embarrassing to talk about and no one really took me seriously. I poured my heart out to an older, wiser woman I trusted. She revealed she had experience with such matters and witchcraft. She decided to have me do a cleansing ritual.
She had me clean through the entire house, and throw out all of the trash outside. I showered. I cleaned my room (Especially under my bed). I spread salt on the windowsills, doors, and especially under my bed. I distinctly remember my mom asking, "Is this the fucking beach?? Is this sand in your room? What are you doing?"
That night, I went to sleep. I fell asleep nearly immediately, and started to dream. I was inside a building that was shaped like a dome, the walls were made of stained glass. In the middle of the building, I saw my demon, Millie. She was still. She stared at me, grinning, baring all of her teeth. I walked up to her and started literally tearing her apart, limb by limb. I ripped off her arms, her legs, her head, she stood there and didn't do anything. I ripped out her black heart and balled my fist up around it, black liquid seeped through my fingertips, and Millie started screaming. I walked out of the dome-cathedral, and it disappeared behind me.
I have been free for almost ten years today.
I have had no trouble sleeping since.
what tier are you on?
tier 5 here
What is the hat man?
Using your own body as an experiment
Does anyone else see their own physical body as a something to experiment with? I like to test its limits and see what happens if I do certain things like not take medications, take expired medications to see if they still work, do random drugs to see how they affect me. I'm just curious about my limits as a healthy young adult. I guess I see it as a tool of discovery rather than something I should leave as untarnished and clean as possible.
how do i hack the simulation, get access to unlimited data and become a demigod? im pretty sure this is my life goal and if i fail this there is gonna be another pandemic like corona but this time everyone dies and our timeline resets once again
Hoaxes
Have you pulled off a hoax or a scam? What and how?
June and Jennifer
Have you heard of this case, anons?
I've been on and off into it for a couple of years and it looks like a documentary is coming out.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/June_and_Jennifer_Gibbons
TL;DR
>twin sisters
>refused to speak to anyone else
>ostracized for being black (1960s), isolated themselves further
>invented their own language, wrote fiction, performed plays for each other
>separated at age 14 to give them a chance to develop their own selves
>went catatonic until reunited
>began committing crimes and writing about crime
>eventually agreed that one of them had to die in order for the other to live a fulfilled life
>Jennifer sacrifices herself
>dies of sudden inflammation of the heart
SCP Foundation
Let's talk.
Which ones are your favorites?
I'm starting off with probably the most well-known:
http://www.scp-wiki.net/scp-173
to be kept in a locked container at all times. When personnel must enter SCP-173's container, no fewer than 3 may enter at any time and the door is to be relocked behind them. At all times, two persons must maintain direct eye contact with SCP-173 until all personnel have vacated and relocked the container.
Description: Moved to Site-19 1993. Origin is as of yet unknown. It is constructed from concrete and rebar with traces of Krylon brand spray paint. SCP-173 is animate and extremely hostile. The object cannot move while within a direct line of sight. Line of sight must not be broken at any time with SCP-173. Personnel assigned to enter container are instructed to alert one another before blinking. Object is reported to attack by snapping the neck at the base of the skull, or by strangulation. In the event of an attack, personnel are to observe Class 4 hazardous object containment procedures.
Personnel report sounds of scraping stone originating from within the container when no one is present inside. This is considered normal, and any change in this behaviour should be reported to the acting HMCL supervisor on duty.
The reddish brown substance on the floor is a combination of feces and blood. Origin of these materials is unknown. The enclosure must be cleaned on a bi-weekly basis.
Urban legends thread.
Post urban legends you know of.
Anybody live(d) around paranormal activity?
Turpin Case
Links:
http://www.cnn.com/2018/01/19/us/california-torture-case-turpin/index.html
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=10&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwitt6vf7eTYAhVE12MKHWv7A_cQFghaMAk&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.washingtonpost.com%2Fnews%2Fpost-nation%2Fwp%2F2018%2F01%2F18%2F13-children-were-starved-at-home-with-some-chained-to-their-beds-police-called-it-depraved%2F&usg=AOvVaw3gr6Clz_zyJysbHe111B8K
Page where you can donate money to help the 13 victims of this case:
http://www.mychamber.org/events/details/donations-for-perris-abuse-victims-14222
I find this case fascinating. Any additional thoughts or opinions on it? I'll definitely be waiting for February 23, 2018 to read more on what happened.
666
Let's think of this imaginary situation:
The world as we know is about to end. Everyone we ever rejected who talked about Jesus, love and God was right and you can visibly see they are being saved. The rest of us will need to stay with the demons and S U F F E R terribly forever and ever.
You have the option to save one person though.
- Who will you save?
1. Yourself
2. Your mom
3. Your dad
4. A sibling
5. Your favorite star (hahaha)
6. Your SO
7. Someone else
- Plus: do you think anyone you know would choose you?
Imagine falling for that fake and gay virus psyop designed to legitimate an economical collapse just when the system reach its end.
Imagine unironically using the term "conspiracy theorist" when all the so called conspiracies just so happen to be true.
Imagine believing lockdown is useful and legitimate when the countries without lockdown are the one with the lowest death rates (Belarus, Iceland, Japan, Malawi, Nicaragua, South Korea, Taiwan, Timor-Leste, Arkansas, Iowa, Nebraska, North Dakota, Wyoming, South Dakota, Uruguay).
Imagine being for mandatory surgical masks use when a surgical mask is made for sterile closed places and that wearing it outside is useless and dangerous.
Imagine thinking there is an increase of cases worlwide when there is just more tests being performed that do not take into account the rates of false positives.
Imagine falling so deep down in this collective psychosis you're now building a whole new identity around it and become aggressive and angry at anyone pointing out the absurdity of the whole situation.
>The murder case Li Yangjie (Chinese 李洋 潔 / 李洋 洁, Pinyin Lǐ Yángjié; born on September 9, 1990 in Henan, China; [1] missing since May 11, 2016; found dead on May 13, 2016 in Dessau-Roßlau) was a violent crime in Saxony-Anhalt. The sex murder attracted attention due to the suspect's relationship to two officers of the investigating police apparatus - the accused's mother and stepfather both worked for the investigating police in Dessau - and was also the subject of media releases in China. [2] [3] [4] [5] He brought police officers into the focus of the allegations. [6] [7]
On Wednesday, May 11, 2016, Li first went shopping, then went home and left her shared apartment on Johannisstrasse in downtown Dessau-Roßlau at around 8:30 p.m. to go jogging.
>There was an antique shop on Johannisstrasse that was under video surveillance. The footage shows how Xenia I. waves the student over to her, points to an apartment on the second floor and asks her to help. You can see Li Yangjie looking around doubtfully, but then going with him. According to the investigators' knowledge, Sebastian F. was waiting behind the front door and overpowered her. He dragged Li Yangjie to the first floor and raped the young woman "in every imaginable way" (Süddeutsche Zeitung). [12] Xenia I. asked Li Yangjie with the help of the Google translator, among other things, whether she had sexually transmitted diseases, whether she lived alone or in a shared apartment and whether friends would call the police. [13]
>Blood splatters from the victim were found on the walls of the vacant apartment at a height of 3 meters. The coroner spoke of a "painful agony of several hours" of the victim.
>During the deed, Xenia I. went to her apartment above and put the children to bed. Sebastian F. threw the severely disfigured victim from a window of the apartment into a garbage can behind the house. [12] After the fact, the defendant telephoned his mother, police officer Ramona S., 40 times before he was arrested, and told her about the crime. [12] [14]
Real life horror stories
I noticed we have lot of paranormal spook threads in /b/ right now so let's have a irl spooks thread.
What's the scariest thing to happen to you or people you know that involved real life people or events.
Any people who didn't sit right with you? Any cazy ex boyfriend or girlfriends? Any scary family stories? Share them here!
"The Death Valley Germans"
German tourist family disappears in the Death Valley. Random guy starts a blog while he tries to investigate what happened to these people and at the end he found out exactly what happened. This is his blog http://www.otherhand.org/home-page/search-and-rescue/the-hunt-for-the-death-valley-germans/ and I 10000000% recommend reading everything. It was an amazing investigative work from this guy.
Psychic Links
Do you believe in them?
I truly do believe I have one with this somewhat obscure celebrity I've been a fan of. Frequently she makes posts that match what I am thinking of at the time and sometimes I think things that don't match my current mood at the time, and I've been wondering if it could be her thoughts getting inserted into my mind.
Expecting to be called a schizo for this post to be honest but I don't believe I am.
I don't plan to pursue a relationship with her or anything because I am fully aware of the fact I'm weird and creepy.
Weird and creepy buildings
Let's start with some Stalenhag
Subliminal Audio Thread
Anyone listen to subliminals? They seem to mostly be popular with women so I thought I'd start a thread here. I've started listening to a few but haven't seen results yet. I have them organized in a playlist that I listen to whenever I'm using the computer.
Some of the before/after photos seem faked but many of them seem legitimate as well. What do you guys think? Have you personally tried them?
Human Psychology
Do you guys ever wonder if people are easier to manipulate than you'd originally think?
I keep watching psychology videos (this channel, especially: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYwVxWpjeKFWwu8TML-Te9A) and it makes me think most people probably fall into certain sets of behaviors you can just…recognize, and go from there when interacting with them.
This feels like such a chuuni way to think, though, when I think on it.
Creepypasta and other scary stories available for online reading.
Borrasca -
https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/3e2zje/borrasca/
A great, atmospheric story. In my opinion, the ending was a bit heavy-handed and relied to much on shock and female torture, but aside from that, it had me hooked.
Sleep Paralysis
Have you ever experienced it, Miners? Share stories and tips on how to avoid it.
I've had very short (less than a minute) experiences before, but I had read up a lot about this from hanging on /x/ all the time so I knew it would be better not to open my eyes and just wait until it was over. Still scary though.
Now it happened again while I was napping around an hour ago. I saw some dude I know sitting on the bed right next to me, and I didn't understand how he got here or when, and then he leaned in and kissed me. It felt extremely real. I realized it had to be a dream and it went away after a minute or two but phew. I'm pretty disturbed.
That'll teach me to not take mid-morning naps.
No faith but spiritual needs
Title says it all. It is kind of weird. I do not believe in anything super natural right now though I have tried getting in touch with God and/or traditional faith. There is a strong craving for spiritual guidance and serving a master. Still I am unable to believe in anything. It is a thirst that can't be quenched. When I dived back into Christianity I could not trust that our Lord is good at all. That's when I started to read some lost scriptures discussing that Elohim (God) actually created this world to fulfill his sadistic needs and that Jesus is a deity from another world who came to save us from our creator. Which kinda makes sense since Jesus is deviating quite a bit from the old testament. This may sound irrelevant but it actually made me hate abrahamic religions even more because those guys would not think twice about their sources and/or God's motivation. Sorry I kind of lost the focus. The point is that I want to serve a deity, a god who is in close contact with me. Not some cause like helping social institutions (people hurt me too much), I'm talking about being a messenger or pilgrim. I hate myself, I hate this world and no social interactions or materialism can build up my hopes for a better tomorrow. It is all worthless. I would shed a tear if I could but I'm all dried out. Why do I have the desire for an imaginary friend?
There… was just one time a being in my dream. I giant phoenix carved into a rock in the montains. It appeared to be of native american origin. It did not speak but it's glowing eyes gazed into me. There I was dancing and performing rituals to pay my respects and it did something to me. I was burning but I felt like being in ecsteasy. The only time this need was fulfilled. But I never heard of this deity before and never again. I lost it's track, I want it back.
What's the worst thing you've ever done?
near death experiences
have you had one? a year ago i drank too much water and went into a coma. it got me to actually value life and i felt like a new person after getting out of the hospital. i didnt even aknowledge how much it affected me at the time - i mean i didnt even aknowledge how close i was to dying - so the effect was mostly subconscious. i now understand how big a role fear plays in human behavior. having lived most of my life comfortably i have been too used to taking everything for granted.
What do you think about false memory syndrome?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_memory_syndrome
Essentially it is acceptable gaslighting. They use it to explain away testimony of sexual abuse victims if it is evidence that contradicts accepted narratives of "false accusation."
In the McMartin ritual abuse case
(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/McMartin_preschool_trial) they said literally hundreds of child accusers all had false memory syndrome. No one thinks this the least bit odd and if you say otherwise you're a conspiracy nut.
Do you believe in evil? Do you think it exists?
Monster girls
Post 'em
Life or Death
Have you ever been in a life or death situation? What happened?
The universe
It is astounding to me how ignored the fact we cannot use the empirical system to discover the answers to any of the big questions such as how the universe came to exist etc
By observing the representation we can only ever discover how things appear and never why they appear at all.
A scientist is only concerned with figuring out the laws that govern matter and how it interacts within the universe but not concerned at all with why it functions in this way or any way at all on a deeper level.
Strangely though this is considered no concern at all.
The philosopher may be able to come up with ideas about the universe itself but largely is unable to test any metaphysical theories at all which may rest upon many abstractions that are also untestable so can only ever be uncertain.
Reason itself in my opinion has transcended its practical use and is obviously limited because it cannot explain the universe itself as it operates on a deeper level on its own sets of rules outside of the representation which we cannot cognize at all.
It is much like a dream where the rules governing that simulacrum are outside of practical reasoning.
So how do we figure out any of these big questions?
We may decide it is simply out of our hands and consider the goal a futile endeavour but there very well could be another system of thought yet to be discovered that will give us the answers.
Secular society has rebranded religion and fails to see it: this is certain.
Halloween thread
It's getting glum outside, let's talk about the spooky season.
>favorite things about Halloween
>costume ideas
>party planning
>music and movies
>decor inspiration
mystery thread:
>>>/disc/956
/x/ thread:
>>>/b/883
witchcraft thread:
>>>/b/1903
eerie images thread:
>>>/img/165
story thread:
>>>/b/1333
tarot readings:
>>>/b/2578
Coping with Death
How do you cop with Death?
Have you lost someone close to you?
How do you feel about dying?
Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?
I've had a quiet a few people who died in my life. Family to friends, some from illness, old age and even a suicide. I've grown pretty numb to being told about so and so dying. Just with in this hour my dad told me, my former neighbor's daughter passed away suddenly. I haven't spoken to her in years, it's a shame really. We used to hang out and she was really nice. But I don't feel horrified, and I am not really sad.
eerie/weird thread
Industry Plants
An industry plant is an artist who has Major/Indie Label backing their movement but presents themselves as a "home grown start up" label to create a pseudo organic following. They act as if things are miraculously happening for them based on their talent (via blog coverage, media coverage, mtv playing their vids, etc.) The reality is a low risk/high reward situation for labels looking to build the next "new star"
Who do you think is planted?
Deal with the devil/Demon contact
How do you make a deal with the devil? And what sort of deals can you make? Does selling your soul mean you lose your ego or sense of self?
I came to the conclusion that if there is in fact a devil, I am guaranteed to go to hell. So why not? Only concerns are getting possessed and ripped off, or having some kind of sly genie trick happen with my wish.
Mediums
have you ever seen a psychic or medium who seemed real? what did they tell you?
I saw one last year who gave so much correct info including names and places. She told me stuff I couldn’t even confirm until I talked to my family. She also predicted when I’d meet my soulmate and gave me information about her life and experiences that I found out was all right
Japanese Woman Kills Her Boyfriend
Let's discuss whatever we can.
I found this topic interesting, but if it's redundant, I can understand, so I won't sperg over it being removed.
So far, I've heard she's gutted him too. People are saying she's gone yandere, but with my minimal knowledge in Nip, I can't tell really.
So in case anyone does know Nip, a quick rundown and perhaps a few more articles/news videos would be appreciated.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMhKMbJTE0E
Google Maps
Share weird, creepy, or abandoned Google Maps locations
https://www.google.com/maps/place/Duga/@51.3050689,30.0659905,716m/data=!3m1!1e3!4m5!3m4!1s0x472a89ed1d7d55c3:0x8ef8a104a33b9ccd!8m2!3d51.3055615!4d30.0669354
Are There Tech Women Here? Help
I was browsing on the cesspit that is 8chan and saw a new post from the nerve center that read "I am C. I am a child sex slave that escaped 4 months ago."
https://8ch.net/general/res/2808.html
The post was in /general/. I read through it and they way she was writing and the details and lack thereof made me think this could be genuine.
I have almost no technical skills so there's not a lot I can do on my own. I am reluctant to try another board on 8 chan because there are legitimate pedophiles that would probably try to return her. I replied half an hour after she made her post, she said she would reply to questions but it's been an hour and she hasn't come back.
If this is someone's idea of a joke then they are a sick mother fucker.
But if this is real I really want to help this girl. I don't know where else to ask I am hoping this is a safe place. B and r9k raid here and I know pedos are on b and some r9k are pedos too so I am hoping they don't see this.
The picture attached is the picture she posted on the thread. She mentioned she had computer skills and messages can be hidden in photos. Does anyone have the know-how to check it?
Thank you to anyone who can help me verify if this is true.
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