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>>9587
> he has a taylor swift playlist on his channel lol
what cult is this guy in?

It's possible to escape any cult or secret society, I have done it by Jesus Christ.

My discord is cultrecoverycc I'll help anybody I can.

>>9596
if you found the real ring of sinful habbits you will die with the rest of them, jesus is an faith sucking suicide death cult that betrays the followers to death religiously

>>9598
People who preach jesus to people going through spiritual vampirism are total assholes. As if the christian church isn't the biggest perpetrator of spiritual vampirism the world has ever known

Did either of you try to contact Jesus personally?

You don't need church for that.

Just faith.

From a young age I would wake up to cuts and scratches on my body, arms and legs mostly. The first and only time was on my tummy and was nearly enough to break blood. My school was worried I was being abused at home but it wasn't like that. The cut was from my chest to my belly button, but always after when the same scenarios would happen. Being cut on the arm, I wouldn't care. Usually I would be awake and watch these cuts form which is even weirder and doesn't make sense. I had someone tell me demons do these kinds of things to terrify, and break us down mentally, and in turn physically

>>9091
That is really scary… if you're still around did you ever research the area you found the spike in at all?

>>9522
do they still happen? have you tried any way to figure it out? like a seance or scrying or oujia?

>>9091
Those fish are getting so fucked up right now.

>>9528
what anime is that?

>>9529
It's the first Devilman OVA (The Birth)

For sure. They target anybody who will be easier to manipulate. That's also why they go after victims of CSA. Epstein intentionally went after formerly abused girls because they were more likely to accept without telling anybody later. I didn't know she was autistic, but if that was the case then they would definitely use that against her.

>it is no secret that satanic people hate those on the spectrum.
I didn't know this. Why do they hate autistic people?

>>9423
Toxic people target everyone, they intermingle with whoever they meet. It's just that they only stick around with the vulnerable ones because it's easy to manipulate them. Autistic girls especially fit this criteria, so they make excellent victims. I don't think anyone is consciously seeking out autists in particular, just that autists are more susceptible to reacting in ways that are favorable to the perpetrators and it snowballs.

It's fucked up how callous so many people were about this shit, blaming at actual child for getting groomed, exploited, stalked and harassed online. There's so much hate for teenage girls

>>9446
Because autistics are more innocent and they hate innocence. Which is why they also hate kids. Also autistics are living proof of adverse effects of their "vaccines" aka poison.

>>9453
Remembering that made me super angry, as I was also bullied online as a teenager. People make mistakes but it makes my blood boil that they hated the girl so much and not the people who ostracized and harassed her.
>>9446
Not the OP but my guess is that they hate autistic people put of spite that for example they can be happy on their own and are less dependent on social connections. They hate those who don't conform so they want to break their sense of safety and further use their problems to break them as people, torture them emotionally and sometimes physically. They might be also picked on because of worse understanding of social norms and cues, possibility of being manipulated etc. As autistics tend to seek patterns they might be hated too because they have a potential to see the patterns of evil and thus recognize the ways of operating of their enemies.
I also believe it's due to the hate for innocence as >>9463 said. This is also something I saw myself, certain forces who wish to destroy innocence and anything that can work for it are really strong. That's why for example they want to manipulate autistic people to merge their community with the troons and all sorts of perverts. They misuse their empathy and being lost in life to redirect some into supporting the evil while shunning those who speak against it.

>>9056
Wow, nona. So many freaky coincidences.

>>9036
I'm starting to think the post was never him. Maybe the universe . For example, he mentioned taking IB courses (we're in the the usa) and uses English verbiage (but strangely not spelling?) I feel so manic and psychotic. I literally emailed a relative of his (the email never wen't through, thank god!) because I was concerned. Oh, well. I'm hope he's all safe and happy. I still believe he's my twin flame. Again, there was a lot of overlap between our lives based on things I know in real life.

Who the hell did I think I was to intrude on his life like that? I'll keep my mania to myself.

For context, I don’t use my real name on social media. However, I come across videos about “soulmates” and “you and this person will get married soon” and it’s always me and my crush’s initials. Soulmates fr!

how do i find my twin flame?

>>9439
i think if it's meant to be, you'll find each other (if you have one)

For me personally, it really depends on the situation. Sometimes it genuinely is saying to you “you/someone are an idiot” sometimes it represents spontaneous energy or blind faith in something. These cards have soooo many meanings.

>>8983
The fool represents innocents before the fall. freshly fallen snow, a child unburdened by life.
In the occult it would represent someone who hasn't been touched by the occult

>>8983
The fool represents Kether in cabala. In more general terms, it is the first spark of an idea or creation. In the RWS deck, the white sun is a representation of the initial divine spark. It contains all possibilities. none have been categorized and pruned to create truth and reality. Thus this act of creation is filled with paradoxes and conflicting possibilities, making it both divine and foolish. He is about to fall down a cliff in the RWS deck. This represents the downward 'fall' of the initial spark of creation toward becoming the material world.

In a spiritual reading it could represent new beginnings and divinity, but for banal issues it would mean a kind of foolishness or naivete.

>>9277
whoever made this is retarded + blind

>>9288
sorry, not to rain on your parade but i'm not the type of person who will gossip online over a family-friend's grief, anonymously or not

>>9292
> i'm not the type of person who will gossip online over a family-friend's grief, anonymously or not
>>9287
> every time i see sandy hook conspiracies i laugh because i knew someone who lost someone in that shooting and you could tell she couldn't move past it.

Wew lad

>>9292
That's okay, I've just been trying to gather evidence and theories from both sides. I respect that it's probably not something you want to talk about but figured it was worth asking.

>>9277
thanks for derailing the thread glowie retard.

No event. I've just always believed in the paranormal.

I don't know where else to put this, but I'm seriously questioning my beliefs because of what a moid friend did. You see, I told him about Tomino's Hell, which is a supposedly cursed Japanese poem that you would never read out loud and only read in your head. Simple, right? Well the retarded moid friend I had went and read the whole poem out loud, and even recorded himself reading it out loud to "show" me that it was not cursed. Well, color him fucking shocked when eventually, his siblings keep getting Covid, his hair loss and weight gain get worse, and when his mom gets diagnosed with cancer despite living a healthy life. I don't want to say this all started because of the fucking poem, but I feel like he should have avoided reading it out loud just to be sure. I'm skeptical of believing in the paranormal, but it really looks like this dumbass put a fucking curse on himself.

>>8730
reading the poem aloud rn thank you anon

>>8731
Wanna do this but my life is already cursed enough

psychosis. while I don't believe in the things I did while it was going on, it turned my mind on to just how much of our sense of reality is built upon unconscious biases and assumptions that we pick up through our lives. it made me realise that all the things I thought impossible, though still unlikely, were maybe less so than I had previously thought.

I know this feel. Daylight makes me sick, especially the morning sun. Also, nice taste in music. I'll add this one by Woods of Infinity: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Jb6IfR6tWvo&pp

I don't dislike the sun exactly but the warm weather/sunny weather makes me incredibly depressed, but frustrated depressed. I get angrier and I have less patience. I tend to take it out on myself, too. Cloud cover or shorter days feel safer and cozier to me.

>>9242
I feel this. Cold autumn and winter weather rejuvenate me

I go out after sunset to run and exercise because when its light outside i feel like Im being watched always. In the dark I feel anonymous.
The sun feels like it is watching me and is heating up the world. it feels like a fire about to happen. Part of this may be the doom of global warming.

and here is some music about the sun exploding.

>>9327
>The sun feels like it is watching me and is heating up the world. it feels like a fire about to happen.

I get this EXACT feeling except I find it comforting - like god is watching me and is about to let me return. I love warm weather and summer for this reason

>>3874
It's saying that "astral projection" would just look like some weirdo closing their eyes and thinking. Because that's what it is

>>3875
ok but what makes it the first girl to do it?

>>2391
Yes but don’t try fighting Allah (it’ll end up bad)

I'm not really sure if I'm convinced it's astral projection or not, but I've definitely had very vivid dreams where I leave my body. It's possible to induce those kinds of dreams or sleep paralysis, which I did a lot for fun when I was younger but stopped when my mental health declined and they started to skew scary more often than be fun.

Some of my favourite dreams were just walking down the street, noticing little details around me and going to check up on people I knew. Sometimes they'd be asleep and other times they'd be awake, watching TV or something. I never confirmed these dreams because I felt like it would be creepy to ask someone "hey, were you watching The Simpsons at exactly 1.30am last night?" but a huge part of me wants to believe that they were real and not just dreams.

It is 'real' in the sense that it is different from normal and lucid dreams. I'm not sure if you literally leave body though, or if it is some form of sleepwalking or very vivid sleep paralysis.

-in my experience, astral projection and sleep paralysis (which I think are the same phenomenon since SP leads to AP) leave physical traces in the real world or on my body. I do not practice astral projection anymore because of this.

-I once attempted to move a pen while astral projecting. I set it out on my nightstand before I slept. Once I got out of my body i tried for a while to move it and was able to tilt it very slightly. I entered my body again, but when I woke up the pen was gone. Something happened to it obviously. I dont know what.

-When astral projecting, things start off looking exactly like the real world. Its dark so you dont see color, things are exactly as you left them. But as you stay in it, strange things will occur: first some of your senses become more intense. The silence 'sounds' too loud, and youll 'see' weird distortions. Ill be able to see the walls of where I live in greater detail and 'know' the shapes behind them: outlines of shapes show up in strange colors that don't exist in the real world. like a kaleidoscope maybe? all of this superimposed over the 'real' world that looks exactly the same as if you were awake. Then, your physical sensation gets heightened. If youve ever been tickled, imagine that over your entire body slowly creeping up on you. At this point hearing, sight, and sense are completely overloaded (ive never tasted or smelled anything while astral projecting). Then maybe youll see shadow movement out of the corner of your eye, or (more often) out of the kaleidoscope effect certain 'beings' will form and un-form. This is the farthest I had ever gotten, since usually at this point the sensory overload becomes painful and I feel pulled back toward my body. Imagine you are a rubber band stretched out, and once you lose enough focus you get slingshotted back into your body. Immediately afterwards I usually feel intense pain in certain parts of my body from the violent return back. Maybe my head really hurts or my stomach or chest. I have also had a few situations where I feel uncalibrated with my body: I feel further ahead or behind, or sometimes my body moves before I do. Usually these effects go away after about 10 minutes.

-On one occasion in particular, I was astral projecting while Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>9258
Therapy (CBT and DBT). Hope this helps

>>9258
When they aren’t literally forced to be with you, like family for example, there really aren’t many ways. You can act nice and show interest in them and their interests but I don’t really consider that manipulating

>>9260
Cock and ball torture and dick and ball torture…? Okay i will try this thank you

i wonder if enough manifestation could make this happen, if you believe they love you the universe would respond and make it true since you know it to be true.